y'ellooo
so today was pretty boring... i sat around the house all day in my pj's watching tv and ... stuff. fixed up my blog a bit (as u can see) but it's not finished, cuz there's this one part i don't really know how to change. i also decided to put together a little box of stuff for matty, because i don't feel i need them anymore. anyways... when my mum came home from work, i got a call from elena about moving in the house (in waterloo) and we arranged a way for me to get keys and stuff. and i also called her back about paint colour restrictions (NONE! yiayyy! i can paint my room any colour! yiay! red and black chalkboard, here i come!) anyywhoo... so then i decided to take the car out for a little ride, get out of the house. i was planning on going to mike's place to say hello, and give the box to matty, then go to Lansing for paint, CanTire for paint and STC, to ask about my job. so i got to mike's place, and it was all very nice because we were just chit chatting about lots of stuff and he's going to help me with some.... umm.... other stuff. yes... umm... anyways, i stayed there a bit longer than intended, so when i left, it was 10 minutes to 8. i checked my phone for messages, and to my surprise, i had 3! i ignored my mum's, some private number, and called back the one with a number but no name. apparently, it was Ebony (sp?), the manager woman from Cultures at STC. so then she told me i could go to stc now and just close the store, there's another guy there, and he's by himself. so i make my way to stc, introduce myself (he said he was actually expecting me at 6.... oopsie!!) and started working. oh, and that other guy was mark. he's a cool guy. heh heh. the work was pretty good. like, there wasn't a lot of customers because it was really close to 9pm... i sweeped, mopped, wiped... everything. it was fun. a good workout! seriously... anywhoo... i got off 10 minutes before 10pm. it was awesome. :) so... yes... i'm employed again! wicked... hehehe! oh, and the manager woman likes speaking chinese to me. haha i came home, and my mom told me when she called my house, she was talking to my mum, like, asking her if she's from hong kong, and my mum said yes, and she's like, me too! hahaha oh man... hilarious...

anywhoo.... so now i'm free and i'm also looking forward to lose my innocence some more. it's horrible... but i keep getting told off about it and crap. and i guess... well... i've given it a lot of thought... guess i shouldn't judge a book by its cover... sort of thing. but we'll see what happens... if i die, then... oh well!

anyways... nothing else to post...
matty- if u want to talk about anything, call my cell anytime. bye!

what a day... whooo...
ok work was actually pretty busy, a good thing. i never got the chance to talk to my boss til after work. and yes, he got mad. we argued for a whole fuckin half hour. at one point, he actually said he wouldn't let me quit. LOL oh man.. i actually laughed in his face. so much shit went on... said he woud only pay me for one day, said i didn't learn anything because i only stayed an hour and a half on monday (training day), and when i said i did learn something he replied "you learned something in one hour? nooo." and i said "how do you know whether or not i learned anything?" and he said "one hour? you didn't learn anything!" and i said "i remember what you told me." and he said "you remembered? nooo"

hahaha! so jokes... such a waste of my time. and he repeated of lot of stuff he siad cuz a) he was stupid and b)he likes going around in circles, and still not make any sense. and I had to repeat myself several times because a) he's stupid, and b) he don't know english, and kept on asking "what? huh?" (oh and for the record, he calls everyone "she".. even for guys, even if it's the wrong prefix ... ie "give this to she" while pointing to a man) aaaaaanywhoo... it was crapity doo. and at first he wanted to pay me for only one day, even though i worked 3. and yes, i yelled at ihm. hahaha then he gave me an application form to fill out so he can pay me. god... what a bitch. i called my mom, and my mom said just fill it out, and if he doesn't pay you, we'll sue him. hahaha!! wicked. anyways, then my mom came and picked me up. hahaha she's like "i can tell you're mad.. you shouldn't take the bus by yourself when you're mad." hahaha! yiay!
anywhoo... so yea, when my mom got there, he acted all nice and shit. fucker. anywhoo... i think he's going to pay me for three days now, so... GOOD.

aaaaaaaaanyways... i get to do an interview with some buffet place tomorrow. yiayyy...

alright... anywhoo, i'm outtie. i'll post more when i have something interesting to post about.

halllooo! oh man.. i'm sooo giddy right now! why, you ask? I GET TO LEAVE YORKDALE!!! oh man.. i'm sooo happie. ok, well, today after work, carmen and i went to stc to apply to more places to work. (carmen, btw, waited for me for the (entire day! i owe her sooo much!) anywhoo! so yes... we went to stc (got free ice cream cones) and i went to the Cultures there and told one dude there that i wanna get transfered. and he gave my resume to the manager, and she called me! like.. 15 minutes ago! soooo cool!! and she spoke Chinese too. my mum picked up, and gave me the phone, and i was thinking "who'd call for me and speak chinese??" but anyways! yea, she said i could work there, so i guess i'm gonna start on friday. whoo hoo! but if i do work there, i might stay for the rest of summer. i really wanted jack astor's, buuuut this woman was nice enough to call me and she sounded so nice, nad i don't wanna move around so much. bahhh!! i actually get choices now! yiay... oh well, we'll see what happens.

i'm thirsty. no more typing for me.

work sucks. too much standing and not enough doing. gotta look for more stuff to do, miannn. carmen's coming with me tomorrow. i was like, "what the heck are u gonna do for friggin 3 hours?!" and she's like "um.. i'll have lunch." hahaha what a cutie.
i want to buy some new rags for my boss. the ones they have are so fuckin narsty. and stuff there is so expensive, i actually felt bad for the customers. well... yorkdale, what do u expect. ah well.

aaanywhoo... oh yea.. yiay i'm prolly gonna go to the gym later. yiay! they should name it the ACI Gym, since so many aci ppl go there. lol
alright, anyways, i gotta practise.

mmm turkey... little davey got tofturkey stuck in my head.

okay! anyway, wow, what a day.. wnet dt with carm job searching again before my training and her interview. it was so fun! great day out, sunny and everything! then we went to yorkdale, and walked around a bit.. went to the It store, and i got a really cute shot glass and carm got two keychains. ok then she walked me up to Cultures and i started. it was pretty crappy. basically, the other employee (she wouldn't tell me her name.) started showing me and this other girl around and where everything was then the manager/boss dude did the same thing. it was craptacular. he actually pointed out all the fuits in cups out, like i wouldn't know what a strawberry or a peach is. pahh... and it was really hard understanding him cuz he spoke pretty softly and he has this accent. not cool. anyways, he asked if we had any questions, so we had to think of some. it was stupid, i thought, because as a good trainer, he should've told us. anyway... oh, and one other thing, he never asked for ANY documentation. at all. i brought my S.I.N card just for that. i thought he'd want us to fill in some paper work, but nope. well, overall, i thought he was a pretty disorganized manager/boss. i didn't like it at all. i think he hates me too. whateves. anyway, so now i'm looking for a new job. hahah i applied at jack astor's again. i reeeallly want it. well, if carmen actually gets a job at yorkdale, then MAYBE i'll stay. but no guaruntees.

alright anyways, that's 'bout it fer now. damn.. i'm already not looking forward to tomorrow.

i'm a loser. go me! took this from timmy on friendster.
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First best friend: De- Ying, from CDF

First real memory of something: i was in HK, eating breakfast with my family at one of those local fast food joints. i was like 2.


First car: don't have my own... yet

First date: never had an actual date becuz all my ex's were pooey

First job: at my parents' office? doesn't really count...

First screen-name: i don't remember...

First self purchased album: Celine Dion

First pets: Dust-Ball, my poor hammy hamster

First piercing: at age 8...ears (will get more in the near future)

TATTOO: none

First enemy: mmm... probably Lisa Lin..hahaha cuz she had this huge crush on the same guy as me in gr.7 (good laugh for those who remember KC)

First trip: when i immigrated to Canada at age 3 (i'm an immigrant AND a fob! beat that!)

With Friends: huh?

First play/musical/perform: probably the Cabaret in gr.6

Last cigarette: NEVER

Last big car ride: big eh.... hmm... probably yesterday

Last library book checked out: some book about Taoism

Last beverage drank: Nestea

Last food consumed: noodles in soup

Last crush: wow... long time.. probably a year-ish?

Last phone call: midnight-ish, with Carm

Last tv show: i don't remember

Last time showered: this morning

Last shoes worn: my black boots

Last song heard: iiiidon't remember

Last item bought: artsy books (Monet!)

Last soda drank: don't remember.... probably Coke

Last ice cream ate: mint chocolate. don't remember when, but it's mint... that's what i ever have nowadays

Last time wanting to die: couple days ago

Last time scolded: last night

Last shirt worn: my red one with a flower on it

Last website visited: www.wlu.ca

wow.. i've been sitting in fromt of this thing for like half an hour.. maybe i should post something. ummm... anyways... yea. i'm kinda bored of posting about how my life sucks and how much i wish i were back in waterloo, but there isn't anything else to post about. now i can't even go back to do a gig. boooooerns.

alright i'm bored, i'm gonna go play hearts.

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yay jon came over and we watched a movie. awww yay haven't seen that kid in sooo long!
apparently carmen called me at 1pm today but thaks to my wonderful brother, i got the message at midnight. fucker. anyways, yay carm got two interviews! congrats!! oh man, i reeeaallly hope she gets one of them! either one would be sooo cool! eeeee i'm so excited! eaton center, then yorkdale tomorrow, whoop dee doo! it's gonna be a good day... :)

dinner was soooo fun last night! YIAY! we stayed there 3 hours even though we had a two hour limit. whateverrr hehe! afterwards, since Ching and Yuan had to meet up thier friends to go K-ing, and Ken went...somewhere, and Doug went home, the rest of us didn't really wanna leave either. so yea, we went to Morningside and watched Kill Bill 2. hahha hilarious, since Peter and I were actually the only ones legal to go in. but the other three "kids" got in anyway. it was pretty good, much less gory. after the movie, i had to wait til Benson's dad came to pick him and Nick up, and Edward's mum to pick him up. then i drove Pete home, and then drove myself home. :) all in all, a great night. yiiiaayyy

oh yea, emilia called two days ago telling me THS's got more teacup bunnies, an albino one and a black one. but since i'm living here during the summer now, i can't get it yet. booooo. oh well, i'll just wait til the next batch. speaking of living here... job starts (kinda) tomorrow! yiayy! oh man... i'm so nervous/anxious/excited! ahhhh! it better be sunny tomorrow.. or else.

m: thanks for letting me call last night. i actually do feel a bit better. my mum and i are still rocky. whatever, i don't really care. and i guess i'm not going to hong kong after all. meh. i really don't give a fuck. i'd much rather go to brampton and do a psych exam. ha. wicked... house all to myself for a month? damn... life is good when ur by yourself.

in other news... my room is slowly but surely getting cleaner. ahhh... and dinner with China trip gang tonight-- yippee! need to email Catherine... she never called me back about the gig that i can't go to anymore. boo. i really wanted to go too. oh well... i'm sure there will be other opportunities.

post more later

what a turn of events. three days, i can't stand it already. let me go back to waterloo. please. i need to get out of this fucking messed up house. too much pent up anger now. i need to let it out.
it's all too easy. everything is too easy. i appreciate what they're doing for me, but maybe that is the problem. it's too easy. i can't take it anymore. money ruins lives, let me tell you. i'd rather live in happiness forever and be poor. at least i'll be happy. at least everything i have, everything i accomplish is for myself.

i hate being totally financially stable.

ok wow. just... WOW. what a day! omg. well anyways, before i tell y'all what happened i guess i should finish my blog from this morning.. anyways, in two sentences, basically i wnet to emilia's place after to eat, then head to waterloo... looked at a piercing/tatoo store. bussed to WLU, listened to Cheryl (who was, in fact, amazing!), hung around chatted with various music ppl (Johhny has a sexy mohawk now!) Catherine told me Kat need a violinist for a gig, so then i bumped into Kat and talked to her about it. i reeeaaalllly wanna do it. then we wnet home.


OKAY!! on to my Yorkdale trip with Carmen! wow, what an experience!! anyways, it took us like almost 2 hours to get there, and it seemed like we went into every store! well, near the end of our job search, i was pretty thirsty, so Carmen suggested we go to Cultures, cuz their smoothies were really good, so we went. i ordered first so i went to pay first, the paying thing was at the other side of the counter, and there was this poster up saying "we are now hiring" so i said to Carmen, "they're hiring!" and Carmen said "are u gonna try?" and i'm like "yea, why not?" so after i paid, i asked the man if they were hiring, and the man was like yea, do you have a resume? so i gave him my resume, and he started reading through it. after like 30 second he asked me "so have you ever worked in a place like this before?" i said no. he continues to read through my resume. then he looks up and says "...hm... so when can you start?" i said "on monday" and he's like "monday...... monday.... hmm... " (and i'm standing there looking kind of baffled, like what is he doing?) then he says "okay, can you come on monday in the afternoon?" (at this time, i was thinking to myself: what?!?!) "sure...what time?" i said. he thinks... "5pm?" i say "okay" he says "so on monday i'll teach you how to do all the stuff, then you can start on tuesday." so i say thanks, flash him a smile, and leave. carmen gave me this look and asks "did you get it?" and i'm like, "yup!" we both start laughing uncontrollablly cuz it was just so damn hilarious and easy! i was seriously not expecting to get a job right there! i wanted a challenge! an interview, at least! but still! oh man... the rest of the time, Carmen and i were just like, "wow....WOW....*laugh* WOW..." Carmen went into Le Chateau too, and came out all smiley: she almost got an interview! the girl said she's gonna call her tomorrow. so...i hope she gets the job! omg, we can go to work together! it'd be sooooo cool! oh man... what a great day!! i got a job because i was thirsty! *moral of the story: don't get a drink at lunchtime, and when you get thirsty, go to Cultures for a nice smoothie. you can also get a job, free of charge!

OMG I GOT A JOB!!!! too easy. *grin!!*

mmm
blogging..
fun day yesterday... went to aci in the morn with emilia... hung out with ppl... omg, i saw dorothy! yiay! i missed her, mian... gunny how i was blogging about her, thne i saw her the next day. pretty cool! also hung out with jen mui, ray, and payal (i think that her name... i haven't really hung out with her before). :)

brb..
post later

i can't sleep... so im blogging... haha for no apparent reason, i just went through my gr.12 yrbook. man... those were the days. i really wish i could redo gr.12 again.. so many things i would've liked to do differently. wow, i'm actually missing ppl...right now. ppl i haven't seen, honestly, since last june. yuen, dil, niru, all those ppl... even dorothy. remember when we used to fight so much, esp. in math cuz gary was in our class. all the guys--jackie, patpat, ryan... noaman. (hahah carmen mike and i were talking about noaman this evening..) who else? oh, yea... henry holland, omid.. hahaha aww tennis and how i like playing omid cuz he's my level (doesn't mean he suck... just not as advanced). oh man... i gotta call karen up and hang out with her more too. almost 10 years.... boo hoo. highschool life seems so simple now that i'm here. *sigh*

it's also funny (as in weird) that i'm so absorbed into my life now that i've forgotten so many things from before. just too caught up, i guess. well, mike reminded me that Victoria Day is just around the corner. it'll be tough seeing those chemically fixed sparks in the nights sky again. shit.... then there was formal...

ok i think that's enough.

awww yiay went to mike's.. it was fun! nique was there! yiay haven't seen her in sooo long! but then her, elliot and dannany left early. so me carmen and mike just hung out and talked... very peaceful. it's been so long since i hung out with (just) them. good times... :) talked about "the cannon" and oooother stuff. it was fun. then we got kicked out. hahha oh well.

anyways, yea, i realized, after carmen mentioned it, i spent almost the entire day with her. so great! we still have to do more job searching, BBT (yiay fobs?), and cape making! yupyup! oh man.. looking forward to it sooo much.

goin to aci and loo tomorrow. YIAY can't wait! paying $26.75 to see Cheryl... hahaha it'll be worth it.

soooo! today was interesting.. cleaned my room a loot this morning.. it's still really really messy. anywhoo! carmen called me! see if i wanted to go job searching, so i told her i was already going with tim, so she joined us. oh, and i bumped into jordan and kevin right when i got there. pretty cool. well, they left and carmen arrived so we just walked around..and around, giving resumes and stuff. we eventually found our way into walter's, where tim kinda helped me look at guitars. then we walked around some more! oh, then we went to jack astors and stayed outside for sooo long filling out applications. and there was tihs weirdo azn man walking back and forth the whole time we were there, looking really lost. it was soo funny. i think he knew we were looking at him. HAHAH! anyways! after a looong time, we finally finish, and headed over to Krispy Kreme, because i never had krispy kreme doughnuts before, so we went there, and i had my first! yiiaayyy! it was so yummy! but then i got a chocolate milk and it tasted so narsty. ugh! aaaanyways, we went back into the mall and walked around a bit more, then tim left. boo hoo. well, then carmen and i walked around and then emilia called! so she came to stc and joined us and we walked around some more, still handing out resumes, and we bumped into mark! then we ate dinner at Diana Sweets, which is this little resautran there. it was actually pretty good! and not too expensive. :) and we stayed there for soo long just talking. good times! our waitress kept looking at us. haha! meh! anywhooo... then we went home, and now carmen might go to mike's house later, and she's asking me to come with. hmmmm... hehehe. i'll probably go. we'll seeee...

i just really hope some of those places call me back cuz i need a job!!!