yay! it snowed!
i don't mean im happy because lots of cars were crashed and traffic was everywhere and stuff, but new clean snow is so beautiful! i was just listening to the radio, and the radio dude said two ppl died! omg! well, i guess that's what killin yourself trying to shovel snow does to you. *sigh* so sad...
Rose Red is on tonight!! YEAHHH!!!! i can't wait! it's so exciting! Sukeena is so freaky, man! eeeee!! but i wanna know why she's still alive and if she's evil or not.
anyways, that's it, really.
Wednesday, January 30, 2002
yoo hoo! im back! i wanna write all the stuff out again from yesterday, but i don't really remember what i wrote.
*thinks* i'll tryyy
i read what kate wrote in her blog about her parents not understanding that ppl change and have new friends, and, although i never wrote it out before, i totally know what she meant. like, my mom's always pestering me about Yuen and Jen and dil, and Mar (even tho she doesn't even live in scarbro ne more) and it's drives me crazy sometimes! can't she just accept the fact that i hang out with different people now?! like, near the beginning, i admit, i sorta regretted leaving them (thanks to kevin) but now, i love my friends to bits! and i would not go back to the ACI Asskickers (our group name). i mean, they FREAKIN' LIKE NSYNC!! *sigh* so...yeah. **note: to all aci asskickers who are reading this (if anyone) i'm really sorry if this offends you or if this sounds really harsh or whatever, but this is how i feel. and i think mar is avoiding me.
and billy emailed me two days ago, asking if we were still friends and blah blah blah. i told him, yeah, of course we are, but, i mean, i hardly talk to him anymore, and he doesn't talk to me, so...?? i'm not sure. and it's really really annoying whenever he asks me that (it's not the first time) cuz it's like, "what do you want?! i'm trying to get on with my life!" not to be mean or ne thing. and back to what i was saying earlier, people change! and i know i've changed. well, i'm still me, but just my tastes and everything, it's not the same as before. (probably influences, etc)
jordan proposed that the Crazies should go camping this summer, and i totally agree with it!! it'd be so much fun! but there are lots of things to be concerned about. first of all, i really want to take summer school, but then we might go at the end of july or whatever, so not a really big problem. second, i highly doubt my parents will allow me to go if there are no adults. they're paranoid that if one of us drives, we're gonna crash. i mean, it's good be to cautious, but imprisoning your child over the summer is not healthy. thirdly, i really want to find a job and earn some money. damn popcorn woman wouldn't hire me.
aaanyways, i have some almond chocolate and caramilk bars, so WHOEVER wants to buy them come to me!!! they're 2$, but i mean, they're chocolate, who can resist that?! heehee!
*thinks* i'll tryyy
i read what kate wrote in her blog about her parents not understanding that ppl change and have new friends, and, although i never wrote it out before, i totally know what she meant. like, my mom's always pestering me about Yuen and Jen and dil, and Mar (even tho she doesn't even live in scarbro ne more) and it's drives me crazy sometimes! can't she just accept the fact that i hang out with different people now?! like, near the beginning, i admit, i sorta regretted leaving them (thanks to kevin) but now, i love my friends to bits! and i would not go back to the ACI Asskickers (our group name). i mean, they FREAKIN' LIKE NSYNC!! *sigh* so...yeah. **note: to all aci asskickers who are reading this (if anyone) i'm really sorry if this offends you or if this sounds really harsh or whatever, but this is how i feel. and i think mar is avoiding me.
and billy emailed me two days ago, asking if we were still friends and blah blah blah. i told him, yeah, of course we are, but, i mean, i hardly talk to him anymore, and he doesn't talk to me, so...?? i'm not sure. and it's really really annoying whenever he asks me that (it's not the first time) cuz it's like, "what do you want?! i'm trying to get on with my life!" not to be mean or ne thing. and back to what i was saying earlier, people change! and i know i've changed. well, i'm still me, but just my tastes and everything, it's not the same as before. (probably influences, etc)
jordan proposed that the Crazies should go camping this summer, and i totally agree with it!! it'd be so much fun! but there are lots of things to be concerned about. first of all, i really want to take summer school, but then we might go at the end of july or whatever, so not a really big problem. second, i highly doubt my parents will allow me to go if there are no adults. they're paranoid that if one of us drives, we're gonna crash. i mean, it's good be to cautious, but imprisoning your child over the summer is not healthy. thirdly, i really want to find a job and earn some money. damn popcorn woman wouldn't hire me.
aaanyways, i have some almond chocolate and caramilk bars, so WHOEVER wants to buy them come to me!!! they're 2$, but i mean, they're chocolate, who can resist that?! heehee!
Tuesday, January 29, 2002
ok, well, i wrote a bunch a stuff here earlier, but this dude came to fix our computer, and i forgot to tell him about it (and i wasn't done, so i didn't post) and now it's all erased. dammit! i don't think i can type it again now, cuz it's kinda late, but i'll try to tomorrow or something. anyways, ta-ta!
Sunday, January 27, 2002
*sigh* (that's because i have a lot to write tonight)
semi formal last night was a LOT of fun!! i was the first in our group to arrive. and then i found some ppl to talk to, like sarah. and then shelby and margaret came. and then other ppl started coming. and then we walked around and found a table. and then we walked around some more and waited for the boy in a dress to arrive. (i personally could not contain my excitedness of seeing mike in a dress.) anyway, he came and we got all excited and stuff. but he wouldn't take off his freakin' shirt!! arggg SO upset!! but eventually i found out the dress was spaghetti strapped (all the more reason to have it off!!) and...yeah! well, we had a buffet kinda dinner, and this cute guy was serving pasta! we called him the Pasta Boy. i think nique and kate were the most obsessed over him. and then during dinner, ryan arrived! damn, he looked sexy in his suit! lol! anyways! and then we had dessert! mmm....pineapples....they were good! but then there were only two brownies. so jordan had one, and me and mike shared the second one. after dinner we just sat around and talked and the dance started. we kinda danced and stuff. and then i started getting dizzy and everything ppl get when they're at dances. after a while of sitting and chatting, jordan and i decided to go out into the lobby. and there, we just had a lot of fun and stuff. everyone else came out and we just socialized and stuff. and then we went back in, blahblahblah....took lotsa pictures, danced some more, giggles about pasta boy, talked about Cracker/Cookie/Pollywanna (this guy who works with jordan). at one point, we were all walking back into the dance room, and mr. caruana and mr.lum were there, and mr.cauana's like "are u in a gang? you're all wearing black!" and carmen and kate were like "no!no!" and me and nique were like, "oh yeah!!!" LOL so funnay!! and then we went back in, took a nice group pic in front of a house thingy with lotsa lights, and danced some more. and for the longest time, we kept persuading mike to twirl, and in my case, to take his shirt off. lol but he did neither of those things, AND THAT WAS ANNOYING!!! *ahem* and at one point, carmen's straps came undone, so we all went to the bathroom and tried to fix it, but it wasn't fixed, so she just tucked the straps in and her dress became a strapless dress, which didn't look all bad. and at another time, we were all in the lobby, and jordan turned the lights off, and back on, right? and then carmen had this idea to turn the lights back on and then yell out "oh...mikey!" and when the lights came back on, they'd be advirtising Herbal Essence! lol that was funnayyy!!! i was totally agreeing, but they didn't do it.
anyways, after that, a couple of slow songs were on, so we went back in and danced. margaret stepped on my toe once. ouchies!! and after (or before, i cant remember) me, jordan, nique, kate, and carmen went outside to cool off, and then it was cold, so kate gave me her sweater and jordan hugged me! (awww) i felt all warm and loved by my friends....=*) anyways, after that we went back in, and i think there were more slow songs (this was near the end) and i actually wanted to dance with mikey, but he was off...somewhere. so, oh well! and then we had the good songs at the end and blahblahblah...it ended. but THEN! our group was together, and mikey actually twirled! nad i missed it!! arggg!!! but then he curtsied for the camera! (aww) lol so all in all, the semi was great!! cept for one lil thing: near the beginning, i dropped my ring, and i couldn't find it. *sniff* i loved that ring....oh well.
and that's the end of that story.
well, i went to art today, and my Claude Monet painting is coming out great! it's so much fun! miss kwok said it'd be hard to mix all the colour right and stuff, but i thought it was pretty easy! and fun! jenny (this girl in my art class) didn't come cuz she was sick. poooh. but then adrian (her cousin, this guy in my art class) said that's probably why i was working so fast today. lol true, though i don't like admitting it. hehheh. and i didn't go to tutoring cuz carmen (my cousin/tutor) said she had something to do. but then this evening, jordan called me, and him, kate and i went to his house and we watched Buffy and the Dark Corner. oh! and jordan drove! heh heh!! i was actually very surprised, because he's actually a very good driver! i am NEVER going to be in Elaine's brother's car EVER again! he is such a bad driver! anyways, yeah! jordan was speeding a bit, but who cares! everyone speeds! it was a smooth ride, and the turns were good. ( i noticed that he didn't like stopping. is this true? heehee!) anyways, the movie, dinner, everything was fuuunnn!! at least i didn't have to stay home and do math! eww...
anyways, besides those things, i have nothing new in my life at all. my life is so damn boring...erg. and i have sooooo much damn homework. stupid poems and chem and math. ok, i'm done posting. later gator!
semi formal last night was a LOT of fun!! i was the first in our group to arrive. and then i found some ppl to talk to, like sarah. and then shelby and margaret came. and then other ppl started coming. and then we walked around and found a table. and then we walked around some more and waited for the boy in a dress to arrive. (i personally could not contain my excitedness of seeing mike in a dress.) anyway, he came and we got all excited and stuff. but he wouldn't take off his freakin' shirt!! arggg SO upset!! but eventually i found out the dress was spaghetti strapped (all the more reason to have it off!!) and...yeah! well, we had a buffet kinda dinner, and this cute guy was serving pasta! we called him the Pasta Boy. i think nique and kate were the most obsessed over him. and then during dinner, ryan arrived! damn, he looked sexy in his suit! lol! anyways! and then we had dessert! mmm....pineapples....they were good! but then there were only two brownies. so jordan had one, and me and mike shared the second one. after dinner we just sat around and talked and the dance started. we kinda danced and stuff. and then i started getting dizzy and everything ppl get when they're at dances. after a while of sitting and chatting, jordan and i decided to go out into the lobby. and there, we just had a lot of fun and stuff. everyone else came out and we just socialized and stuff. and then we went back in, blahblahblah....took lotsa pictures, danced some more, giggles about pasta boy, talked about Cracker/Cookie/Pollywanna (this guy who works with jordan). at one point, we were all walking back into the dance room, and mr. caruana and mr.lum were there, and mr.cauana's like "are u in a gang? you're all wearing black!" and carmen and kate were like "no!no!" and me and nique were like, "oh yeah!!!" LOL so funnay!! and then we went back in, took a nice group pic in front of a house thingy with lotsa lights, and danced some more. and for the longest time, we kept persuading mike to twirl, and in my case, to take his shirt off. lol but he did neither of those things, AND THAT WAS ANNOYING!!! *ahem* and at one point, carmen's straps came undone, so we all went to the bathroom and tried to fix it, but it wasn't fixed, so she just tucked the straps in and her dress became a strapless dress, which didn't look all bad. and at another time, we were all in the lobby, and jordan turned the lights off, and back on, right? and then carmen had this idea to turn the lights back on and then yell out "oh...mikey!" and when the lights came back on, they'd be advirtising Herbal Essence! lol that was funnayyy!!! i was totally agreeing, but they didn't do it.
anyways, after that, a couple of slow songs were on, so we went back in and danced. margaret stepped on my toe once. ouchies!! and after (or before, i cant remember) me, jordan, nique, kate, and carmen went outside to cool off, and then it was cold, so kate gave me her sweater and jordan hugged me! (awww) i felt all warm and loved by my friends....=*) anyways, after that we went back in, and i think there were more slow songs (this was near the end) and i actually wanted to dance with mikey, but he was off...somewhere. so, oh well! and then we had the good songs at the end and blahblahblah...it ended. but THEN! our group was together, and mikey actually twirled! nad i missed it!! arggg!!! but then he curtsied for the camera! (aww) lol so all in all, the semi was great!! cept for one lil thing: near the beginning, i dropped my ring, and i couldn't find it. *sniff* i loved that ring....oh well.
and that's the end of that story.
well, i went to art today, and my Claude Monet painting is coming out great! it's so much fun! miss kwok said it'd be hard to mix all the colour right and stuff, but i thought it was pretty easy! and fun! jenny (this girl in my art class) didn't come cuz she was sick. poooh. but then adrian (her cousin, this guy in my art class) said that's probably why i was working so fast today. lol true, though i don't like admitting it. hehheh. and i didn't go to tutoring cuz carmen (my cousin/tutor) said she had something to do. but then this evening, jordan called me, and him, kate and i went to his house and we watched Buffy and the Dark Corner. oh! and jordan drove! heh heh!! i was actually very surprised, because he's actually a very good driver! i am NEVER going to be in Elaine's brother's car EVER again! he is such a bad driver! anyways, yeah! jordan was speeding a bit, but who cares! everyone speeds! it was a smooth ride, and the turns were good. ( i noticed that he didn't like stopping. is this true? heehee!) anyways, the movie, dinner, everything was fuuunnn!! at least i didn't have to stay home and do math! eww...
anyways, besides those things, i have nothing new in my life at all. my life is so damn boring...erg. and i have sooooo much damn homework. stupid poems and chem and math. ok, i'm done posting. later gator!
Thursday, January 24, 2002
hmmm....i dunt really know what to post. there isn't really anything interesting happening. i had a bio test today. so damn hard omg. i didn't even have enuf time to finish it! the matching, if i had more time, i'd be able to do it. but i guess the point of tests is that you have nkow it so well that you just look at the question and you'll know the answer.
violin last night- peter was talking so much. telling me all these stories of his other students and stuff. they were pretty intereseting, but...im not really interested in knowing about other ppl's music-playing lives.
semi- im really excited about it! i can't dance for beans, but im there to have a good time and take lotsa memories (pictures) so...yeah! and i cant wait til i see mike in a dress!! it'll be soooo hilarious!!
anyways, there's a forum tonight about the double-cohort thingy. i heard from Patrick's friend that ppl from Cederbrae, and Mac are gonna be there too! ack! it'll be packed!!! so i just told my mom to get there 20 minutes earlier to find a parking space. lol
well, that's it for now. ta-ta!
violin last night- peter was talking so much. telling me all these stories of his other students and stuff. they were pretty intereseting, but...im not really interested in knowing about other ppl's music-playing lives.
semi- im really excited about it! i can't dance for beans, but im there to have a good time and take lotsa memories (pictures) so...yeah! and i cant wait til i see mike in a dress!! it'll be soooo hilarious!!
anyways, there's a forum tonight about the double-cohort thingy. i heard from Patrick's friend that ppl from Cederbrae, and Mac are gonna be there too! ack! it'll be packed!!! so i just told my mom to get there 20 minutes earlier to find a parking space. lol
well, that's it for now. ta-ta!
Tuesday, January 22, 2002
guess what? i finally found a decent picture of Koo Tin Lok! apparently, his English name is louis. eww...what kinda name is that?! hehehehe!! and i found out that he used to be a model! whoo! well, he should be a model NOW! before, when he actually looked like a fob, he was an actor...tsktsktsk....i'm so dissappointed. oh well. here's the pic!
Monday, January 21, 2002
great. im posting again. well, i ddn't go out on saturday cept for art. which was good, and bad. it was good cuz i felt really bad in art class. and those lil bitches pissed me off, and their ugly fat sister really pissed me off, as always. and home is always comfy. and it was bad cuz i wanted to go shopping with jordan and kate, and them. shopping's always good. oh well.
and thomas' parents came over that afternoon to talk with my mom. omg, samantha's parents are so *shaking head*....arrggg!! im SO mad at them!!! so her mom and her brother are living at thomas' house for fuckin 6 months! and for two ppl, they rent a room, have 3 meals a day, packed lunch, AND that lil bastard erik practically orders thomas' mom! and she takes care of him! and they are paying them fuckin 300$ a month for it!!! how can anyone do that?!? even brainless gits don't do it!!! arrggg!!! that's like 10$ a day!!! u cant even eat ONE meal a day for two ppl!! those...those!!! arrggg!!!!!! and they are NOT poor, i garuntee it!! they have so much money! erik is so fuckin spoiled, it's not even funny! omgg....*exhales*
ok, onto sunday....i didn't do ne thing...that i remember. i wasted a lot of time. and i watched the golden globe awards. it was good. Lord of the Rings didn't win anything. i'm so mad at them! argg!! and elijah wood actually looks good that time! ( in his other pictures, he looked like a woman, no offense) damn, i love his eyes....soooo niiiiccceee....
anyways! the girl from Amelie was there too! she was really pretty. and she had this heavy french accent. she's like, "well, i don't have any subsripts, so..." and this other guy was with her, right? and he's like "i'll translate for you! akufgaoeruaeorytaver" <-- that was some spanish. btw, he's spanish. lol yeah...so....and Amelie didn't win any awards either. grrr...and that girl from Anne Frank was there too! she didn't win anything. so sad...i enjoyed that movie. or...long tv show thingy. lol it was good!!
so, i went to school today, and had a chem test. it wasn't THAT hard. i mean, i've had quizzes that were 0. this one, well...i only had a couple of them blank. ;) last week, nique said she coloured the vicious calendar thingy. i really wanna see what it looks like now! i mean, i'm not saying she didn't do a good job or whatever, but i know i'm a perfectionist when it comes to this kinda stuff, and it really bothers me when ppl change my work and i don't get to know how the final product looks like. it's been bothering me ever since. *big sigh*....
went to vocal class and Singers today. it was fun. well...i kept coughing and that made me mess up. especially when it came to the good parts. ooh Choose Something Like A Star is such a pretty song! i'm so in love with it! i couldn't find it on the internet to download though. oh well...
last thing i have to say: matt wong. i am SO mad at him! that bastard!! arggg...i wanna just punch him in the face and make him apologize!! grrrr...
ok, that is all. i've not been having a good week.
and thomas' parents came over that afternoon to talk with my mom. omg, samantha's parents are so *shaking head*....arrggg!! im SO mad at them!!! so her mom and her brother are living at thomas' house for fuckin 6 months! and for two ppl, they rent a room, have 3 meals a day, packed lunch, AND that lil bastard erik practically orders thomas' mom! and she takes care of him! and they are paying them fuckin 300$ a month for it!!! how can anyone do that?!? even brainless gits don't do it!!! arrggg!!! that's like 10$ a day!!! u cant even eat ONE meal a day for two ppl!! those...those!!! arrggg!!!!!! and they are NOT poor, i garuntee it!! they have so much money! erik is so fuckin spoiled, it's not even funny! omgg....*exhales*
ok, onto sunday....i didn't do ne thing...that i remember. i wasted a lot of time. and i watched the golden globe awards. it was good. Lord of the Rings didn't win anything. i'm so mad at them! argg!! and elijah wood actually looks good that time! ( in his other pictures, he looked like a woman, no offense) damn, i love his eyes....soooo niiiiccceee....
anyways! the girl from Amelie was there too! she was really pretty. and she had this heavy french accent. she's like, "well, i don't have any subsripts, so..." and this other guy was with her, right? and he's like "i'll translate for you! akufgaoeruaeorytaver" <-- that was some spanish. btw, he's spanish. lol yeah...so....and Amelie didn't win any awards either. grrr...and that girl from Anne Frank was there too! she didn't win anything. so sad...i enjoyed that movie. or...long tv show thingy. lol it was good!!
so, i went to school today, and had a chem test. it wasn't THAT hard. i mean, i've had quizzes that were 0. this one, well...i only had a couple of them blank. ;) last week, nique said she coloured the vicious calendar thingy. i really wanna see what it looks like now! i mean, i'm not saying she didn't do a good job or whatever, but i know i'm a perfectionist when it comes to this kinda stuff, and it really bothers me when ppl change my work and i don't get to know how the final product looks like. it's been bothering me ever since. *big sigh*....
went to vocal class and Singers today. it was fun. well...i kept coughing and that made me mess up. especially when it came to the good parts. ooh Choose Something Like A Star is such a pretty song! i'm so in love with it! i couldn't find it on the internet to download though. oh well...
last thing i have to say: matt wong. i am SO mad at him! that bastard!! arggg...i wanna just punch him in the face and make him apologize!! grrrr...
ok, that is all. i've not been having a good week.
Friday, January 18, 2002
my eventful day:
- went to school and felt like shit.
-went home after 2nd period
-ate lunch (nice change, eating at home instead of the noisy school hallway)
-took some tylenol
-went to bed at 10 minutes before 1
-had weird dreams
-woke up at 8:40pm
-watched tv.
-took a shower
-posting
i'm feeling...ermm...actually, not better. my head still hurts majorly and my nose is still stuffed up. stupid cold and flu.
anyways, i wanted to post tihs for a while, but i keep forgetting when it comes to when im actually posting.
this guy (he's this chinese celebrity) on the show i watch looks quite similar to Orlando Bloom! I've seen a couple of his shows, and he is SO DAMN HOT!! and he's not a fob, so that makes it even better! (i wouldn't like a fob anyways, u all know that) so now, or maybe later, i'm gonna try to find a pic of him and post it on here and see what y'all think.
anyways, that's it, i guess. i'm off to bed again. after i post on the crazies...
- went to school and felt like shit.
-went home after 2nd period
-ate lunch (nice change, eating at home instead of the noisy school hallway)
-took some tylenol
-went to bed at 10 minutes before 1
-had weird dreams
-woke up at 8:40pm
-watched tv.
-took a shower
-posting
i'm feeling...ermm...actually, not better. my head still hurts majorly and my nose is still stuffed up. stupid cold and flu.
anyways, i wanted to post tihs for a while, but i keep forgetting when it comes to when im actually posting.
this guy (he's this chinese celebrity) on the show i watch looks quite similar to Orlando Bloom! I've seen a couple of his shows, and he is SO DAMN HOT!! and he's not a fob, so that makes it even better! (i wouldn't like a fob anyways, u all know that) so now, or maybe later, i'm gonna try to find a pic of him and post it on here and see what y'all think.
anyways, that's it, i guess. i'm off to bed again. after i post on the crazies...
Thursday, January 17, 2002
one thing i hate, is being sick. i hate it!!! i can't sing, i can't concentrate, i can't even talk properly! and my nose is leaking.
two (extra) bright spots today:
1) chemistry class sucked totally (not the bright spot) but then this HOT guy came and T.Aed us! (that's it!) yup he was pretty damn hot. but he never helped me. and i actually needed help! ms. baksi tried helping me, but everyone knows she can't teach for beans. or corn.
2) i held baby Frank! he is so adorable! and he didn't cry when i pinched his cheeks! awww! carmen said margaret wanted to call him Legolas, but i don't think that's a very good name for him cuz there's only ONE Legolas in this world!!
i gave carmen the logo thingy for The Vicious Calendars and...i dunno if she really liked it or not. oh well. if no one likes it, it's okay. i had fun making it. :)
anyways, i'm in deep shit, man. i dunno where my stupid photo project is!!! argggg!!! ok, well, that's all. gotta go study for bio.
two (extra) bright spots today:
1) chemistry class sucked totally (not the bright spot) but then this HOT guy came and T.Aed us! (that's it!) yup he was pretty damn hot. but he never helped me. and i actually needed help! ms. baksi tried helping me, but everyone knows she can't teach for beans. or corn.
2) i held baby Frank! he is so adorable! and he didn't cry when i pinched his cheeks! awww! carmen said margaret wanted to call him Legolas, but i don't think that's a very good name for him cuz there's only ONE Legolas in this world!!
i gave carmen the logo thingy for The Vicious Calendars and...i dunno if she really liked it or not. oh well. if no one likes it, it's okay. i had fun making it. :)
anyways, i'm in deep shit, man. i dunno where my stupid photo project is!!! argggg!!! ok, well, that's all. gotta go study for bio.
Tuesday, January 15, 2002
Monday, January 14, 2002
Saturday, January 12, 2002
Friday, January 11, 2002
i'm back. orchestra was sooo boring. i played horribly. i suck. and i've been thinking about my other orchestra. well, mostly this one person from the other orchestra. and the semi formal. heh heh. well, like, i know it's super fun to go with friends, but it'll be super super fun to have a date and go with friends. don't you think? at first (like, two and a half weeks ago) i wanted to ask...a certain person to go with me, but then...i thought. nah, i doubt he'll agree. besides, margaret, or someone, i don't remember, said he liked someone else. so, forget it. and i don't know if he's going or not. and then i thought, what if i ask devin? like, i don't have a crush on him or ne thing (neverrrr willll), but he's really nice, and he's friendly, and i felt bad last night cuz he wanted a hug, since i was leaving, and i didn't give it to him. (yes, i feel really guilty) so...yeah. so i msged him on icq, and he hasn't answered me yet. (he's on N/A right now)
anyways. margaret gave me tihs note in Elvish this afternoon. and i still haven't read it. arggg...i really don't feel like deciphering anything right now. but i wanna know what it says!! grr...
ok now my brother demandes to use this comp, so i guess i'll post later.
anyways. margaret gave me tihs note in Elvish this afternoon. and i still haven't read it. arggg...i really don't feel like deciphering anything right now. but i wanna know what it says!! grr...
ok now my brother demandes to use this comp, so i guess i'll post later.
i can't believe i really quitted TMYO. *sigh* oh well. it was a smart choice, and i don't regret it. yesterday, gabriel told this aszhole (in my section) that i was to move back a stand (i sit in the first stand. he sits behind me) and he was to sit where i sit. i KNOW gabriel told him to tell me. cuz when he was conducting, he didn't question why i was there. but the stupidest stupidest thing was that he told someone ELSE to tell me to move back, cuz he didn't have the guts to tell me himself! AND everyone in my section including gabriel himself knows that i can play oh so much better than that smelly idiot!! when he told me that gabirel told him to tell me to move back, i was gonna ask gabriel if he really said that. but i thought, meh, i don't care. it's gonna be my last time here anyways. so whatever. anyways, so we got new music, and i was the only one who could actually play it. not very well, mind you, but it was still better than nothing. and gabriel yelled at me. that fuckin bastard. i hate him so much. anyways, yeah... now i miss the ppl there. *sniff* except that smelly bastard. he's the only good reason i left. arg! can't stand that asshole! ugh! and eugene gave me his music. heheh! i haven't played it yet, cuz i gotta get it photocopied. and...yeah. i might actually be able to see him, even if i did quit this orchestra. cuz then my mom told me that his mom was upset that we'd be leaving, so we might invite them over someday, when bernard and evita comes over. yayy!! eugene's the best! so cute! (baby cute, not...you know...) *smile*
anyways, i didn't tell ne one i was gonna quit except for devin. and then mom told me to tell eugene. and then me and devin were talking and anton heard us. so he knows. no one else. (except for those secretary ppl and stuff) which is a good thing i guess. i didn't even tell gabriel. oh well. whatever.
school: skipped chem today. didn't even have time to do hw.so...whatever. me and jordan walked around and talked about....various things. heh heh. that was fun! and then i went to their vocal class for 40 minutes, which was also fun. and then i left cuz i was hungry. well, that's all, really. so i'll post later.
anyways, i didn't tell ne one i was gonna quit except for devin. and then mom told me to tell eugene. and then me and devin were talking and anton heard us. so he knows. no one else. (except for those secretary ppl and stuff) which is a good thing i guess. i didn't even tell gabriel. oh well. whatever.
school: skipped chem today. didn't even have time to do hw.so...whatever. me and jordan walked around and talked about....various things. heh heh. that was fun! and then i went to their vocal class for 40 minutes, which was also fun. and then i left cuz i was hungry. well, that's all, really. so i'll post later.
Thursday, January 10, 2002
feels like i haven't been on in ages!
i learned Elvish yesterday (yes, i WILL call it Elvish, so don't try to correct me) and it was so much fun! at first margaret wanted me to write her something, so i did. it took me a freakin half hour just to do two lines!! crazy, ain't it? but now, i'm getting much better at it. i don't know the entire alphabet yet, but i'm getting most of it. :)
we got a new piece (well, two, but the other one doesn't count as much as the other one. And the one i got, that was important was from Lord of the Dance. it's pretty fast, but it sounds really nice. something similar to finddling. and then ms.walsh step-danced in class for us, cuz we were all pestering her. and then she got kinda embarrassed and said we'd laugh at her, and then we insisted that we wouldn't, so she danced. it was really good too! :)
aaannnyways, i'm actually looking foreward to English classes now, eh? it's fun! we're doing MacBeth, and it's so fun! well, if u read it by yourself, it's boring, but my teacher has the cassettes for it, and we listen to it, and it's really cool!! especiall the three witches, they're the bestest!
mike better be having his spikes tomorrow! i'm bringing ribbon!!! lol
going to gabriel's for tha last time today, made up my mind. it's taking too much time. i've got none left for homework. too stressed. wednesday- violin lesson, thurs- symph and gabriel's, friday- that chinese orchestra. i think thursdays are my most important day too, cuz every other week, i won't be able to do hw that's gonna be due on thurs. sooo...*sigh* it's gonna be hard leaving behind all the ppl i've made friends with. esp. daniel, cuz now, i'm actually starting to talk to him more. (he's tihs REALLY hot guy from the orchestra) and eugene's ever so nice, and alex and i are becoming better friends too. ( he's this other hot guy. not as hot as daniel though) oh well...anyways, that's pretty much it. i'll try to post tomorrow, since it's friday (YAYY!!) so...ta-ta!
i learned Elvish yesterday (yes, i WILL call it Elvish, so don't try to correct me) and it was so much fun! at first margaret wanted me to write her something, so i did. it took me a freakin half hour just to do two lines!! crazy, ain't it? but now, i'm getting much better at it. i don't know the entire alphabet yet, but i'm getting most of it. :)
we got a new piece (well, two, but the other one doesn't count as much as the other one. And the one i got, that was important was from Lord of the Dance. it's pretty fast, but it sounds really nice. something similar to finddling. and then ms.walsh step-danced in class for us, cuz we were all pestering her. and then she got kinda embarrassed and said we'd laugh at her, and then we insisted that we wouldn't, so she danced. it was really good too! :)
aaannnyways, i'm actually looking foreward to English classes now, eh? it's fun! we're doing MacBeth, and it's so fun! well, if u read it by yourself, it's boring, but my teacher has the cassettes for it, and we listen to it, and it's really cool!! especiall the three witches, they're the bestest!
mike better be having his spikes tomorrow! i'm bringing ribbon!!! lol
going to gabriel's for tha last time today, made up my mind. it's taking too much time. i've got none left for homework. too stressed. wednesday- violin lesson, thurs- symph and gabriel's, friday- that chinese orchestra. i think thursdays are my most important day too, cuz every other week, i won't be able to do hw that's gonna be due on thurs. sooo...*sigh* it's gonna be hard leaving behind all the ppl i've made friends with. esp. daniel, cuz now, i'm actually starting to talk to him more. (he's tihs REALLY hot guy from the orchestra) and eugene's ever so nice, and alex and i are becoming better friends too. ( he's this other hot guy. not as hot as daniel though) oh well...anyways, that's pretty much it. i'll try to post tomorrow, since it's friday (YAYY!!) so...ta-ta!
Tuesday, January 08, 2002
Monday, January 07, 2002
welp, school was okay today. nothing really happened. chem was BORING. erm...actually, not as boring as the other classes we've had, but still boring. photo was okay. my hands smelled like chemicals after i came out of that class. it was cool. um...what else happened? it kinda feels like tuesday today. isn't that weird?
i had agincourt singers too. that totally sucked, cuz i wasn't expecting my school day to be extended on the first day, but it actually turned out okay.
and....umm...i was gonna say something....um...*thinks*...oh yeah!! i read jordan's blog, and it was so nice that he told his parents (finally) and that took a lot of guts and i really admire him for having the courage to do that. *smiles admiringly* so...jordan, if ur reading this, just lettin' ya know!
well, that's all i have to do my chem homework, which was supposedly due today, but oh well. ta-ta!
i had agincourt singers too. that totally sucked, cuz i wasn't expecting my school day to be extended on the first day, but it actually turned out okay.
and....umm...i was gonna say something....um...*thinks*...oh yeah!! i read jordan's blog, and it was so nice that he told his parents (finally) and that took a lot of guts and i really admire him for having the courage to do that. *smiles admiringly* so...jordan, if ur reading this, just lettin' ya know!
well, that's all i have to do my chem homework, which was supposedly due today, but oh well. ta-ta!
Sunday, January 06, 2002
blehh...haven't blogged in a couple days...so tired. oh well
so...saturday, i went to Woodside, and they had this sale at this jewelery place, which was half price off everything, so i got a really nice ring. only 5 bucks! it's really pretty. =) and tam cheun's orchestra was okay, i guess. it's harder than gabriel's but boringer. the guy beside me kinda sucked. i sightreaded since it's my first time, and i was still better than him in the first song. in the second, though, this was not the case. it was a really fast song, and i suck at sightreading, so i sucked at playing the stupid song. and that was the only part where he was better than me! oh well. guess i'll have to practise. it makes perfect, doesn't it? oh, yeah, i saw yutat, andy (blech!), and adrian there. that was cool!
i watched Kate and Leopold (and Amelie, but i'll talk about that later.) last night. it was really good!! kate (my friend) said she didn't like it cuz it had her name in it. heh heh so cute! but i really liked the movie, it was really good! (not as good as LotR, but still good!) i recommend it to whoever likes time travel and love stories. so after it finished, we came out of the theatre, and my mom wanted to see Amelie, right? and it was in another theatre and it was just starting, and (lol are u ready?) we sneaked in!! hahahaha!!! i was trying SO hard not to laugh out loud! my mom was like "what?! are u serious?!" and me and my dad were just pulling her inside. LOL it was a pretty good movie too. well....not as good as Kate and Leopold, but still. you should all go see it. it's made in France, and it's in French, with English captions. some parts were kinda confusing (and, might i add, dirty) but overall, it was good! =) and then that finished, and we came out, and it was snowing! it was sooo beautiful i felt like dancing! heh heh! i suck at dancing, but anyways....yeah. so back to Kate and Leopold. i really like Hugh Jackman now, since i've seen two of his movies (this one and x-men) and he's really good! heh heh...he's charming in this movie. ;) and the story line is sooo good! especially at the end when he- oops! i shouldn't let anything out, in case any of you wanna see it. (and yes, i know i copied some of this blof from the crazies one, but i was just gonna talk about the same thing, so no point typing it all up again.)
*** (this means after a long time has passed, which probably mean i left my computer)
anyways. school tomorrow. ugghhh...stupid school. i'm not looking foreward to it at all. not even seeing my friends again. is that bad? i'm not into it at the moment.
I HATE MY BROTHER!!!! arggg!! i wanna run away!!!! bastard!!!
ok, i'm fine now.
so...saturday, i went to Woodside, and they had this sale at this jewelery place, which was half price off everything, so i got a really nice ring. only 5 bucks! it's really pretty. =) and tam cheun's orchestra was okay, i guess. it's harder than gabriel's but boringer. the guy beside me kinda sucked. i sightreaded since it's my first time, and i was still better than him in the first song. in the second, though, this was not the case. it was a really fast song, and i suck at sightreading, so i sucked at playing the stupid song. and that was the only part where he was better than me! oh well. guess i'll have to practise. it makes perfect, doesn't it? oh, yeah, i saw yutat, andy (blech!), and adrian there. that was cool!
i watched Kate and Leopold (and Amelie, but i'll talk about that later.) last night. it was really good!! kate (my friend) said she didn't like it cuz it had her name in it. heh heh so cute! but i really liked the movie, it was really good! (not as good as LotR, but still good!) i recommend it to whoever likes time travel and love stories. so after it finished, we came out of the theatre, and my mom wanted to see Amelie, right? and it was in another theatre and it was just starting, and (lol are u ready?) we sneaked in!! hahahaha!!! i was trying SO hard not to laugh out loud! my mom was like "what?! are u serious?!" and me and my dad were just pulling her inside. LOL it was a pretty good movie too. well....not as good as Kate and Leopold, but still. you should all go see it. it's made in France, and it's in French, with English captions. some parts were kinda confusing (and, might i add, dirty) but overall, it was good! =) and then that finished, and we came out, and it was snowing! it was sooo beautiful i felt like dancing! heh heh! i suck at dancing, but anyways....yeah. so back to Kate and Leopold. i really like Hugh Jackman now, since i've seen two of his movies (this one and x-men) and he's really good! heh heh...he's charming in this movie. ;) and the story line is sooo good! especially at the end when he- oops! i shouldn't let anything out, in case any of you wanna see it. (and yes, i know i copied some of this blof from the crazies one, but i was just gonna talk about the same thing, so no point typing it all up again.)
*** (this means after a long time has passed, which probably mean i left my computer)
anyways. school tomorrow. ugghhh...stupid school. i'm not looking foreward to it at all. not even seeing my friends again. is that bad? i'm not into it at the moment.
I HATE MY BROTHER!!!! arggg!! i wanna run away!!!! bastard!!!
ok, i'm fine now.
Thursday, January 03, 2002
everything is a-ok now. i feel much better. we just came back from lunch.
jordan (from summer school) just called me. frank, he pisses me off so much! bastard. well, he called just to see if i was free tomorrow. and knowing what he was up to, i said no. heh heh i'm so mean, but, whatever. i dun care. i hate it when ppl critisizes my friends and my plans for the future (that was what he did). he's always talking about respect, but the one who actually needs to learn more respect is him. so...yeah.
oh well.
i'm going to that chinese orchestra tomorrow, even though i don't really want to. but...the repertoire there is better than the ones at Gabriel's, though now, i've made some really good friends at gabriel's. oh well, can't have everything, right?
well, i've gotta go practise violin now, so post more later.
jordan (from summer school) just called me. frank, he pisses me off so much! bastard. well, he called just to see if i was free tomorrow. and knowing what he was up to, i said no. heh heh i'm so mean, but, whatever. i dun care. i hate it when ppl critisizes my friends and my plans for the future (that was what he did). he's always talking about respect, but the one who actually needs to learn more respect is him. so...yeah.
oh well.
i'm going to that chinese orchestra tomorrow, even though i don't really want to. but...the repertoire there is better than the ones at Gabriel's, though now, i've made some really good friends at gabriel's. oh well, can't have everything, right?
well, i've gotta go practise violin now, so post more later.
well, i've deleted my last post (for those who never got to read it, too bad) cuz i felt really bad writing it.
well, i guess i'm feeling better now, even though my life still sucks at this point. i won't write what the problem is on here, cuz it's pretty personal, but...oh well.
anyways, the bright spot for today is that i'll go driving again! yay!
ok, now im done. bye
well, i guess i'm feeling better now, even though my life still sucks at this point. i won't write what the problem is on here, cuz it's pretty personal, but...oh well.
anyways, the bright spot for today is that i'll go driving again! yay!
ok, now im done. bye
Wednesday, January 02, 2002
im supposed to be doing my bio homework now. what kinda holiday is it when teachers assign homework?! i say we should all strike again.
no, im joking.
but i do hate homework. with a passion. :)
it's been a long day, with violin lessons and everything. i read some fanfics which maryam sent (my yahoo clubs)
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Who says 16 is the sweetest year in a teen's years?
i hate my life.
no, im joking.
but i do hate homework. with a passion. :)
it's been a long day, with violin lessons and everything. i read some fanfics which maryam sent (my yahoo clubs)
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Who says 16 is the sweetest year in a teen's years?
i hate my life.
Tuesday, January 01, 2002
I DROVE I DROVE I DROVE!!!! yippee!!!! it was fun! hahaha
well, last night was fun! i though evita was gonna be horribly mean and stuff, but thank frank, she was okay. except she was trying to freeze me with her hands, and alomst punched me in the face. that was not good. bernard was fun! except he kept threatening me that he'll throw me outta my own house. but at the end i threw him out! hahah sucker!! and we all played Kirby's Avalanche and that was really fun! at first, Bernard, Evita and Henry sucked cuz they didn't know how to build combos, but near the end they were pretty good. and i showed them my Blink-182 poster (they all hate them. what's wrong with the world these days?!) and...yeah. anyways, gotta go practise violin now, ta-ta!
well, last night was fun! i though evita was gonna be horribly mean and stuff, but thank frank, she was okay. except she was trying to freeze me with her hands, and alomst punched me in the face. that was not good. bernard was fun! except he kept threatening me that he'll throw me outta my own house. but at the end i threw him out! hahah sucker!! and we all played Kirby's Avalanche and that was really fun! at first, Bernard, Evita and Henry sucked cuz they didn't know how to build combos, but near the end they were pretty good. and i showed them my Blink-182 poster (they all hate them. what's wrong with the world these days?!) and...yeah. anyways, gotta go practise violin now, ta-ta!
