well, work day #1 is over. i've got 4 more. heh heh...
it wasn't bad today actually. i was at the office cuz the library opened late and my mum was like "by the time u get to the library, you won't be able to concentrate again" so...yeah. i'm going tomorrow though. whoopee..i actually got one chapter of the math review done. which is pretty good, considering how much i did laaaaast time. oh myy...haha

anyways, around 8pm, Kamla called me, and it was pretty surprising, cuz she never calls me, and..yeah. anyways, we were just talking about christmas and stuff, and how there were sooo many people on boxing day and la dee da. and then we got into this topic of New Year's, and how i wanted to go to Nique's party, but she didn't tell me about it and stuff, so i don't know if i should show up or not. and then after some thoughtful thinking, i decided that i don't think i should go, since it's not "my type" of party, as our dear friend Mikey put it. but i still kinda want to cuz eeeveryone's gonna be there. pahhh...but then again...they're just gonna get wasted and stuff, so meh. so then i told kamla how i sorta wanted to go downtown, and then a brilliant plan came to mind: kamla can come with me! yaaayyy!! but now she has to ask her parents, cuz apparently her dad is really strict. and for kamla to stay out later than she is allowed, she can sleep over at my house! oh yeah...great plan, huh? (pahaha that was what iiiiiii was planning to do if i were at Nique's party) ANYWAYS, i think this is a better plan, so now i'm just waiting for her to call me back with the answer.
*waiting*

and while i'm waiting i'll tell you about Dralion tonight. it was actually reeaallly good. i finally saw Viktor Kee, this juggling dude who's everyone's been talking and drooling about. hahah!! he is really talented, but i think Octavio Alegria (this other juggling dude from Varekai) is better. the canes girl was awesome too, but again, Olga (from Varekai) is better. Olga's more well known too. and..oh! the silk flying thing was awesome! one of my favs. but i think red silk looks better than blue. (they were using blue) ummm...yeah. it was good, but not as good as i thought. cuz i'm in this forum thing for the Cirque website, and they email me all the messages so i don't have to go back and check. and yeah, everyone's like "omg! Dralion is sooo goood!!" and stuff. Varekai is SO much better. ESPECIALLY Icarian Games, and the Russian Swings. holy moly!! and varekai's clown acts were better too. sorry if this sound like i'm criticising Dralion. they're really good, but i just think Varekai's better. *smiles innocently*
and now i don't have to go to Montreal. hee hee so yay for Quebec City!!!

ok i have nothing else to post...behehe time for fanfics. yay Draco Veritas!!

gurgle*
yay for mornings. hahah well, it's almost noon...but what the heck. i have nothing to do. so bored. my mom's on the phone with one of our family friends. pah...mothers are so talkative.
i need to develope my film.
soooo boooorrrreeedddd...
oh, i went to the ACI website, and heard Lacrymosa from the Christmas concert. it was actually not as bad as i thought. but we could've done SO much better if...we had a certain someone back. (carmen, jordan, nique, u guys know who i'm talking about) and..Scenes From the Louvre (band) wasn't too bad. it sounded like we were kinda rushing at times though.
well nothing else to post. maybe i'll go read some fanfics. good idea. bye!

gotta blog fast. reading fanfics.
carmen and i went to stc, saw Catch me If You Can. awesome movie (recommend it to anyone), i got the JG dvd. yummay! erm...oh! went to Fariweather, and they had a big sale. but not enough time to get anything cuz of the movie. was closed when we got back. dammit! ermm..oh after the movie, some guy who dressed up like an orc was walking around the theater main hall place. scared the living daylights outta me. (he was following us!!) raced to the bathroom for coverage. tee hee carmen laughed at me. talked about debit cards and how we can't use them anymore or we'll have nothing in our savings account. bahaha
i got some little lantern all on a string at Green Earth (Green...what's it called? that place...green something...hahah!!) um..yeah. it was kinda expensive, but it was the only white one left (white ones match my room. the other colour was red. pah!) so i got it. it's put up already. look like little tiolet paper rolls. hahah so cute!
now just reading fanfic. so good! yay Sirius and Narcissa are getting married gotta finish...bye!

found a pic of the Hot Twins. with their older brother. tee hee hee hee
Click here NOW to see some yummyness..hahaha
they are in the first pic

when one just reads about Josh Groban, one must listen to him sing.
*logs on to the music downloading place*
ahhh...this is nice.
Starry starry night
paint your palate blue and gray
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
shadows on the hills...
*melts*

i eventually felt much better last night, once i started talking to matt. the convo wasn't funny or anything, but it just took my mind off other things, which was nice. the wonders of talking to ppl can do to you. heh heh...but then my mom found out i was still on the comp and yelled at me. so i had to go. and stuff started coming back, and i couldn't sleep til like, 3 in the morning. argg...oh well.
i've been thinking of that day when carmen kate and jordan came over, and what they thought of the picture. (u guys know which one i'm talking about. the "disturbing" one) cuz i've never shown it to anyone before. so...yeah. i was kinda nervous about showing it to them, actually. i'm pretty skeptical when it comes to things like this. and then that led to.....other things, which i won't blog about. and that led to other things. heh heh...

well anyways, signing off..gotta do some fanfic reading and eventually...studying.

well isn't this grand? i'm blogging the third time in like, an hour. but well, i just read carmen's blog and it gave me mixed feelings, which is kinda weird. at first it made me smile cuz of the cordless keyboard thing. but then she mentioned all the people, and now i feel left out.
it's stupid really. i can't even explain why i'm like this. must be a girl thing. or it might just be me. and remember, i'm in that really-easy-to-get-pissed-off mood.
what a horrible day today turned out to be.

fuck fuck fuck
i accidently deleted this email from Compass 101. argggg!!! can someone tell me what it's about?
bloody hell.
i'm in my easy-to-get-really-angry mood right now.
and my brother is being a bitch.

i'm in this dreamy state and i wanna wake up. talk to people. smell the flowers. see the sun.
but i can't becuz it's winter, and 9:15pm. and no one is msging me.
i dunno why i'm even blogging. i guess it's just cuz i've been doing my daily dose of blog-reading. and i guess i just felt like leaving a mark.

went to Buffalo today. it was pretty fun. i got a pair of home-pants. in case u don't know what they are, they're pants that u wear at home. duh.
anyways, we came back at around 6:40, went out to dinner. and back home at about 7:30. the house was so cold. but that's cuz we turned the temp. down to save gas. or whatever. it's nice and warm again now. but i'm still wrapped in a nice blanket and stuff. i like being wrapped in blankets. it's so comforting. all i need now is a nice fireplace and a hot cup of cocoa.
my home-pants are so comfy. tee hee.

ok back to fanfic reading...ahh...

i dunno what to post. i've done nothing today. behehe well i watched A Beautiful Mind with my mommy and daddy. hahah they fell asleep. it was actually a pretty good movie. this guy, John, he's like reeaaalllly smart, but then he's a schiziophrenic, so he sees these people. and...after a couple of years, this psychiatric dude comes and takes him off to a hospital. and the psychiatric doctor was played by Christopher Plummer! hee hee! (sorry, i like him. he's an awesome actor)
and then i ate dinner. it was good. turkey and mashed potato and...stuff.

and i finally completed my university application. i've got 7 choices.
2 of music therapy Laurier and Windsor, Ryerson for arts and contemporary studies, Waterloo- general arts for anthropology, Waterloo-applied arts co-op for anthropology, Laurier for anthropology, and York for anthro.
i've still got to do my Quebec ones. but i think i'm gonna wait til after the break, cuz the Concordia one is reeaallly confusing. so i will have to ask good ol' Mr Buck.

hmm..ok i have nooothing else to post. so good night.

gimme some fucking kleenexes BITCH!!

hey carm, are those the lyrics to "Despised"?
hahah cuz all i know is one word: DESPISED!

food was yummy tonight. but ugh...my cold is getting worse, and i need more KLEENEXES KLEENEXES!!!
BAHAHHAHA!!! oh my lordie...that's was a good one! it just came to me right there! i am cracking myself up...whoo!!
okay...umm...tee hee hee hee hee!!

i say we go to Plantations right now!!

i'm cold...freezing. BITCH!!
lol
umm...i see a lot of kids from HSC these days. on tv, newspaper..u know. iiiii wanna be on the newspaper. hahaha...but i'm not in any immediate danger, so i don't think the newspaper ppl thought i was good enough for them. pfft! BITCHES!! i'll show them who's not good enough...*giggle*

aaaanyways, matt came over a while ago, and left a card. tee hee sweetness! it's so pretty and it's sitting on my desk right now. =) adds to the decor of my un-Christmas looking room. lol
anywhoo-dilly...fuck, i need to finish my fuckin math homework..on fuckin christmas fuckin eve! (hmm....4 in one sentence...not bad. eh carmen? lol)

DESPISEEEDDD!!! DESPISEEEEEEDD!! lol oh man...that's pretty damn funny! where's kate when u need her?
oh! oh! i was watching tv this morning, and they had this "Life and Times" thing on and guess who it was?? Christopher Plummer! oh yeah baby...i still upset at myself that i didn't go to King Lear. ARGG!! if only i knew he was gonna be in it!! they were saying how they restored this dome theater thing, and they wanted Christopher Plummer to play King Lear cuz he had the "juste" or whatever u call it. and they were saying how they knew Plummer was the right man to do it, cuz King Lear is this old man, and all the old men wouldn't be able to play this role, cuz they would all be tired and stuff. pretty funny, actually. i was like "oh dry...that sucks"
now i wanna watch the Sound of Music. oh!
did u know that the Sound of Music was on tv two days ago? oh yeah! hahah i didn't stay to watch the whole thing tho. poohy. oh well. tonight, The Red Violin's gonna be on. 9pm, channel...err...7, i think.
anyways..it's gonna be good!

i don't have anything else to post, other than a happy christmas eve to all to reads this!

rrrr....hellooo!
i'm currently at Jordan's house, and i just got out of bed. i'm cold. i should put some clothes on. LOL sorry if that sounds..umm...disturbing. i'm still on mocha high. tee hee hee!! and i'm sleepy.
kate, jordan and carmen are watching Queer as Folk, and i'm hearing some rather disturbing noises behind this curtain...

aaanyways, yeah, we went out to Plantations for some drinks again. and had a fuckin' crazy time! i think we all killed Jordan. lol

ummm...i'll edit this later...
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ok i'm hooo-ooome!
anyways, as i was posting...we had a crazy time at Plantations, and Kate started singing this song from the sing along "Messiah" and she nearly killed me too! LOL Christ is gay, ehhh? lol
and then Kate was like, "am i the only sane one here?"
hahah
and then after a long time, we paid and went to Jordan's house. and...yes...

oh oh!! and Carmen finally gave me Shawn's card and Rachel's cookies. mmm...
Shawn, if u ever read this, THANKS!! i looove the HP picture! and i'm glad u liked the cd! hahaha that's only cuz Olga's on the back...hahah!!

ok well, i'm done. ta-ta-cheerio!

somebody!! call meeeeee!!! *struggling to walk upright and gasping for air*
i'm gonna turn into a puddle of mandy-goo soon. right beside the carmen-goo. hahah

ok waiting for ppl to finish dinner so they will call me about what we're doing tonight.
doo doo doo...
i'm posting rubbish here, but what the heck.
u know what i realized today after finishing the 4th HP book (for, like, the 5th time)? i really like the word Veritaserum. it has oomph! i wish I had some Veritaserum. then i would be powerful and stuff! moo-haa haa!!

hmm..eye flirting, eh jordan? i gotta try that sometime..lol i say we go to Montreal RIGHT NOW!! lol!!
ok i'm having too much fun...no more fun. signing out...

u know, this university application business is screwing everyone over. like, seriously. i still haven't a clear idea of what i wanna do, except for the two music therapy schools. but other than that...i dunno.
i'm currently working on Concordia's application, since, like, last night! but it's so fuckin confusing. argg..i probably won't even get in.
what should i go into?? help help help!!

matt u copy cat! (wow, that rhymed!) u and your blog...grrr...
just kidding..
but holy shit...it's the same as mine!! lol
and that post about LotR, that was pretty damn funny!

ok i'm out.

i wasn't planning on posting today.
but good ol' carmen posted a nice long msg on her blog, so now i feel bad, and so i'm posting.

i didn't do much of anything today. but i wasn't bored. i got up at quarter to 1 (holy shit, eh?). talk about catching up on my sleep! haha! well, i woke to with a terrible sore thorat and cough and stuff. so i grumbled a little, tossed around in bed, and eventually got up at 1pm. no one was home except for my brother. he came back from judo already. bahha. so i made myself some brunch, and plopped down on the sofa and ate and watched a video (Stepmom), which was really really good. and then after that, i walked around my house, and when my brother said he was going to sleep, i thought, 'hmm...not a bad idea'.
so i went slept on the sofa, but at about 4:30, my mom came home, so i had to move my sleeping headquarters back to my room. and i slept more. hahah got up at 9pm, and ate dinner, cleaned up a bit in my room, looked at some pictures, took a shower,and now, here i am, blogging.

well, i'm actually waiting for carmella to get back online so she can tell me the wonderful story of why she doesn't wanna hang out with certain people at the moment. heeheehee. and adam and i are having this interesting convo about skiing and talking to strangers. lol and matt and i just started a convo about ghosts. oh yeah...gotta love the dead. hee hee
ok that's all. lateroo!

wow...people actually reads my blog. i was talking with billy last night, and he was like "oh u thought could've done better on your performance, eh?" and i was like "wha? how do uuuu know?" and i was all surprised and stuff, cuz right before, i was talking with jon, and he and carmen played this trick on me where he knew what i was thinking. and he was like, "carmen just said hi, right?" grr...stupid pranks. i'm too gullible. tee hee. anyways, and then billy was like "oh, i read your blog."
pah! thinks he's so good, ehh? well...mleh!!
i dunno if maryam still reads it tho..hmmmmmmmm...oh well.

anyways, today i went to art class, which was pretty cool, cuz i got to work on my rose instead of the watercolour. that was getting boring. anyway, yeah, the rose. i had to start doing all these crazy things to it. like, i had to put blue and green and yellow on it, which is supposed to be RED. pah! it's crazy looking right now. and then i went to see LotR with jon, jackie, and some other dude. the movie was sooo fucking long! holy shit...and there were soooo many people. we were sitting in the 3rd row from the front! PAH! owww...our necks...and some parts were really bright, and we were all like "ahh!! it's bright!" lol and when u actually look at the screen u get dizzy cuz there's so much action, but ur really close and all that. i almost fell asleep. lol! yea i didn't like it too much. at the end, i still didn't understand what was going on. But for Legolas, it was WORTH IT!! hahahaha!! oh baby...

holy shit...i'm talking with yvonne right now. and i think she's reading my mind too....i have a bunch of psychic friends...this is freaky.
anyways...no plans tonight. so call me somebody! (*psst* carmen...? teehee) i'm just cleaning my room...

guess i'm going out tonight after all. yaaayyyy!
just waiting for carmen to call.
CALL!!! im bored..
well, actually i was watching a movie with my brother. (hey, at least we're not arguing. teehee)
still waiting....

variety show was great. although i know i could've done so much better, the ending was awesome. there were only a couple acts i thought were really boring, and the "technical difficulties" stuff was dumb. other than that, it was great.
matt's staying now, i'm pretty sure. yay for my card. it worked! i'm so happy! going out to have a drink with carmen & jordan later on.
life is good. =)

I'M GONNA BE SOOOO READY FOR TOMORROW, I'M GONNA ROCK THE VARIETY SHOW. I'M GONNA BLOW EVERYONE AWAY.
AND IF I DON'T, I'M GONNA GO SHOOT MYSELF.

so i had the variety show rehersal aaaallll day. holy shit, it was boring. we ran through the whole thing twice, wasted a lot of time, and practiced the finale. even though i'm complaining so much about rehersals, the show is going to be great! i was pretty nervous the first time we ran through it cuz i kinda messed up, but the second time went smoothly (for once!) so now i'm pretty confident. well, since i was third, i had all this time to waste after my performance, so, the second time, i was trying to sleep. hahah i was sooooo tired! i think everyone was tired. so yea...i tried sleeping, and i almost did too! but i had to get up when pat and joanna performed cuz they wanted me to record it for them. so after they finished, pat and i came out so we could listen to the song, but we bumped into carmen and jordan, and jordan cutted in and listened to it first. bahh...so i just hung out with matt and ben until they finished, and then i listened to it, and then...yeah. after that, we had to go back in for the rehersal. and then, like 20 minutes later, we got to go out for pizza and i tried to find out if mr.remigio was still there so i could do my clay project. but he wasn't, so matt and i just ended up sitting back on the bench. we discussed his "move" and all the reasons why he shouldn't leave. and then eventually (cuz i dun wanna type all the details) we went to visit carmen in the yrbook office, and looked through everyone's grad pics (i look ugly) and tried to find my cover page from last yr, so that i could use it for my portfolio. but we couldn't find it. and then eventually, i went home. and....yeah. what a big waste of time. (the rehersal). and my camera didn't work cuz it had no batteries...argggg!!! stupid camera...now i have to find some batteries...poooohhh

anyways, that's about it.
carmen, kate- if u read this, remember, wear your glowsticks tomorrow, and i will wear mine!!

mmm....yummay! no questions asked. who's coming to see LotR with me?

i think i just snapped my glow stick. dammit! oh well.
um...went to stc after variety show rehersal (which was as boring as hell) and finished the rest of my shopping.
well, actually, i need to get one more thing. frickin...frackin....
well, now i have painted (with my cute lil foam stampers, which i paint instead of stamp) all the wrapping paper and wrapped everything. oh yea...i'm good! heheheh

anyways, holy heart of mary, andrea lo did her monologue today, and it was soooo goood! yes i marked her. gave her 9/10! yup! and well she was this 82 yr old chinese woman, and one of her props was this chinese bowl and it was a gelly candle, and the gelly stuff looked like tea! it was sooo cool! and then she told us she got it at stc, so now i have like, 3 of them! hahaha they were 1$, i mean, c'mon!! heheh i love candles...my dad thinks i'm gonna burn the house down everytime i light my candles...bahaha
anyways....i'm cold right now. boo for shivering...

ok i have nothing else to blog about, except i think i did pretty well on the physics test!! =) (but i shouldn't jinx myself...)

today was actually a great day, even tho it didn't seem like it when it happened.
it's always like that. u know...when ur home, and thinking about it, and ur like "wow...today was fun. and eventful." yep. that was my day.
had band practice this morning. it was kinda boring, cuz that Del Borgo dude conducted us, and he was on the song where i have tacet. tacet is when u have nothing to play.
so then after band i skipped second period (which, ironically was music again!) and we had a subsitute, and he had already marked me absent, so it would've been pointless if i went anyway. so i went to my locker, and i practiced my christmas variety show piece, which sucked.
and then i went to tech, la dee da. it was fuckin boring, and i couldn't skip either, becuase when i was about to, the teacher was walking back to class, so i had to go back in.
and math sucked.
but the christmas variety show rehersal was great! i got to play first, and i got out before 4!! yeah baby!! and then i left, and lo & behold, i found matt and co. in the halls! well, jordan (the gr.11 one) was being an idiot, and stuff, so i tried not to talk to him. but to my misfortune, it didn't really work. and when they finally left, matt, paulanne and i went to practice some music. and then after that, matt and i went to walk around while paulanne practiced her vocal stuff. and then when we had nowhere to go, we went back to the music council room and just hung out and listened to music, and paulanne singing. it was really peaceful, actually. cuz it was all quiet and stuff. we had the whole room to ourselves, no sharing. yaaayyy! so yea, it was fun. although we didn't have much to say. but u know what? it's alright. the company's great. and then paulanne came in and wanted to go to midtown, we packed up our stuff, dragged ourselves off the comfy couches and went out in the blistering cold. (dramatic, aren't i?) well, then paulanne got her dinner, and some sugar, and off we went back out in the blistering cold, to school. and then...matt saw this dude he knew and then i had to go change for the concert, so i left him there with that dude and gabe, and i went to go change.

the concert was pretty good, considering how bad choir was last time. the band was good too, but i made a couple of mistakes during the chimes part. (Louvre). but the other stuff was good. and...yeeahh...here i am. blogging again.
hmm i have a physics test tomorrow. dammit. and i reeaallllly don't wanna go to that CVS rehersal on thursday. like, seriously!!
ok well, i'm off.

holy heart of mary, my computer's slow today...
and yesterday i couldn't even post anything. bloody hell...

anyways, my monologue went okay today. although the blacklight didn't have to same effect as i hoped it would...but meh. whatever. choir was HORRIBLE today cuz i didn't feel like going at all, and on top of that, my stomach hurted like crazy. oh myy...but shelby gave me some drugs, and after like 45 minutes, it got better. dammit! Nique was like "u can come to my house and i'll give u drugs! u have a choice of illegal drugs or non-illegal drugs."
hahaha silly niquey!

anyways, then matt and i just sat around waiting for 6:00 to stroll by...band, u know...it was pretty interesting i might add. well at least i wasn't by myself again. yippee. and then we went in the music council room with the bunch of gr.10 girls, and listened to them talk. and we laughed at them cuz they were funny. behehe and then at one point, rachel came in and told me she got me a christmas present! yaayyy!!
and then we went to band, the end.

bahah sorry i don't wanna write anymore. i need to dooooo homework! ta-ta-cheerio!

Angela's sister: Yech! the stink!
Frank: It's the twins, their asses are shitty
Angela's sister: A mouth like a sewer, and no wonder with a father from the North.
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Well here i am in front of my computer again. and i can't think of anything for my monologue. i've got cramps and i can't find my stupid advil. frickin....frackin...it hurts like a bitch and it won't go away! arggg!! go away!!!
i don't even wanna present tomorrow anymore. *sigh*

did i blog about downloading the Oh Mandy song? well, i did. the real one, not the funny versions. yeah, well it's actually a pretty cool song. all these years, people have been singing it to me, and i never even thought about downloading it to hear it. but i like Mike's version more. bahah last night, at Yvonne's party, i told Carmen about it, and she was like, "what? there's an actual song?" i'm like, "yeeaa...u don't know about it? how come u kept singing it?" and she's like, "oh i learned it from the simpsons!"
holy heart of mary! hahhah

ok i think the tylenol's working....after like, an hour! geez...
anyways, since i'm feeling better at this moment i shall go and work more, before the ouchness comes again...ta-ta!

ok...i have a bunch of stuff to blog, but i can't really put it into words. and besides, i'm on icq, and it's distracting. so good bye.

oh, btw, the punch at yvonne's was MOST DELICIOUS!!! mmm-mmmm....LOL!

i was thinking about last night, and it was all very stupid, but..well...i guess everyone has their bad days.

i felt crappy this morning, but i kinda had to act like nothing happened cuz then my mom will be like "what's the matter?" and we all know i don't want her asking that.
well, i was getting over it anyways, so it doesn't matter. the math and HP helped...

so at lunch, carmen and i were walking around and talking about...ermm....someone (i don't wanna post who in case ppl will read it and tell...that person) and well, yeah....it was a pretty uncomfortable convo. not between us, but the person we were talking about. ANYways...
hmm...
ok i have nothing to talk about today.
my life is full of nothingness.

stupid damn monologue...i think i'm gonna have to do it over again. my script sucks...

matt and i are talking about mexico right now...hmmm....i wanna go to mexico...=)
hmm...i wanna go to africa, and visit all the little orphans. (i seriously do, actually. behe)

ok that's enough. signing out...ta-ta-cheerio!

just when you think life is going your way, it let's you down again. (the Omid stuff doesn't count. those are miniscule compared to this)
i won't blog about it, cuz those are for my therapy, which i desperately need. (and not physical therapy either. real mental therapy) and besides, it's too complicated for y'all to understand. and if i think about it enough, i'm sure tonight will be another crying-myself-to-sleep night. whoopee.
well that's it really.

i never thought Omid would annoy me as much as he did today. holy shit...well, it all started at lunch, when i went in the caf to talk to Shawn about our shopping trip for Yvonne's b-day present that we planned for like a week! and Omid just started cutting in, saying how he was the one who thought up the "sharing the present" part, and he should go and get the present, and his parents had to take him shoe shopping the same day, and blah blah blah...well then he and i just started yelling at each other cuz, ok, shawn and i thought up the whole shopping trip, and now he's like, oh " i'll go get the present. i'm going Fairview with my parents anyway. i'm her friend so i feel like i should be responsible"
ok, i'm her friend too!! what the hell?! that REALLY got me mad. and then we kept yelling at each other, and then at one point i'm just like, "okay i'm really mad now, so i'm going to leave." and i left. eventually, Shawn came out and talked to me, and i told him i don't even want Omid to go now, cuz, like that friend comment was really mean. who does he think he is? the ultimate friend and present buyer? and then eventually Omid came out, and we started another argument, in which i kinda teared up cuz i was so angry. well then we finally agreed that he would come with us and get it. and so we went after school, and he apologized to me, but he was like "although i didn't think i did anything wrong"
so then we were at stc, and i kinda talked to him, but not really, and at one point he was like "are u still mad at me?" and i'm like "yeah!" (no point in lying)
but then...yeah. we got the sweater, and guess who paid for it? yup, me. i swear, Omid wouldn't be able to get her the present anyway, if i weren't there. so that was another thing i was mad at. (sorry i get mad easily, once i start)
so yeah...now i'm still mad at him. that bastard. and then he was like "oh i can't take it home, cuz then my parents will know i was at the mall." and since i couldn't take it either, shawn had to.

on a happier note, our photo thing today was pretty fun. and i had LOTS of fun with the mistletoe! hahaha! mikey didn't believe kamla kissed me, and then i got mikey to kiss me. hahah and he did, and i'm like, "i'm never washing my face again!" and then he got all creeped out and stuff. but then, to annoy me, he was like "oh, u missed another chance to see me naked! (he knows i really wanna see him naked. LOL carmen and kate got to! i didn't! no fair!) i was changing in my English monologue. my teacher taped it" i was like "What?! nooooooo!!!" grrr...and then Sarah was like "Do u like mikey?" and i'm like "nooo...but i still wanna mess with him. lol" and she got creeped out. hee hee...i'm good at creeping ppl out.
hahah i think i should stop messing around with him...makes people wonder things...heh heh....but it's so fun!

anyways, i'm finally going to move my locker beside sarah's. yaayyy! no more fobs near my locker! (sorry, i had to say that...they annoy me) it'll be closer to physics, which is good, cuz i always have to rush to class. and i'll be REALLY close to art. oh my gawd! i just remembered...that bitchy girl will be near my locker then....ugh. i hate her.
she's sooo, like, in your face.
i'm in strings, and she'd like, stare at me while i'm playing a scale or a song or somethin (cuz i'm good...heheh jk!), and then she'll play the exact same thing when i stop playing. and then, when me and kat, and albert and james are in the music council room, she'll look in and walk around, and look in again. yeah...and she's in my calc class, and once, when adam was explaining how to get the tangent line with an exterior point, she just walked towards us and started looking at us and listening intently. holy...that was freaky. and then she would go back to her desk, look at her textbook, and stare at us again. *shiver*

so...yeah...she's a weird one. and she shows off a lot.

anyways, ummm...i have nothing else to say. i have to go in the weight training class tomorrow and talk to them about christmas cheer. i don't really don't to. what'll i say? argg....
well, signing out now. gotta do some work.

stupid math. gawd, i hate math. argg...STUPID LEIBNIZ!!! what'd he go around inventing calculus for?!
that's why i'm blogging again, u see. i just couldn't take it anymore.
why am i so dumb? i don't get anything!! arggg...why couldn't i be...say...Maryam/Chippy( still got pute in me)? hahah right. anyways...(hey, Mar, do u still read my blog at all?)
yutat offered to help me, but i doubt he will, cuz he's always inside with all the guys. and he's never serious around me. and he's always dissing me. and harry potter. it's annoying.

anyhoo-dilly...i don't have anything good to say now. so i'm not gonna say anything at all. here, at least...

i really like the final movement of Scenes from the Louvre. especially the trumpets when they play thier 7 16th notes. (gotta love the repitition!) but i suck on chimes, so whoever's going to the Christmas concert, plz don't laugh at me. well, i'm improving, so...yeah. and for this one song, C'est Noel, i'm taking over 4 instruments at the same time! well, not the same time, but, in the whole piece. crazyness!
well, i am in the Crazies...hee hee
and not to mention Vicious Calendars...so i'll be viciously crazy! yeah baby!!

anyways, kamla, margaret and i went to stc during lunch and last period. gues who was the skipper? (not me!) anyways, it was fun fun fun! i got ppl presents (i changed my mind about not getting school people stuff, cuz i felt really bad after carmen asked what i wanted) so..yay for presents!
OMG, when i was at Music World, i saw the Josh Groban Cd/DVD, so now i actually have something i want! *hint hint*
just kidding!!
Anyways, yeah...Josh Groban rocks! but it's so expensive, i'll probably end up getting it for myself. heheh meh well!
so then we went to the dollar store, and i had to get mistletoe for our class' Christmas cheer photos, and i was like "kamla, i've got mistletoe! kiss me!" and she kissed me. hahaha but just on the cheeks, cuz.....YOUUUUU KNOW!! hahahaha!! so then we paid and then we went back to school. poo school. kamla went home, cuz she's lucky. =) stupid variety show....grrrr...but then we saw jennifer (the gr.11 girl) on the RT so that was cool...

and the ONE thing i really wanted to get carmen, they had none left. arggg!! stupid mall people...

well i just found out this afternoon that tomorrow's early dismissal. no wonder shawn was like "let's go shopping on wednesday!" heheh so cute! so i might go tomorrow...i was almost going to get kamla's present today, but then i was like, i can't, cuz ur with me right now! that'll ruin the surprise! so...yeah.

i still have to write all my cards. i don't think i have enough. bahah my list keeps on getting longer each year! hmmm....ok i think i'm gonna go write cards now. yay for cards!

well in band today, Donald Coakley came again. i thought he was more cheerful than last time. Laura (this girl in my section) told me that the first time Coakley came, his wife just died and he was in a terrible mood, yelling and everything.
but anyways! what i was gonna say was that, i've noticed that Coakley is a miracle worker for our trumpet section. like, last time, after about 15 minutes on working with the trumpets, i was like, "whoa! i never knew the trumpets can actually do that! i'm impressed!" and today, the trumpets were once again, playing very well. and like last time, once Coakley left, they all started sounding bad again. hahaha
well, okay, sorry, that was mean.
trumpets are actually very hard to play well. seriously. i've tried it, and after 3 minutes, my ambusher, or...ombusher (i don't know how to spell it) was really tired. and...yeah.
our concert is tuesday! bah! so fast...

and i have a crisis. well, two crisi. (HAHAHA crisi!! get it? cello, celli...crisis, crisi? HAHAHA! anyway...no one gets my jokes...) okay, the first one, i reeeaalllly wanna quit choir. omg, it's soooo boring. (carm, jordan and nique y'all understand...) and i was telling paulanne this, and she's like, "omg i know!!" cuz i told her about the Virgin Mary song i hate soooooo much. anyways, so i'm considering it.
and my second crisis, i dunno if i should audition to play for the Black Tie dinner thingy. see, i want to play in it, cuz i think it's good performing opportunity, but the problem is, i actually don't want to go to the dinner. i'll be wastin a perfectly good friday evening doing a ton of nothingness! and i don't feel like dressing up just yet.
so...if anyone reading this has any opinions, plz tell me!

ok well, that's really all that's happened today. i got my Josh Groban cd back, and i failed my calculus test. and when i tried asking ppl if they could help me with the problems i didn't understand, no one could, cuz they didn't know either. Aquila was like, "who gave this test?! it's so hard! how're u supposed to do this?!" hahahaha so cute. bahahah omg! and i was waiting for band to start, and i was sitting on the benches with jon yu, cuz he was doing homework, and mr. zupo comes by, and he's like "are u....and u..." and he makes this face as if asking whether we were going out. hahah and we're both like, "no!" that was pretty funny....then he left, and jon was like, "yeah, cuz u forgot about me when u went to C.D.F." and i was like "yeah...and when i came back i didn't know who u were." lol funnyness...
(ok i guess that wasn't all that happened today...)
ummm...what else? i didn't see carmen aaalll day! and i actually had to tell her something. at lunch, me, mike, sarah, and kamla were having a great time messing with mike....err...mike's hair! LOL! he looks cute in pigtails, and me and sarah had a great time making mike's hair go up like a fountain, and pinning it with sarah's gold clip thing. omg...hilariousness! i wish i had my camera! and then when we took it off, his hair was still in it's place, and it was flying everywhere! ohhh man...lost a couple calories from laughing!

bah...i need to finish my Christmas shopping. i think Shawn and i are going on either wednesday or friday...cuz we have to get ******'s birthday present. heheh i hope she won't read this...heheh yea, and i was thinking, wow, i'm glad i got shawn's present already or else i won't ever be able to, since he might come shopping with me. whew!
aaaaaanyways, ok i should start my homework...tee hee blog more latah!

well guess what? i saw HP again today. oh yeah...gotta love Dan! oh wait...Sean Biggerstaff!! yummm...that was definately my favourite part. yep, i went with good ol' Matt, since Carmen was "sick" (hahah) and had lots of homework. hmph, not sick enough for shopping, huh? just kidding...
anyways, so yeah i had the car so i was driving along...i got lost a couple times, cuz we all know how bad i am with directions. but i'm learning, so no laughing at me. anyways, it was really fun, even tho we didn't talk TOO much, but hey, when there's HP, u don't need to talk. hehehe anyways, after the movie, i got a mag with Orlando Bloom on the front. yummm...hehehe!! anyways, then i called carmen's cell, but she wasn't there, and had a funny song on her answering machine. it was the oh mandy, you came and u found me a turkey in schoolie song. ok the words aren't perfect, but mike wrote it for me, so...yay for mikey!
aaaanyways, she was at home, so then we drove to her house, and then we went to STC to get Christmas presents, and...well, just presents. hahaha i got the Varekai soundtrack, which i'm listening to right now. it's good...brings back memories of Montreal. i wanna go back to Montreal this year! but Mr. Lum was like, "no we're not going to Montreal" grrr...and Dralion is going to Montreal in May! argggg....i wanna go to Montreal!!!
anyways, after stc, i drove them home, and i watched Life's Little Miracles, and i thought of my pacemaker operation i'll have to do soon, and that was pretty emotional...
and then i looked at the Legolas magazine and i giggled at how pretty he was. hahahaha! and now i'm blogging, and talking to matt and carmen on icq. whoopee...

omg, i was talking to Joanne this morning (she's a cousin of mine who lives in seattle, but is in a exchange program in china with her university) and apparently, she's in Hong Kong right now, skipping class. hahaha but she was telling me how she's doing this honours paper thingy, and i'm like "joanne the honour student!" and then she was like "yeah right. whatever. i'll never compare to Audrey" (the cousin with the baby) but then, i suppose no one really can compare to her, cuz i mean, Stanford! holy shit...
anyway...yeah.

ok i don't have anything else to say, other than the Varekai cd is really good, but Icariens isn't on it, and that is my favourite song. it's the song that goes with the Icarian Games, the one where the hot twins are in. *grin*
anyways, i really have nothing else to say, so ta-ta!

well i wasn't going to blog today, but i have absitively posolutely nothing to do. so...here goes.
i went to art this morning. yay. my teacher came back from her little vacation, and i had to haul the box of oranges for her. but then she cut one up and i had some, and damn, they are some yummy oranges!! i'm done all the background colour of my latest painting. it's a close up of a rose. but this is just a "practice" painting, cuz when i finish this i'm gonna do another one, but WAY bigger, and much prettier (hopefully), and i'm going to give it to Sick Kids, cuz they cared for me ever since i came here (Canada, which was when i was like, 3). and since i'm on the topic of Sick Kids, i really don't wanna leave. i've got less than a year! i know..they only take people up to 18, but there are exceptions for everything, right? maybe, just maybe i can stay til i'm 20. but i know they're not gonna keep me, no matter how much they love me. *sigh* oh well.
anyway, after art class, i drove home and ate and moped around til math class, then i drove me and my brother to math, and after math, we went to L'Amoreaux HS cuz my brother wanted to ask about their swimming schedule. and then we went home. and then i read a little, talked to Carmen, and now i'm blogging.
yeah,Carmen won't be able to see the movie with us tomorrow cuz she's sick and she's got tons of homework. but we're probably going Christmas shopping afterwards. yay. i need to do my christmas shopping otherwise i will have no other time to do it. omg, i hope the Varekai cd won't be like, 35$, cuz i know Cirque du Soleil cds are really expensive. but then i guess it's okay for shawn. i was going to give him like 30 bucks anyway for taping my shows.

well, i'm freezing right now and i don't know why. i checked the temperture in the house, and it's normal, so...i dunno. but i have bad circulation, so maybe that's why.
i need to finish my univ. application soon. i still dunno what else to apply for. i've got down Laurier and Windsor for sure, and Ryerson for the new Arts and Contemporary studies, but i might change that. i've already changed it twice. i WAS gonna take the Co-op arts and something else thing at Waterloo, but i've decided not to cuz it requires pretty high marks. i think my average is about mid 70. i'll never make it. esp with math and english so low. stupid smart people...esp andy. arggg...

ok well my hands are freezing and i can't type anymore. so ta for now!

u know i'm bored when i post more than once a day.
anyway, i just read Matt's version of blog, and holy shit, i never knew about what happened on that "cutting" day. this is kinda freaky. just like in gr.9 when Lorrie was telling me how she's in the 18 Buddist thing. why oh why does all my friends have to be so vicious?
anyways...yeah...umm...
ok i'm signing off. gotta go do something.

i am very tempted to write something in here that is...well, let's just say, very not me. and being the calm and un-explosive person that i am, i'm not going to write about it. but i am really really angry, so...i need to calm down. *sigh*

ok the christmas variety show thing went okay. i had to wait forever (until like, 5:25) but luckily matt kept me company. yaaayyyy!! um...yeah. the actual playing wasn't too bad. but it's wasn't GOOD. whatever....i just remember i have violin lessons tonight. i have this new teacher, and i'm not used to going on fridays. so now i'm going to eat.

*note to self* call carmen

ok sorry about the last post, but i accidenetly posted it on the crazies...oopsie daisy.
whatever.

Land of tomorrowwww
Your time has cooooome!!

oh my gawwwwddddd...
i just got home. home sweet home, and computer.

ok so a recap from what happened this evening:
after school i headed for choir but then i saw matt and he was bummed out so i sat with him a bit, then i had to go cuz i was kinda late. (well not really. everyone was just talking and stuff) anyways, i told him if he stayed we can go to dinner afterwards, but he left. and after orchestra, i was by my lonely little self, cuz paulanne went home to get her uniform, and jordan and nique and carmen and rachel thought i was at home, and so they were calling my house. lol sillies...
anyway, so i hung out with mr. pinhorn and mr. lum in the music office and ate pizza until paulanne came back at around 6:00. and then we went to Midtown so she can get her dinner, and i got bubble tea and a lemon tea for lum. then we came back and we changed in the music council room (no one saw us). and then we had the concert...la dee da. i don't wanna repeat the concert cuz basically, it was CRAP. but paulanne and i had some pretty cool convos in that music council office. and mr. lum almost came in when i was changing the second time. ew disgusting. so then after the concert, me, carmen, jordan, nique, and rachel drove to country style and hung out there a bit, talking about the memories of meeting each other, and the kevin/me/rachel story, which was pretty funny now that there's nothing between me and kevin. and then we drove nique home. we were gonna drop rachel off next but her neighbourhood was so fuckin nice that we drove around for a bit, going in circles and carmen squishing me cuz her seatbelt wasn't on, and oohhhhh myyy gawwwddd rachel's house is sooooo pretty!! damn the rich kids...heheh just kidding. well, at least she's not like the snobby rich type. so yea...so we had to go in a take a look, and the inside was really really nice, and omg, her backyard was like something from a magazine! so...yeah, we stayed there pretty long, looking at photos and listening to Charlotte Church. and then about 9:30 we were about to leave, but then mrs. walker came by and we stood there talking for another like, 20 minutes. lol but we eventually left. and now here i am blogging. doo doo doo...
oh yea, in the car, we were talking about the hp movie on sunday, and we were like, ok, in the afternoon, around 2-ish, since carmen will probably go to church and i have to eat with my family. sooo yeah. and we'll probably go to Morningside cuz it's cheaper, and i have to save my money for Christmas presents and stuff. so...yeah. jordan said if we were going between 6-10, he would probably be able to get us in for free at AMC, but we're going in the afternoon, so...too bad!
anywho-dilly...yeah, omg May is SUCH a little biatch. grrr...she has these attitude problems, and she is the worst piano player ever!
ok...maybe not the WORST, but considering her position and everything, i expect her to actually do a decent job! i don't play piano, and i can probably play better than she was tonight. honestly! *sigh*
aaanyways, now i'm in a bad mood, talking about her. i was so giddy and crazy...*thinking about what to write*
oh! i finished my grad comment last night! i like it, but it's not thaaaaaaaat original. ah whatever. it's got a rhyme in it though! heheh.
okay this post is really long so i'm gonna stop typing.
nighty night!

p.s. mikey looks adorable in pigtails!!

this limit thing is getting to me. i haaaaaaate limits! stupid limits...grrr....
i wanna sleep! and read HP! (i'm reading the 4th book again...i think this is the 5th time or somethin)
*SIGH*

Jordan and Carmen- POST DAMMIT!!!! *smiles innocently* love ya!

mmm...chocolate.
Carmen finally gave me the yummy swiss choclate from Switzerland! whoop dee do! and then after school, she and jordan were like, can i have some of your chocolate? hahah but i didn't open it yet, so they were like "meh, it's okay then" so then they left for madrigals. aaaaanyways.
i think i'm gonna tell u about my first spare today, because it was really weird. okay. so i'm sitting on the benches doing, or trying to do, my english homework, and there's all these ppl near the SAC office, but i was tuning them out.
ANYway, so yea, i'm doing my work, and suddenly Tuan comes and sits down next to me and starts talking. so then we're kinda talking and stuff, and he's like u know my name? and i'm like, yea Tuan right? and he's all surprised and stuff. and then he's like, and i bet u know my last name too. and i'm like, yep! i didn't get all my work done after all.
and that's my story.

second spare was so much better. nirusha and i were talking about this guy she likes ( i'm not gonna post who it is, because i know she'll kill me if i do) and...well, basically, guys in general. and raymond and karen were eavesdropping. but then they're like "u were talking so loud everyone could hear you!" hahah oh well. i dun care. and i made this little name thingy for matt. with flourescent orange pen. last year, when i did mike's and jordan's and rachel's, i thought it looked better. i like the red pen. it makes the name look more intricate. heheh especially jordan's red pen! =)

*SIGH* guess what? i bet the Netherland dude is on the ship already (Nique, u know what i'm talking about. i miss him!) oh well. nothing else to post. so ta!!

a couple minutes ago i had the Capriccio Italien song in my head. now i have The Prayer.
Let this be oooour prayer
As we go our waaayyyy.
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be saaaafe.

La luce che tu dai...

ok that's enough. i don't know how to spell the Italian words. well i could go down and get my music score, but...meh. it's aaall the way downstaires. heheheheh

speaking of music, holy heart, i played sooooooo bad! jeff kao was there, and he was like "that's nice!" and i'm like "no, it's terrible! if u don't believe me, ask christine." and christine's like "yeah that was pretty bad." *SIGH*
ah well...

aaaaanyways, oh! oh! oranges and grapefruit came! well, it came yesterday but oh well. omg we were unloading the boxes out, and i only unloaded for like 20 minutes and my arm was killing me! there were more than 600 boxes!! poor adam and eugene and all those other people who had to unload since 3:30...adam told me that his arm was STILL hurting today. bahaha sucker.
but now the hallway smells very citrus-y. mmm...even though the strings room is almost like a refrigerator. oh well.

aaanyways. ok i have nothing else to say. i need to do my english homework.
and i wanna talk to the Netherland duuuuuude!!!!!!

wow i feel like i haven't blogged in a long time.
*checks date*
ok, it is a long time.
anyways...getting my grad pic done tomorrow. yayyyy anna lent me her curling iron today, so i get to curl my hair. i just tried it a while ago, to see what it looks like and to see if it's actually decent. it is. and besides, when am i ever going to curl my hair again? probably not in a loooong time.

nique's play on saturday was awwwwwwesome!! hehehe!! my favourite ones were, of course nique's, and kevin's. omg..soooo funny! and well i forgot they had a cast party afterwards, or i'd totally go! even though i'd probably get bored...but anyways! omg, kevin told me today some VERY disturbing news regarding rachel and jackie, but i won't post them here. heheh i was like "what?! rachel? are u serious?!" yeah...well me and nique and rachel were talking about it during band, and yeah...it was like...okay, rachel, get away from me...

on a cheerier note, Donald Coakley came and conducted us in band today! it was pretty tedious, cuz he kept stopping and everything. it took us like, half an hour just to get through the first page! but i have to admit, it sounded amazing! i never knew our trumpet section could play so well! and i was working pretty damn hard myself! heh heh...omg, my hands were killing me afterwards! (stupid cymbals...) and phil did a pretty nice job with the suspended cymblas himself! =) yaaayyy

ok i have like, nothing to post now.
excited about missing physics tomorrow! (even if it is only for a little while...) *smile*

heyyyy guess what? i finished my homework! yayyyy!
now i'm bored. i would go to sleep, but...meh.
i don't even know what to post. just...something!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......

on monday, just before band, Matt and his friend came. which was weird...cuz he's never in any music rooms. especially during band. he's like, "i have no life" lol
anyways, so...yeah. matt's a weird one. he's so formal. instead of saying heyyy what's up, he shakes my hand. lol i was like "why are u shaking my hand?" lol and he's like "i don't know how to greet you."
ooohhhmyyyyggggoooossshhh...what a silly boy. don't know how to greet me? heheheheh anyways, today's wednesday. and he's getting better at it. the greeting part. not much the talking part. he's so quiet. it's so weird. the first time i was eating lunch with him, omg, we were just sitting there. and we were both wearing black. and we were both reading a book. lol ohh my gosh it was so funny!
anyways, then two days ago he actually asked me about Harry Potter! bahahaha! he was like "i heard the harry potter movie was good" and i'm like "it is!!" i asked if he'd seen it yet, no, so i invited him to come see it with me again with carmen. yayyyy!! we're probably gonna go the weekend after this one. cuz i don't wanna go during weekdays (except friday) and carmen's busy this week. and besides, i have to go see nique in the drama production!
so...yeah. i'm sooo excited! yayyy!! Harry Potter movie!
well, i also invited jamie, but before i asked him i already knew he wouldn't go. he think harry potter is the ugliest thing ever. *shakes head* tsk tsk tsk...but he's HOT so that'll make up for it. LOL

omg i just talked to mr. zarudny on icq this evening...it was freaky...i didn't know what to say to ihm. but then he left, so that was good. lol

aaaaaanyways. okay now it's time for bed ta-ta!

heeeeyyy! gues where i am?
at school! heheheh i'm in school! =) i'm in tech, and for some weird reason, the autoCAD uninstalled itself. so...now there's nothing to do, and our substitute is a bastard!!
anyways...i didn't get my grad pic done yesterday after all. i forgot my sitting fee. arggg....and i got up at 6, so i could do my hair! rollers take a long time, y'know...oh well...so...yea, i rescheduled my pics for next tuesday. might as well...i wasn't really ready anyways.

it's so weird being on msn. i never use msn. heheh i love icq. i wanna download icq on this comp, but i'll probably get in lots of trouble...
anyways, i have nothing to post. ummm
OH!! i forgot to metion, i made it to the Christmas Variety Show!!!! YAAAAAYYYY!!! i'm so happy!! Christine was like "yea, i knew we would make it." heheheh silly girl...anyways, i've already decided what i'm gonna wear- what i wore at Semi last year. heheh black-silver skirt, and black shirt. =) it'll be great! i'm so excited!! i'm just bubbling with excitement! =)
and the substitute is looking over my shoulder...
ok he left...
well, i should leave now...or i'm gonna get into trouble.

ok maybe not....but still.

concert last night wasn't bad. but i can't say i've enjoyed it, because i didn't. the dinner afterwards was so much fun though! hahaha i was supposed to sit with the other percussion dude, cuz he wanted me to sit with him, but then samantha and cynthia and them actually saved me a seat, so i left the percussion dude. oh well. i don't mind. to be honest i didn't wanna sit there, cuz that table was full of older people (20+ yrs old) so...yeah.

i have violin lessons soon, and i haven't even practiced yet. blarggg...my teacher's gonna be sooo mad!
and yesterday, i got a haircut. i though it would look nice, cuz the ppl were all friendly, and and place was nicely decorated and stuff. but nope! my hair looks like shit now. and my grad pic are on tuesday...*SIGH* i'll try rolling it and see what it'll look like. maybe it'll actually be half decent! *cross fingers* well, that's enough for now.

hello blog. hello friends who read my blog.
i'm sooo screwed for english. i need to type 2 journal entries by tonight. or else i'm dead. played music for 2 hours during interviews with brennan and paulanne and this viola dude. omg, so tiring! and my back hurt! omg, my back hurted soooo much yesterday! i dunno why! i just woke up, and there it was! *sigh*

mark's friend, matt, is cool. he's really nice too. walked me to orchestra. =) i asked him why he was coming back in (cuz we were outside for a bit) and he was like "i don't wanna skateboard on wet pavement" but then i was thinking...why was he walking all the way back here then? so i'm like "so your walking me to orchestra, huh?" and he's like "yup"
hehehe so cute.

anyways, jamie tantsef is hot! hehehehe and yay he's gonna give me his grad pic! whoo hoo! he's like "i'm gonna look so good in it!" hahah damn straight!

and for those of you who know about adam and....u know...well i'd just like to say that he is a big meanie, and i don't know if i like him much anymore. no, like, seriously, i was kidding around with him, and he turned all vicious and stuff. so....yeah. but his solo in orchestra was pretty good, i gotta admit!

ok enough blogging, back to work!

audition for the Christmas Variety went...okay. i'm kinda mad at the organizers though, cuz i signed up to to 5th, but then they booted me all the way to 12th! i was like, "what the hell?!" anyways, but we still got to go before 12th. the actual playing wasn't TOO bad. i could've done better, i know. i made some mistakes i shouldn't have made, and my bow did slip at the end, but i think we still made it. the acoustics in rm.124 was really good though, so i'm happy. i love rooms with great acoustics. it makes my playing sound better than it actually is. hee hee hee! so...yeah. i'm pretty sure there are some singing group who did not make it, cuz their audition was (i'm sorry to say this, but it's true) really bad. the group i'm quite sure will actually make is was Pat nad Joanna's duet. oh my gawd, they were sooooooooo good!! like, the first time i heard pat sing that song it wasn't very good (well, it was still good, but i have high expectations for pat, and smae for joanna) but today, whoa!! and the end, i was like "there's a performance!" (cuz i knew they were gonna make it. everyone was so surprised! there weren't many good singers auditioning today) so...yeah.

omg, i was in bio class today, and mr. z told the class how he has icq now. lol and now i have him on my authorization list. bahahaha and i was talking to jamie today (in real person) and he was like "i still haven't put your number in my phone yet" (cuz i wrote my number on his note pad thingy) so he put it in his phone, and then i got his number, and icq # and now i'm talking with him. very cool....so HOT! LOL oh baby...hahahahahahah

anyways...gotta finish homework, so ta!

so i went to the HP movie last night, and it was awesome! i got the car too, so i drove by myself in crazy weather. bahahaha! i had like, two slips- the first one when i was turning at a stop sign, and the car slid. that was kinda freaky. cuz i'm turning left, and the back of the car starts sliding to the right. i'll tell the other one later.
anyways...i got there about 40 minutes early (whooppee!) and i could practically choose any seat in the theater. so yea, i got a really really good seat. and then i was flipping through the tribute magazines, and in the middle they had great HP poster! (so after the show i took 2 more. one for my binder, one for my locker, and one for my room) so then the show started. it started out good, with Vernon's boss at their house. and then Dobby comes and then....everything else. sorry i don't want to repeat the entire movie. i really like this movie, cuz the acting is much better (hmm..except Hagrid's and Draco's...i don't think they've improved much), the props are better, the story line's better, it's darker, and there's more action. One of my fav parts were where Harry goes into Tom Riddle's diary 50 earlier. the part with Christian Coulson! heh heh...(don't worry, i don't like him. he's just cool, cuz he's the new character and all) anyways...the ending kinda sucked though. i was like "what the hell? why's everyone cheering for Hagrid?" oh! oh! and i loooooooved the Burrow! i love it!! it's the COOLEST house EVER!!
anyways, after the movie, i came out, got two more mags, heated the car while i shovelled the snow off, and left. i was going at friggin 40 km/h, which is pretty damn slow, but when i approached the light at Glen Watford, it turned yellow, so i slowed down. and i hit the brakes. but the car wouldn't stop! it kinda vibrated a bit. okay...a lot, and kept moving foreward. i stepped on the brake hard, it vibrated more, and kept going. i was right in the middle of the intersection, when i decided to just keep going. so i did. but it was so freaky, cuz everyone saw me run the red light! i hope they understand that i couldn't stop...anyway, i was pretty freaked out by that. i almost called my mom to tell her to come pick me up, cuz i didnt want to drive the rest of the way home. i drove into this little plaza and practiced stopping. it was fine. so i went back out and drove the rest of the way home. i couldn't stop at one of the stop signs. but oh well. there weren't any other cars, so...

and that is the end of my story. i'm SOOO going to buy the second HP dvd! (i was going to even if it was bad anyways) it's so good! *smiles*

bloody hell i haven't written in a week!
i meant to write about my last biology class...last week! heheheh! but i guess i was too lazy.
anyhoo-dilly, we basically just finished up the liver lab, and in between, we had some laughs. well...okay, lots of laughs. well, okay, i was clumsy, so what? i had to go around the corners of the lab table to get to my group, but between intervals, i would back around to the other side, with ronell's and james' group so we could talk. and one time i had to go back to do the next part of the lab, and kevin was leaning against the lab table, and i tripped over his feet. it was kinda funny. so after we finished that part, i went back, but i saw one of those purple atoms (building molecules' things) and i picked it up. and i saw that it was really dirty, so i was like "ew!" and threw it back on the floor and it rolled under this thing. anyways, i talked to james and ronell and joanna...la dee da...then i had to go back! so this what what happened: i said "oops! gotta go i'll be right back!!" and kinda rushed back around the lab table, and the freakin purple atom that i threw was on the ground, and yes...i tripped over it. this time it was REALLY hilarious, cuz it was like "i'll be RIGHT back!...AHHHKK!!" and what's even more funny was that it was the second time in a row! we were all practically dying of laughter! joanna was like "omg, if u tripped a third time, i swear i'm gonna be rolling on the floor laughing!" anyways, and yeah...i talked to james a lot. he's super dee-duper nice! and we were talking a lot about music, cuz apparently, mr.pinhorn was his band teacher in elementary school, and they were really close and he wants to be in choir now, but he doesn't know who's in it and stuff. he asked me to ask mr. pinhorn for him, since he's not taking any music courses (and i did ask, but he would have to talk to mr lum and he's scared of mr lum). and he told me that people actually called him jamie, which i thought was sooo cute! (cuz this guy, James Au, we used to call him jamie in grade 5 and 6, but he hates it when i, or anyone else, call him that now) so i was like "can i call u jamie?" and he was like "yea, sure!" =) anyhoo-dilly, yeah. this week's been really cool. (getting to know james. he's one of the nicest ppl everr! but he doesn't like HP. grrr...)

anyways, i should stop talking about him.
so...i didn't go to the screening after all, cuz on tuesday night, mr lum called me and invited me to this concert, which was on wednesday night! geezes...i was like "uhhh...i don't know...cuz i was planning to see Harry Potter" and he was like "oh my gawd!!" so...yeah...i eventually agreed on going. the concert was actually pretty good. paulanne was there too, but that's it. we had dinner at swiss chalet's, and that was cool, cuz i don't remember EVER going to a swiss chalet before. and oh my gawd, the guy who showed us to our table was SO gay! i mean, seriously! the first second u see him u think "a man or a woman...?" anyways...yeah, but he's cool. (but no he was not hot. he's an exception) so we had dinner, and then the concert (which, one part made all of us almost fall asleep!), and an amazing cello solo (which kinda dragged on too long.) and a wonderrrful ending. then mr lum drove us home, and, the end.

so...yeah, this morning (friday), there was this fire in the caf, and it was kinda weird, cuz i got to school early this morning, right? and the minute i walked in i smelled really yummy fries! i was planning on going to pat's and everyone's lockers to tell them how wonderful the school smelled. but no one except andy was there, and he was leaving, so i went downstaires to the music hall, where there were more ppl, and hung around a bit. lili, and james, and a bunch of other ppl were there, so i went over to them to say hello. james was like "hey! where are u going?" and i'm like "no where" so we went to his locker and hung out, talking about...what else? Harry Potter. hahahah! yea, he doesn't like HP, cuz apparently, he doesn't like fantasy. and he thinks that me liking a guy on a broomstick is weird. so anyways...we were talking...la dee da..suddenly, the fire alarm goes off! we're looking bewildered, and i'm like "that's the fire alarm!! so early in the morning?!" so we got up, and i was just about to close his locker when he had to grab his jacket (which was...some really expensive label, had his cell phone...bahahaha rich boys....), so then we went outside, hung out, with tim (uhh...bleh), saw nique and carmen, talked about HP, talked about all the homeschools jamie could've gone to before ACI (he lives really far from the school, apparently...i don't remember where...), listened to tim talk about how much he hates school, and how much he wishes ACI would burn and stuff.

and orchestra tonight was terrible, once again. actually, the other percussion dude came, and it was more fun, but i mean, gosh...orchestra...always boring. and the choir ppl came, so i got let out like, at 8:30!! omg, if ONLY i knew i would be let out early, i SO would've bought HP tickets for tonight...oh well.

speaking of the movie, i got my movie ticket on thursday, for saturday night at 7:30. YAYYY!! i'm reaaaallllly excited! but i got home yesterday...and i forgot where i put my ticket...so i have to find it now...=( and i asked yvonne if she wanted to come with me, twice! and she never even gave me a straight anser. i also asked jamie, but we all know he doesn't like hp, and i also asked adam, but he had plans. so....booooo. i'm such a loner. oh well.

anyways i think this is a long enough post. i need to go to bed now. if there are any typing errors, i'll fix it in the morning. nighty-night!!

commencement was okay. i screwed up on the last half of the program for band. i think mr.lum is pretty upset. i tried avoiding him afterwards...but...oh well. i'll go in early on monday to make up for it.

just came back from christine's house, practicing. we managed to cut the down down to 5 minutes, 56 seconds, so basically, 6 miutes. that was all we could do. we can't cut anymore, or it won't be much of a song. and besides, no way in hell would anyone be able to do their performance/act in 2 and a half minutes. no way. ms. histrop is an IDIOT.

anyways, i'm sooooo excited for pat ANd joanna! they're gonna sing The Prayer! yesterday i saw them holding the sheet music, and i asked who it belonged to, and it was tim's so i asked him where he got it, Walters, at stc, and so, that very afternoon, after my dentist appointment my mom and i went to stc and bought it, cuz i just looooooove josh groban so very very much, and i also love charlotte church very very much. *smile*

OMG OMG!! i have to post about jordan and his wonderfullness and generosity and niceness and lovingness and everything else-ness!! he's bringing me to his screening for the HP movie!! that is, if all the timing and stuff work out, which i'm sure it will! *smiles like a madwoman* YEEEAAAAAAYYY!!!!

and now i'm tired and thirsty so i'll just end this post by saying, i can't believe i'm gonna miss another Fire Within show!!!! BLOODY HELL!!!!! frigging....stupid dinner at Peter's...(hahahahaha actually, i'm really excited about it, i'm just upset i'm gonna miss the show!)

i'm cold.
and it doesn't help wearing this tank top. but i was practicing violin, and i have to wear tank tops when i'm practicing cuz i might get hot, or it might get in the way.
but now i'm cold.

i'm halfway through the HP on Oprah. i'm watching it again. i'll probably see it one last time on the weekend before it's back to Lydia.

i HATE math this year. i thought i did okay on the math test. i thought wrong. i want mr. caffarata to be my teacher. stupid mr. petrou...grrr...well, it's not that i don't like him, i just don't like the way he handles a class. and the way he teaches. other than that, he's a wonderful person.

adam stabbed me with a pencil today. he tried to see what i got on my math test, but i wouldn't let him. he tried to snatch it, i snatched it back, and he stabbed my hand. it hurt! owwiee.

anywho-dilly, i'm really cold, and i need to get something to wear.

i have officially dropped bio, but i'll probably go to friday's class. cuz we're doing this cool, but narsty lab, which includes blended up liver. ewwwwwww!!!
and to see u-know-who one more time. hmmmm...i don't think you do know who. well...i'm not gonna post his name, so, too bad! anyways, i don't have any other classes with him, and i don't really hang out with him, but i'm just getting to know him this year (cuz of the bio class), and he's really nice! and definately HOT. hehehehe!
mr. zarudny's like, "on friday, we'll hold a funeral for you, since you're going away" i'm like "what?! funeral?! i'm not dead!"

aaanyways...i want to sleep, but i've got to practice viomolin. argggg...
i wanna meet Daniel Radcliiiiiiiiffff!!!!

i just finished watching Harry & Co. on Oprah.
what can i say about it??
well, one thing for sure, it's WAY better than the actual first movie. i know this may sound crazy, but i literally cried during the show. LITERALLY. it was so touching! and this was actually the first time i've seen them in an interview, in real person. and, oh my fucking lord (sorry if i offend anyone. i'm not religious) Daniel Radcliff is really pretty! well...he's not HOT, and he's not exactly cute. well maybe he is cute, but not baby cute. so..yeah. he is majorely pretty.
anyways, at one point, this famous kid (matt something...i forgot his last name. he's the 8 yr. old poet who's in the wheelchair) comes, cuz he's a HUGE fan of HP, and he got to meet them, AND he had these special presents from them! one was the invitation to Hogwarts letter addressed to him, and the other one was a wand, from the actual set!!!! stupid...frickin kid...just becuz he's sick, he gets all the good stuff...grrrrrrr...

ANYways!! hermione was all pretty and cute, as usual! and ron, well....i don't really like him TOO much. i like the character tons, but Rupert, well....he's okaaayy...he brough one of those slugs. heheheh

anyways, i loved that show...i think i'm gonna keep it longer, so i can watch it once (or twice) more before returning it. heh heh heh...

anyways, i think that's enough for now. back to physics!

well i just found out (this afternoon) that kate has already got her HP tickets...well...i need to get mine soon, but i dunno when i'll be free on friday...*sigh* my plan for leaving fridays free didn't work. it did in the beginning of the year, but now, i've got physio after school, then orchestra at 7:30. and right when i need to talk to jordan he's not online. arggg...

well, last night, i went to see White Oleander with my parents. it was pretty good! it's about how this mother had to go to prison (for 35 years!) cuz she killed her boyfriend, and her daughter goes through a number of different foster homes (well, 4) and all four are so different from each other, and she learns that there are really nice people out in the world, and then she starts hating her mom cuz her mom's saying everyone who is nice to the daughter is actually an enemy...and la dee da...it goes on for a while, and at the end, her mom "let's her go", meaning she's letting her daugter do what she wants (so she actually loves her) and she sacfificed her life (spending her life in jail) for her daugter.
that didn't make much sense, but if u see the movie, you'll know what i'm talking about.

anyways...lydia lent me her "Harry Potter on Oprah" video! yay finally! no, the cast from HP did go on Oprah, and she taped it for me. =) so...yay!

ok i have to do homework now, so ta-ta!

I LOVE HALLOWEEN!!! IT IS SOOOO MUCH FUN!!!

today was fun. people dressed up at school. =) but stupid brennan had to be Harry Potter! bastard...he's making poor Harry look bad! he's contaminating Harry's name! he must be hanged!!

BAHAHAH i think i've got too much Crucible in my mind right now. ummm...you know what? Raymond (Sam) is a really really good teacher. so whoever doesn't understand math, ask him! see, i tried asking jonathan this afternoon, but the problem with him is that he knows his stuff way too well, which is good, but he can't explain it. i was like "whaaat?!" anyways...people are ding-donging us right now. little kids are so cute!! i need to go out and fetch myself good goodies too...but maybe a little later, after all the little kids are done. then the fun begins! moo-haha! moo-haha!! (that's how my cousin, david, laughs. it's hilarious)

anyway, oh my lordie! guess how many people are going to Chicago so far? guess...guess....4!! that's right!! mr.lum, matthew fisher, albert (that violin dude), and moi. pretty sad...

ok enough blogging. gotta do some hw before i go out.

you know what i realized? i didn't even post about our concert on friday night. but...who cares. well here are some major points:
- the stupid bus drivers missed the damn Center, which was RIGHT THERE! but we had to drive around. frickin...frackin.. *mumbles*
- U of T was totally AWESOME. their first song was called Fanfare for the Common Man, and omg, it was amazing! their percussion, especially. Gabe was sitting beside me, and he was so in awe that it was funny!
- the Toronto Youth Wind Orchestra was also really good (duh, who wouldn't be good, when they have Colin Clark as their conductor?) and Strahan was there too! and he was really hot in his tux!! (and apparently, i've been spelling his name wrong. i only now know the spelling cuz his name's on the program)
- got really pissed off at brennan cuz....well...we all know why.
- we played our stuff...i only got mixed up once! with the cymblas. and my chimes part went really well! yay for me! but our trumpets were really bad. i'm gonna even gonna start with the trumpets...
- carmen and kate were there with elliott. it was cooooll...and pat was there too.
-and then Markham District played, and they were REALLY good! that time i was sitting with rachel and adam, and i was telling them that markham makes us look pretty bad. and adam's like "nooo!!" oh well. maybe not. maybe just our trumpets.
-and then we all went home. well, my mom drove pat home, and then we went home.
the end

SO today! well, actually, yesterday and today, Zipporah came back! yaaaaayyy!! which was kind of funny cuz on friday, Gabe and I was talking about her...anyway! so i was in english, but i had a guidance appointmen, so as i was walking to the guidance, i saw natasha and danielle taking with her, and i was just about to step inside, i was like "what the--zipporah?!" and then we had this huge hugfest and la dee da. she came with me to guidance, and then after we exchanged addresses (she friggin lost her yearbook, which i have already written my address on it) and talked a little (about her ex bf from the phillipines and other little things) she had to leave. but i saw her a couple more times during lunch. and today i saw her again. i was like "what're u going?" and well, she's leaving tonight...so...*sniff* oh well. she promised to write so...she better write! heh heh heh...anyways...the last period class (music) totally sucked today. it was so boring. omg...so was the so-called ACC meeting, which i ditched cuz there were almost no ppl. so i left. and now here i am...sitting by myself lonely little self....typing this stupid post...anyways...that's it. i'm out.

omg, last night on Fire Within, Icarus (Anton) was there!! AHHHHHHH!!!! he was like "in the show i have to fall in love with Olga, but in real life, she's 6 years older than me, so...i dunno." *grin!* he's so HOT!! hehehe complaining is good...i was complaining Anton wasn't in the show , and now he is! i should complain more about the hot twins now. heheheh i heard that they were on last week's episode though. which i missed! grr...oh well. i have it on tape, so it's okay. i haven't watched it in 2 weeks!! thank god for Shawn who's taping it for me! but the week before last week, it wasn't even on at the right time. there was a football game going on, so...oh well. i'll watch it in january, where it shows in the US. yeeeaaa...omg...last week, it was 5 minutes til the show, so i decided to go on icq, and Timmy was on, so i said to myself 'okay...i'll just say hi, and go watch it' and then i totally forgot!! i was sooooo pissed. *sigh* oh well, but Shawn taped that episode for me, so YAYY!!

i was talking with adam on icq last night. *smile* stupid...he brought up bio....stupid bio...i hate bio.
actually, that's not true. i like bio. it's fascinating, knowing how our bodies work, and animals and stuff. but...omg...all the chemistry! i didn't take chemistry for a reason!! anyways...too bad i can't take challange and change...
i tried going to guidance today, to drop it, but there was this huge delay with mr.buck, and i had to go to class, so i missed my appointment. oh well....and i have bio tomorrow. i'll go during my spare i guess.

there isn't anything esle to say, really...i wanted to go see a movie saturday night so i can go visit jordan at his work. i was gonna go up to him and say "ohh you're so cute! will you marry me? how many children do u want?" LOL yeaa, i read his blog ( i read your blog, jordan!! it's hilarious!!)

umm....went to violin in the morning (sunday)...it went okay...my teacher scares me sometimes. i'm such a perfectionist. but i can't do anything.

and i decorated my agenda cover!! finally!! it's bee-oo-tiful!! i love HP...omg!! this morning, ronell told me Richard Harris died. i didn't believe ihm, cuz, u know...ronell...lol anyways, but then more people told me, and i'm like "omg, really?!" so...yeah. i'm pretty upset. he's the perfect Dumbledore. i can't believe he died. *sniff*

anyways, i have a HUGE headache right now, and i have (well, HAD...in band) chest pains, and my hip kinda hurts too. so i'm gonna stop writing and do my homework.

should i drop bio??

advantages
- raise my overall average (which is most important)
- i wouldn't look so stupid in class
- i can concentrate more on other stuff (like math and physics) and not have to worry about bio

disadvantages
- ppl will think i'm a quitter
-i'll have two spares, on the same fuckin day, but i still don't get to have double lunch cuz of english, plus, i'll be really bored
- i won't have any gr.12 sciences
-even if i drop i still won't be able to take Challenge and Change

HELP!

oh my gawd! i forgot Tom Riddle (Lord Voldemort, before he was Lord Voldemort)! okay, he's some scrawny kid (well, not THAT scrawny) and he's about the smae age as Sean Biggerstaff, i'm guessing. he's okay. he fits his character

*sigh* i wanna know what Charlie Weasley looks like! he must be hot! ahahahah or Bill Weasley. but i really wanna know what Cedric Diggory looks like. arggg....better be hot! lol

well gang, i checked out the new HP characters. Colin Creevy is SO not what i thought he'd look like! he's supposed to be small and cute...but...no. Prof. Sprout is this short, pusgy woman who actually looks like a Prof. Sprout! if u know what i mean...Moaning Myrtle is kinda pretty...i dunno what she's gonna look like in the movie, but in other movies, she's okay. i told you about Pansy...who else...u know about Gilderoy, everyone does...i told you about Lucius...oh, Madam Pomfrey is old. i didn't picture her being old. oh well. oh, i can't believe i almost forgot! Ginny Weasley is the most adorable little kid ever!! i think i didn't mention her becuz i've actually seen her before the second movie was ever mentioned. like....a year and a half ago, i knew what she looked like. anyways...gee Daniel Radcliff looks a lot older. and it's only been a year! i can't wait til the 3rd movie comes out!!

anyways, i'm at home cuz of the literacy test (YAY) but i think i should do some homework...heh heh...cya!

well, i did horribly on my bio test. i'm sure i failed it, no questions. and omg...stupid math!!! why, oh why does our interim report card have to be based on ONE test?! *sigh* he could've at least told us before the test so i'd be extra careful! now i'll have a crappy mark. great. just great. 3 crappy marks...(physics isn't the best either) frickin...frackin...grrr...

anyways...i don't have much to say, except i get to sleep in tomorrow! YAYY!! omg i was soooo tired today...i think i'll need operation soon. yep...any month now...hahah actually, i think it's gonna be in about half a year, i dunno. we'll see when Christine calls. (my cardiologist at Sick Kids)

anyways, yea, i'm reeeallly excited about the concert on friday! yayy! i can't believe we actually finish rehersals at 4:00. that's crazy! but it's good crazy! lol hmmmm....i wonder who Adam's sitting with on the bus...? hahah just kidding. i honestly don't know who i'm gonna sit with. cuz i'm such a loner no one wants to sit with me....hmm...maybe i'll get Jonathan to sit with me. we'll see come friday.

anyways, better get back to homework *groan*

i don't know why the hell i am posting, cuz i'm supposed to be studying. it's almost 11.
well, i just wanted to say that, i'm talking to Adam right now about bio, and i told ihm my mark, and i think he's pretty surprised and he said all this stuff...and now it's like *boom* reality check. i really need to get working...i have 3 months til the exams, then report card. my whole futur is going to depend on it...

why can't i be smart like veryone ELSE?!?!

iiiii aaaammmm sooooo boooorrreeeddd...

i should be studying for my bio test tomorrow, but you see, i procrastinate waay too much. i finally finished my English hw. The Crucible is a very good book, but the beginning of Act 3 is soooo boring. there's too many characters all at once, all at the same place. it's confusing!

anyways, i had a certain someone on my mind all day. well...one and a half certain someones. hee hee hee!

i don't really know what to post. i had a really boring day. kinda bad in the morning. we went out for lunch, and then something happened at lunch, with the ordering of food, and that got me really down. oh well...i'm designing this cool cover for my agenda with HP pictures from the new movie. omg!! that reminds me...when i was at the movies last night i got the free mags, and HP was on the cover, and inside they had a little blurb about the main characters (new and old) and that was the first time i actually saw the person who was gona play Lucius Malfoy! see, i tried looking up his picture months ago, but it was too early, and not many websites had his pic, so i stopped looking, and i forgot about it, until yesterday, when i realized "who's that? OH! it's Lucius!!" heheheh i still need to know what Colin Creevy looks like! aww i hope he's gonna be a real cutie! (he's supposed to, with his camera and all) and...who else? oh yea, that bitch (sorry!) katharine something. the girl who's gonna play Pansy Parkinson. sorry, i hate her already, even tho i don't know her. there are reasons, but i don't think i'm gonna share that with everyone. i think i have already, in one of the older posts. anyways...yeah. and i can't wait to see Sean Biggerstaff again! hahaha

ok i think i REALLY should go study...

oh..i know Nique reads this (since she asked me about Adam almost right after i posted! lol) so...HI NIQUE!!

well, i just came back from the movies...bastard newspaper...tells the wrong times! i didn't get to see Tuck Everlasting cuz the last show was at 6:40, but on the paper, it said 9:40. bitches!! anyways, i watched Sweet Home Alabama instead. it was the sweetest movie ever!! *sigh* i recommend everyone to see it! (unless if ur the kind of ppl who doesn't like sweet sappy movies)

anyways...is Yvonne ever gonna go online? i'm dying to tell her now! argghh...

i miss talking to the Netherland dude...he's so sweet! cuz u know (ok, u don't but now i'm telling u) how he's going to sea in a month, and he won't be back for 10 months, so i'm like, i won't be able to talk to you! (cuz internet on ship is very expensive) and he's like "i'll email u everytime we get to a new port" ahhh...ain't that sweet? so i'm like "yayy!!" and he's like "but you have to reply, or i'll be lonely" and then i'm like "of course of course!!"
hehehehehe

oh well...time for bio studying!

yesterday was friday....okay.
well, seems like yesterday was a REALLY good day! not only cuz of Stron, and all the funny stuff that's happened at school, but, that night in orchestra went pretty well! i could play better. it was still weird cuz Tam Cheun CAN'T conduct. he sucks at conducting. but i played the bass drum, and it was so much better than the cymbals! oh! but the best part ( i think) was when i got on icq that night...i talked with Adam, i asked him if he was going to formal (and he is) but his reply sorta didn't allow me to ask if he could come with me. (don't u just hate it when the reply is totally not what u were anticipating?) but instead he was like "yea, cuz it's the last time to see ppl like u, not that it's good or anything" and so i was like *gasp!* that was mean! u deserve a slap! and then, he was like, *recieves slap* and starts to cry. LOL and then we were talking about how i can't be mean to him cuz i'm only mean to ppl i hate (which is TRUE!! i think some ppl...*ahem* karen..yvonne...knows what i'm talking about...) and he's like--
hmmmmm...i don't know if i should post this part...hahahah i didn't even tell yvonne last night i was chatting with. her...lol well...if u want to know the rest of the story, you'll just have to ask me personally!
*grins*

anyways, i'm chatting with the Netherland dude right now. we're confusing each other. hahah it's not very funny, but then again, it is. lol his Prime Minister (YES, not president!) has this funny picture where he compares himself with Harry Potter!



omg, isn't this the best picture? it's hilarious!! =)
anyways...i'm watching Tuck Everlasting later on tonight...can't wait!! i'm waiting for Yvonne to go online now, cuz i promised her last night i would tell her about the Adam story today...(the ending) but she's not on...oh well...i'm having a great time talking to the netherland dude. he's hot, baby!! lol!!

anyways...time to sign off. nothing else to say...

i'm thinking of changing the url address for my blog. do u think i should? since i changed my icq name, i feel i should change this name too. u know, how before my icq name was gardenfairy? and this blog's url is gardenfairy. now i changed my icq name to simply faerie, and i think i should change this to faerie also. but then, everyone knows it's gardenfairy, and that would probably mess them up, and get them confused and then no one would come read my blog anymore. *sigh* decisions, decisions....
i'll make up my mind by....tomorrow. and i'll let everyone know if i will or not. good night!!

today at lunch was so much fun! well, not MUCH, but much better than other days.
so we're sitting at the round table as usual, and Yvonne's with us and i was talking with Pat about the music ticket. (he insisted that i take the one dollar he owed me, and i insisted that i treat him a dollar. lol so complicated) and then Yvonne goes over to Timmy cuz she wanted to learn how to play Magic (see?! this is what boys make us do...Magic...pfft!!). so she's playing (or, learning) and i'm sitting there, and then Pat has to leave cuz he has an appointment with his English teacher, so i take his place next to Ryan. and then he leaves for this other table, and i take his seat beside Jonathan, and then Ryan comes back and complains. and sits down in Pat's seat. and after a couple of minutes of fooling around (slapping each other...well, mostly me slapping him. lol) Althea comes over with cameras, to take pics of us for the yearbook. and the idea was to have the guys act like girls and the girls act like boys. but since Yvonne and i were the only girls, it wasn't fair. and Yvonne didn't even take part. she was so busy playing Magic with Timmy. but then Sarah came so there were two girls! (i dunno if Rebeca was in the pic) so i wore Jackie's sweater (which was really hot and ewwie!) and Omid (good lord, these are the funniest parts!) wore Yvonne's throw on shirt (it's the ones with the zipper and the hood) and (LOL) Sarah and i tied a knot on Shawn shirt, which looked really gay, and yea it showed off his belly. LOL! it was hilarious! and i think he was really embarrased too. Omid and i sat on chairs and the rest stood behind us. we tried to get Omid to cross his legs, but it didn't work, so he just sat in a girly way with his hand up, and Jon had the pose the way girls would do when they say "oh! please!" with his hand out, and Shawn has his tied up shirt and one hand on his hip. it was sooooo funny!! LOL omg, that pic BETTER be in the yearbook!! and then after the pic, Shawn made this reeeeaaalllly funny girly pose! it was sooo hilarious! omg i wish i had my camera with me. heheh monday...i'll bring it. =)

oh! we're taking the group grad pic on monday after school! ahhhhhh!! i can't believe it's our turn now! for 3 years i've seen them do it, but i never thought it'd be my turn so soon. *sigh*

anyways, i'm drinking frappuccino right now. the ones from starbuck's. they don't taste really good. i don't really like it. but meh...i'll finish it anyways.

so at lunch, i overheard the guys talking about formal, and i heard Omid's taking someone! awww! that's so cuuuute! hehehehehe!! i asked Yvonne if i'd told her my Netherland dude story, and she said yea.

*phone*

oops...i forgot what i was gonna say.....errrrrmm...oh ya! but before i said that, she was like "Adam?" and i'm like "what? oh...no...the Netherland dude." and she's like "oh..okay."
but yeaaa...i told her i'm gonna wait til he get's online. and Yvonne told me to ask him in person, and i'm like, NOOO! heheheh
i know what was a crappy story. but what the heck!

ok! another story: i was in last period (everyone was) in music, and the fire alarm went off. but at that time, we were playing a scale, and didn't hear it. and then at the end of the scale we stopped playing, and we heard a buzzing sound. lol mr. Pinhorn thought one of the cellos (Reid, in particular, cuz he's the "troublemaker") were still playing...and then we were like "huh? what's that sound?" and then it dawned on us...it was the fire alarm! lol katarina thought it was someone engraving something. cuz u know...they make that noise...yeahh...so then we opened the door, and it was loud! heheh but we seriously couldn't hear it in our class! i don't think the speakers were working...or something...anyway! so we all had to go out. and it was freezing!! i felt like such a loner cuz none of my friends were there, and katarina ditched me cuz rachel's sister came and then they walked away. but then James (the bass dude) and Stron (the reeeeaaaalllllly hot Woburn co-op student) were talking behind me, so i just started listening to them and James was talking about how his dad coached hockey...or something like that. i dunno...and then James said something like "it was a great game!" to me and Stron, and then Stron turned to me and said "yeah! it was a GREAT game!" and i replied "uhh...okay, i don't even LIKE hockey!" and Stron's like "yeah, i don't watch it either." and then James was like "yeah, neither do i. but my father coaches them!" or..somthing about his father and hockey. i don't think coaching was right. but anyways! the point was, Stron actually talked to me! yayyyy!! he's hot, baby! lol but then the bell rang so we went back in, and i didn't see him anymore. boooo...
my brother doesn't like Stron. he knows him, cuz they're in the same school, and they're both in the music deptartment. he's like "why are u always talking about Stron? who cares! i don't like him! stop talking about him!!" hahahaha whatever.

okay, here's another story: (man, i'm just full of stories today! i had a good day, what can i say?) so it's right after lunch, before music, i'm in the music office, try to give mr.lum the cheque for Pat's concert ticket, and mr.lum says something like "look, mandy's got all the ppl coming!" and i'm like "it's only one person!" and after 10 second's (while he's stapling) i'm like "yea, it's gonna be for Patrick" (cuz mr. Lum knows him. he used to be in band too) Lum: "Who?" Me:" Patrick...the flute dude?" Lum: "oh...oh yeah! ooohh...is he your friend...?" me: "yeeeaaa...but not my boyfriend!" and Lum says something about me being sweet and why don't i have any boyfriends. lol but that's not the funny part yet (that part wasn't even funny...what the heck) so then Katarina's in there too, and she's looking around Mr. Lum's desk, and she find Ms.Walshes old queen keychain! and she's like "omg! isn't this Ms.Walsh's?!" and mr.lum's like "yea...we're planning to cut it up in teeny little pieces and send it back to her" *gasp!* poor queen! it's the cutest little thing! lol ms. walsh opens her mailbox and there like, an arm hanging out of the envelope. lol! and then katarina found the snappy penguin toy mr.lum bought in montreal last year (this year, last school year. in april) so me and katarina started playing with it. and then mr. lum makes this angry look and takes the penguin away from me, and starts making the penguin sing. and then mr.pinhorn comes in the office, and mr. lum's like "oh! oh! remember on the bus...?" and he started making the penguin sing Dirait-On and when it's the part where there the long "ton" note, he made the penguin open it's mouth really wide. it's was sooooo funny! (it was one of those things there u had to be there to actually think it's really funny) anyways, after that, he kicked us out of the office cuz he had a class. and we had to go to class anyways.

and that's the end of that story.
i don't have anymore good stories...mikey tried to be pretty this morning. u know, how he swishes his hair? lol yeah...anyways...i think this post is waaaay too long, so i'll just stop here. i wanna go see The Ring with Yvonne!! stupid orchestra....grrr...

so afterschool today, i was at my locker and i was kneeling down to unload my binders and stuff, and yvonne was beside me at her locker, and then all of a sudden, i sense this shadow over me, and it's darker, so i turn around, and there was mikey! behehehe!! (he was blocking the light, that's why it was darker) he never comes to my locker, but there he was! lol! anyways, yea, we talked a little, and yvonne started touching his abs and his muscles. lol u know...cuz of the sexy body thing. so the two of us were like "ooohh...muscles..." and mikey was like yea, ok, but no looking! so i tried lifting his shirt up, but no avail. oh well...
and that's my story.

just came back from the Quebec universities fair. quite informative, i must say. they had it all in one whole presentation, like the ones we have at school, only each representative talks each time. after that, we get to ask general questions. nad after all that we split into groups, and ask them specific questions about thier university. that was when we were allowed to actually get off our seats and go talk to them. there were only 3 universities. (and on the pink sheet, it said universities AND colleges. damn bitches...) McGill, Concordia, and Bishop. quite interesting...oh yea, and Pat didn't come with me. he was like "i have too much work to do!" but i saw althea! and siya and connie, and some OAC dude.

i'm bored....i think i should study for my arch.design test tomorrow..stupid studying...stupid terminolgy....*mumbling*

omg! i was in spare today at the library, and kamla and i were talking, and yea, she told me she got her pictures back, and she was like "jordan told me where it was. first, Mandy had it, then jordan, then kate"
so...yea, i was found out it's okay. she really didn't expect me to have it though. lol oh well...

aaaanyways, i need to finish this post up so ppl read it! so, ta-ta!

**P.S. WHOEVER WANTS TO BUY ORANGES OR GRAPEFRUIT PLEEEEEEEASE TELL ME CUZ I NEED MONEY FOR THE CHICAGO TRIP IN APRIL!!!!***