yoo hoo! im back! i wanna write all the stuff out again from yesterday, but i don't really remember what i wrote.
*thinks* i'll tryyy

i read what kate wrote in her blog about her parents not understanding that ppl change and have new friends, and, although i never wrote it out before, i totally know what she meant. like, my mom's always pestering me about Yuen and Jen and dil, and Mar (even tho she doesn't even live in scarbro ne more) and it's drives me crazy sometimes! can't she just accept the fact that i hang out with different people now?! like, near the beginning, i admit, i sorta regretted leaving them (thanks to kevin) but now, i love my friends to bits! and i would not go back to the ACI Asskickers (our group name). i mean, they FREAKIN' LIKE NSYNC!! *sigh* so...yeah. **note: to all aci asskickers who are reading this (if anyone) i'm really sorry if this offends you or if this sounds really harsh or whatever, but this is how i feel. and i think mar is avoiding me.

and billy emailed me two days ago, asking if we were still friends and blah blah blah. i told him, yeah, of course we are, but, i mean, i hardly talk to him anymore, and he doesn't talk to me, so...?? i'm not sure. and it's really really annoying whenever he asks me that (it's not the first time) cuz it's like, "what do you want?! i'm trying to get on with my life!" not to be mean or ne thing. and back to what i was saying earlier, people change! and i know i've changed. well, i'm still me, but just my tastes and everything, it's not the same as before. (probably influences, etc)

jordan proposed that the Crazies should go camping this summer, and i totally agree with it!! it'd be so much fun! but there are lots of things to be concerned about. first of all, i really want to take summer school, but then we might go at the end of july or whatever, so not a really big problem. second, i highly doubt my parents will allow me to go if there are no adults. they're paranoid that if one of us drives, we're gonna crash. i mean, it's good be to cautious, but imprisoning your child over the summer is not healthy. thirdly, i really want to find a job and earn some money. damn popcorn woman wouldn't hire me.

aaanyways, i have some almond chocolate and caramilk bars, so WHOEVER wants to buy them come to me!!! they're 2$, but i mean, they're chocolate, who can resist that?! heehee!