just when you think life is going your way, it let's you down again. (the Omid stuff doesn't count. those are miniscule compared to this)
i won't blog about it, cuz those are for my therapy, which i desperately need. (and not physical therapy either. real mental therapy) and besides, it's too complicated for y'all to understand. and if i think about it enough, i'm sure tonight will be another crying-myself-to-sleep night. whoopee.
well that's it really.