plans are off with Mar & Co. it's a bit annoying when people just give up trying to do something. don't know what i'll do today. still want to go skating. who to call up?

long talk last night. some stuff covered, but not enough. phone no batteries. Nique's tonight. mixed feelings. one fixed shirt, not great, but better now. wear-able.

that's all for now.

la la la...fran's not hoo-ooome! doo doo doo!
anywhoo, i'm just sitting here in my comfy new sweater which i found it a bit un-perfect, but meh. i can't return it or anything, so whatever!
anyways...i don't even know what to post, i'm so bored...mom's not home, so no car. and no one to go out with either. hmmmmmm...

ok mar suggested clubbing tomorrow...but she hasn't replied. i don't think i'm going. but if we do dinner, i'm in for sure. argh... stupid plans...

just a warning, tihs is going to be an HP post, so if you don't like it or care in any way, i assure you this is a waste of your time.









i finished OotP last night-- so good! i wanna read the 6th book now, just so i know what happens next, how many OWLs everyone got, and so forth. argh! the suspense is killing me! i think i'm going to do some DV reading this afternoon, i seriously haven't read DV in sooo long! i can't remember what happened... i'm sure i passed the part where Harry and Ginny and Malfoy comes out of this cave thingy and is saved by some flying animal... probably a hippogriff. meh. lol
Mar wrote in her blog a while ago about if fanfic were actual pages, how long they'd be, and i wonder how long the whole Draco trilogy would be. bout 200 pages perhaps? i'm only just estimating. i sorta wanna print it all out and make a book out of it so i can read it without going on the computer all the time. but i don't think that would be possible....well, it would, but it'll just take a really really long time. anyways, yeah... i wanna see PoA NOW! lol argh....june is SO far awayyyyy!
oh well. thats the end of my rant. bub bye

oh, note to self: call francine

i went to see LotR with Matt today. it was pretty good, although the ending could be shorter. we bumped into Mark and May while walking to Fairweather. it wasn't too good a day, since stuff happened last night and a certain phone call pissed me the fuck off. anywhoo, umm... after that, i went home cooked myself up some chicken nuggets and OJ, and sat down to do a good bit of reading. i'm almost done. i read probably more than 200 pages today. geezes. i STILL refuse to believe he died. nope. He is not dead. (Mar, any good fanfics of ____ alive and well?) anyways, i think i'm going to try to finish the book tonight. and i will have to spend time thinking it through again. ahhhh...
anywhoo... mike isn't very talkative, is he? (Jang) anyway, i've just ranted to him. all tihs typing and he's like "well...that's kinda mean... my gf and i broke up."

hmmmm....
i'm trying to rant, mike. grrr... oh well. the subject has now been changed to his problems. *sigh*

anyways, i think i'm done here.

highlight of the day: seeing matty at stc and browsin' fabricland.
that is all

my shopping experience yesterday:
-got to stc
-drove...or rather, wait in line, for a parking space for like, almost half an hour
-went in, dodged lots of people
-headache due to huge amounts of people and confusion of how to get out of wal-mart
-went in Le Chateau, looked around
-banged my head on a corner while looking at some shirt's price tag. i didn't see it there
-got a nice red glittery shirt at Le Chateau for $5, it was a little damaged, but it's nothing a needle and thread won't fix
- went in Fairweather, got 3 sweaters and a black glittery coller shirt, which i'm wearing right now. it's pretty!
-went home, got laughed my by my brother because of my head
-apparently i now have a dent on my forhead. it hurts!! =(

-party at my teacher's place was fun
-too many kids, al loud
-another headache!
-timothy banged a table against eugenie's head, cause she was hiding under it
-painting dead fishes and hanging them on a wall, as an art contest
-present draws! i got these studpid cars, but i traded them with some kid who got a bathing starfish. i think next time my teacher should just get unisex toys

ok post more later, gotta go to lunch!

with the exception of yesterday, i think this christmas has been satisfying. i got good presents (except for the one my cousin gave me. it's like some log shaped cup with a pig for a handle. quite fobbish) and dinner was pretty good. my brother, and andrew, a son of my mom's friend, and i watched World Idol and laughed at the German guy, the Australian guy, and a couple others. i also voted! it was fun! i voted for the Arabian girl and the Belgium guy. a couple of the contestants were quite good looking chaps, i must say! something like Westlife, if you know what i mean. heh heh heh!! (Yuen, Dil, you know what i'm talking about. rrr!) anyways, yes....but they weren't very good singers so poo to them. umm... what else? oh yea! the Polish judge was a fhacking IDIOT, and when the Polish girl finished singing, she and the Polish judge started talking in Polish, and nobody understood what the heck they were saying! the only good thing that came out of that was that the Polish judge had good things to say to the Polish girl, but the Polish girl knew he was being an ass to everyone else and said to the Polish judge "I hate you!". that was hilarious!

anyways, boxing day shopping tomorrow! YESS!!! i'm so excited! and then a party at my art teacher's house! yay little kids! i'm excited! alright...sleep time!

when will this drearyness end? i sometimes wish i were back at Waterloo. at least i'd have my own rules. it's freezing in here. and a bit too quiet.
i've gone through quite a bit of The Order of the Phoenix between last night and this morning. it's a bit boring. i hate Sirius' mother. if anyone agrees with me, put up your hand.

i went to kevin's place last night to hang out. when i got there it was only owen and i. and vee of course. then sarah came. it was FUN! sorta.. we sat there and talked and watched tv and talked to margaret on msn. something i realized last night: i am horrible and parallel parking. i had to move my car so that kevin's parents could come home. and well, it took me like 10, 15 minutes. then i saw owen peering out the window. unexpected, i tell ya.
anyways, more people arrived, but then i had to leave at 12, so yeah. that's about it for that.

mike rollerbladed over today so we could give each other our gifts. i think that was the highlight of the day. other stuff i've been doing: reading HP5, watching tv, and reading a couple pages from my psych textbook. oh, and walking around aimlessly in my house. i wanna give francine a call, see what she's doing, but it's Christmas Eve, so...maybe not. i don't think this christmas will be very festive. it doesn't even feel like christmas. i'm looking foreward to boxing day though. can't wait to see the kids.

oh...i just thought of the word that describes me today: gloomy
great, huh?

anyways...i guess i'd better go. it's getting dark.

hellloooo there! i haven't written mainly because i didn't feel like it, but now i am just so bored, i guess i'll write.
friday was so much fun! i went to aci's christmas variety show, saw sooo many people there! (i meant, like people i graduated with) like...kamla, and jackie, and rachel, jen, payal, lydia, pat, jackie (siu), ryan, adam (smits and bennett), jeff, james...ya know... anyways, the show was pretty hype esp. Matty's solo, the teacher band, and Owen's dance. fun fun!! after the show i just hung out with Mike, Matty, Jackie, Kamla and Adam, talking about dinner and stuff. it was fun. Emilia found out about dinner and was pissed off when i didn't invite her. and all i gots to say about that is....meh.
then i went home and got ready for dinner! left at about 6:15, picked everyone up (matt, marg, kamla and jackie) then headed down to Acceso. it was a pretty little restaurant...kinda quaint, if u know what i mean. anyway, Alishia came!!! YAAYYY!! i was so happy! she was supposed to go to her cousin's birthday party, but she came to our dinner instead! i was honoured. Ronell was kinda silly, he wouldn't take off his toque. Carmen had on a pretty halter dress, and Kate had on some nice black and white striped skirt. we all ordered pasta 'cept for Matty and Ronell who ordered pizza. my pasta was yuummmmm-mmyyy!! mm..shrimps!! but it also had olives in it, so that was yuck. desserts were kind of expensive so Mike and I shared a chocolate fudgecake. it was delish! with strawberries and blueberries and syrup! yum yum haop haop!! hahaha! when we paid the bill we all went to the bar place and lined up and the waiter printed out separate bills for all (14) of us. it was quite a sight! i think he was glad we left, we were pretty loud. oh well!! hahaha!! we hung out a couple minutes outside, then went home. i hung out at Matty's place for a bit, cuz i didn't want to go home (do i ever?), so yea... i went there, then i went home at midnight. i passed by a cop who stopped every car that passed by and gave out this litte safety booklet. i was kinda rushing to get home, cuz i was gonna be late for curfew, and the police officer was like "whoa, slow down there! you're scaring me!" adn i apologized, then he took off his hat, leaned on my window and said in this serious voice "did you have anything to drink tonight ma'am?" and i was like "no! no! i promise!" then he handed me this little booklet, and i stepped on the gas a bit, then he was like "whoa! i'm not done!" and i was like "sorry sorry!!" then he casually handed me this other little booklet, then was told me good night and i left. anyways, i went past curfew about 7 minutes. damn police. ah well. it was quite an interesting night. lots of fun!! dinner should now be a yearly thing! tee hee

i went to Matt's place this afternoon to hang out, watch movies. it was fuuun. i bought popcorn. we were gonna watch The Sound of Music, but Matty got so freakin bored and never settled down that i finally let him watch the Nightmare Before Christmas instead. it was alright. his dad came home soon after and we started talking about all these nice cars, then some business stuff i didn't really understand. meh. i tried. then i went home and found out that my cousin and her bf are coming for dinner (they're here already). that got me pissed off! let me tell you. i hate Kenny. seriously, i do. im not gonna post my reasons because y'all won't know what the heck i'm talking about, so...yeah. anyway, Mike Leung is coming over tomorrow so i can give him his Christmas/Get well present. i'm gonna miss him at Laurier. even though i don't often see him around campus anyways, but that's not the point!

anyways, i'm rambling now, so i'll stop. bub bye!

i actually don't think i am gonna fail tihs theory exam. i need better than a pass though. hmm...still working on it. actually...i haven't really worked on theory since 4 this afternoon. hey, at least i now have more hot chocolate mix! along with two sweaters, a brush, and a stick of lipstick (hey, gotta get ready for dinner tihs friday!). i'm listening to my mix cd (currently at LP's Papercut), and about to start seriously concentrating on reading tihs friggin article on Johnny Get Angry. i honestly work better at night. it's hard to concentrate during the day. hahaha i'm nocturnal! well....not quite, but u know what i mean. i also got all my christmas cards written, so i'll be able to distribute them tomorrow. yippee! alright, anyways, i am gonna start reading. toodle-oo!

highlight of the day: Ian came over to study theory.....singing Johnny Get Angry at the top of our lungs. HAHAHAHA
Joohhhhhhhhh-hhhhhhhhhnnnyyyy...
Joooooohhhhhnnnn-ooonnnnn-yyyyyyyyyy

holy crappp..what an interesting weekend!!
well firt of all let me post about the String party at Jerzy's: it was sooo much fun! Jeremy drove me, and about a dozen more people. Jerzy's house is really nice! not too big, but really cozy. his two kids (Gregory,11, and Gabriel,9) were sooo cute! hahah. dinner was delicious-Christine's salad was amazing! Dessert was ice cream, my cake, and a chocolate truffle. yum! people started leaving, but were was a bunch of us who stayed til the end. we all crowded in the small cozy living room, dimmed, with a real fire in the fireplace and lots of Christmas lights, drinking tea and watching a violin DVD. me got sleepy! hahaha we eventually left, all piled in Lucas' van, with Adam (cello man) driving cuz Lucas was drunk. hehe. yup! anyways, saturday comes, and around 1:45pm, i called matty. we talked, and eventually made plan for me to come to Toronto. it wet something like this at the end: "okay, wanna come?"
"really?"
"yeah"
"okay! let me pack"
"shit, i have tihs English group thing i have to go to"
"dammit!"
"i'll call and reschedule"
"okay!"
"okay, i'm calling the taxi...bye!"
"bye!"

hahah it was so weird. i can't believe i pulled the whole thing off! anyways, i was gonna go back home on sunday, but it was snowing so damn hard, i didn't want to go back with the weather so bad, so i stayed another night. muahaha we didn't really do anything, in general. spent lots of time fixing their printer. we went to Agincourt Mall to do some shopping too. fun! it was freezing that day, and walking to Agincourt Mall was not fun! but i bought mittens! YAY! lol they were warm!
anyways this morning, Matty was supposed to go to school, but we really didn't feel like getting up...soooo. yea. yay more sleep! we eventually got up at 11. lol walked to Midtown for lunch then he went to school and i went on the bus. got SO damn frustrated when i got to Union, becuz Matt said there was a sign that led straight to the bus terminal, but there WASN'T!!!! ARGHHH!!!! i walked around the friggin mall for an hour! *exasperated sigh* was close to tears! i finally decided to just take the bus to Dundas. yeayea...anyways, i FINALLY get to the bus terminal, but i guess i missed the last bus by a bit, and the next one the an hour away, so i had to wait an hour to get on the bus. so frustrated1 but yea, i'm back, finally! i got in at about 5:30. and then i called home. hahaha still safe!! i am GOOD (scandalous!)!! lol geez. i have to start studying for theory soon...exam on wednesday! AHHH!!! oh well. anyways, that's about it for this post. crazy crazy weekend!!!

my day:
-got up, cranky, mad at my mother still.
-still mad at my mother...finished packing. ate breakfast while being mad at my mother
-went in the car, mother drove.
-silence...being mad at each other.
-talked a bit, listened to Christmas music, dozed off.
-told my mother to eat at the good Vietnamese restaurant in Kitchener.
-she got mad at me, turned around halfway, cuz it was too far.
-ate at the closer Vietnamese restaurant near UW
-dropped me off at my rez
-YES! finally alone!
-gave Allison and Colleen their presents (they liked them!)
-cleaned my room
-made plans with Steve to go shopping
-went to Jeremy's office, got a lesson right away
-met Steve, went to Conestoga, shopped
-bought two presents and a card (for _____? heh heh)
-came back, ate supper at Harvey's
-went to practise rooms (this was at about 7:30pm)
-practised, talked and practised with katie, liz and amy til 10:30
-came back.
-here i am.
-tired!!

it has been one disappointing night.
more disappointing is the fact that i forgot to buy potoatos (frances). well, at least i got my grocery shopping done.