I LOVE HALLOWEEN!!! IT IS SOOOO MUCH FUN!!!

today was fun. people dressed up at school. =) but stupid brennan had to be Harry Potter! bastard...he's making poor Harry look bad! he's contaminating Harry's name! he must be hanged!!

BAHAHAH i think i've got too much Crucible in my mind right now. ummm...you know what? Raymond (Sam) is a really really good teacher. so whoever doesn't understand math, ask him! see, i tried asking jonathan this afternoon, but the problem with him is that he knows his stuff way too well, which is good, but he can't explain it. i was like "whaaat?!" anyways...people are ding-donging us right now. little kids are so cute!! i need to go out and fetch myself good goodies too...but maybe a little later, after all the little kids are done. then the fun begins! moo-haha! moo-haha!! (that's how my cousin, david, laughs. it's hilarious)

anyway, oh my lordie! guess how many people are going to Chicago so far? guess...guess....4!! that's right!! mr.lum, matthew fisher, albert (that violin dude), and moi. pretty sad...

ok enough blogging. gotta do some hw before i go out.

you know what i realized? i didn't even post about our concert on friday night. but...who cares. well here are some major points:
- the stupid bus drivers missed the damn Center, which was RIGHT THERE! but we had to drive around. frickin...frackin.. *mumbles*
- U of T was totally AWESOME. their first song was called Fanfare for the Common Man, and omg, it was amazing! their percussion, especially. Gabe was sitting beside me, and he was so in awe that it was funny!
- the Toronto Youth Wind Orchestra was also really good (duh, who wouldn't be good, when they have Colin Clark as their conductor?) and Strahan was there too! and he was really hot in his tux!! (and apparently, i've been spelling his name wrong. i only now know the spelling cuz his name's on the program)
- got really pissed off at brennan cuz....well...we all know why.
- we played our stuff...i only got mixed up once! with the cymblas. and my chimes part went really well! yay for me! but our trumpets were really bad. i'm gonna even gonna start with the trumpets...
- carmen and kate were there with elliott. it was cooooll...and pat was there too.
-and then Markham District played, and they were REALLY good! that time i was sitting with rachel and adam, and i was telling them that markham makes us look pretty bad. and adam's like "nooo!!" oh well. maybe not. maybe just our trumpets.
-and then we all went home. well, my mom drove pat home, and then we went home.
the end

SO today! well, actually, yesterday and today, Zipporah came back! yaaaaayyy!! which was kind of funny cuz on friday, Gabe and I was talking about her...anyway! so i was in english, but i had a guidance appointmen, so as i was walking to the guidance, i saw natasha and danielle taking with her, and i was just about to step inside, i was like "what the--zipporah?!" and then we had this huge hugfest and la dee da. she came with me to guidance, and then after we exchanged addresses (she friggin lost her yearbook, which i have already written my address on it) and talked a little (about her ex bf from the phillipines and other little things) she had to leave. but i saw her a couple more times during lunch. and today i saw her again. i was like "what're u going?" and well, she's leaving tonight...so...*sniff* oh well. she promised to write so...she better write! heh heh heh...anyways...the last period class (music) totally sucked today. it was so boring. omg...so was the so-called ACC meeting, which i ditched cuz there were almost no ppl. so i left. and now here i am...sitting by myself lonely little self....typing this stupid post...anyways...that's it. i'm out.

omg, last night on Fire Within, Icarus (Anton) was there!! AHHHHHHH!!!! he was like "in the show i have to fall in love with Olga, but in real life, she's 6 years older than me, so...i dunno." *grin!* he's so HOT!! hehehe complaining is good...i was complaining Anton wasn't in the show , and now he is! i should complain more about the hot twins now. heheheh i heard that they were on last week's episode though. which i missed! grr...oh well. i have it on tape, so it's okay. i haven't watched it in 2 weeks!! thank god for Shawn who's taping it for me! but the week before last week, it wasn't even on at the right time. there was a football game going on, so...oh well. i'll watch it in january, where it shows in the US. yeeeaaa...omg...last week, it was 5 minutes til the show, so i decided to go on icq, and Timmy was on, so i said to myself 'okay...i'll just say hi, and go watch it' and then i totally forgot!! i was sooooo pissed. *sigh* oh well, but Shawn taped that episode for me, so YAYY!!

i was talking with adam on icq last night. *smile* stupid...he brought up bio....stupid bio...i hate bio.
actually, that's not true. i like bio. it's fascinating, knowing how our bodies work, and animals and stuff. but...omg...all the chemistry! i didn't take chemistry for a reason!! anyways...too bad i can't take challange and change...
i tried going to guidance today, to drop it, but there was this huge delay with mr.buck, and i had to go to class, so i missed my appointment. oh well....and i have bio tomorrow. i'll go during my spare i guess.

there isn't anything esle to say, really...i wanted to go see a movie saturday night so i can go visit jordan at his work. i was gonna go up to him and say "ohh you're so cute! will you marry me? how many children do u want?" LOL yeaa, i read his blog ( i read your blog, jordan!! it's hilarious!!)

umm....went to violin in the morning (sunday)...it went okay...my teacher scares me sometimes. i'm such a perfectionist. but i can't do anything.

and i decorated my agenda cover!! finally!! it's bee-oo-tiful!! i love HP...omg!! this morning, ronell told me Richard Harris died. i didn't believe ihm, cuz, u know...ronell...lol anyways, but then more people told me, and i'm like "omg, really?!" so...yeah. i'm pretty upset. he's the perfect Dumbledore. i can't believe he died. *sniff*

anyways, i have a HUGE headache right now, and i have (well, HAD...in band) chest pains, and my hip kinda hurts too. so i'm gonna stop writing and do my homework.

should i drop bio??

advantages
- raise my overall average (which is most important)
- i wouldn't look so stupid in class
- i can concentrate more on other stuff (like math and physics) and not have to worry about bio

disadvantages
- ppl will think i'm a quitter
-i'll have two spares, on the same fuckin day, but i still don't get to have double lunch cuz of english, plus, i'll be really bored
- i won't have any gr.12 sciences
-even if i drop i still won't be able to take Challenge and Change

HELP!

oh my gawd! i forgot Tom Riddle (Lord Voldemort, before he was Lord Voldemort)! okay, he's some scrawny kid (well, not THAT scrawny) and he's about the smae age as Sean Biggerstaff, i'm guessing. he's okay. he fits his character

*sigh* i wanna know what Charlie Weasley looks like! he must be hot! ahahahah or Bill Weasley. but i really wanna know what Cedric Diggory looks like. arggg....better be hot! lol

well gang, i checked out the new HP characters. Colin Creevy is SO not what i thought he'd look like! he's supposed to be small and cute...but...no. Prof. Sprout is this short, pusgy woman who actually looks like a Prof. Sprout! if u know what i mean...Moaning Myrtle is kinda pretty...i dunno what she's gonna look like in the movie, but in other movies, she's okay. i told you about Pansy...who else...u know about Gilderoy, everyone does...i told you about Lucius...oh, Madam Pomfrey is old. i didn't picture her being old. oh well. oh, i can't believe i almost forgot! Ginny Weasley is the most adorable little kid ever!! i think i didn't mention her becuz i've actually seen her before the second movie was ever mentioned. like....a year and a half ago, i knew what she looked like. anyways...gee Daniel Radcliff looks a lot older. and it's only been a year! i can't wait til the 3rd movie comes out!!

anyways, i'm at home cuz of the literacy test (YAY) but i think i should do some homework...heh heh...cya!

well, i did horribly on my bio test. i'm sure i failed it, no questions. and omg...stupid math!!! why, oh why does our interim report card have to be based on ONE test?! *sigh* he could've at least told us before the test so i'd be extra careful! now i'll have a crappy mark. great. just great. 3 crappy marks...(physics isn't the best either) frickin...frackin...grrr...

anyways...i don't have much to say, except i get to sleep in tomorrow! YAYY!! omg i was soooo tired today...i think i'll need operation soon. yep...any month now...hahah actually, i think it's gonna be in about half a year, i dunno. we'll see when Christine calls. (my cardiologist at Sick Kids)

anyways, yea, i'm reeeallly excited about the concert on friday! yayy! i can't believe we actually finish rehersals at 4:00. that's crazy! but it's good crazy! lol hmmmm....i wonder who Adam's sitting with on the bus...? hahah just kidding. i honestly don't know who i'm gonna sit with. cuz i'm such a loner no one wants to sit with me....hmm...maybe i'll get Jonathan to sit with me. we'll see come friday.

anyways, better get back to homework *groan*

i don't know why the hell i am posting, cuz i'm supposed to be studying. it's almost 11.
well, i just wanted to say that, i'm talking to Adam right now about bio, and i told ihm my mark, and i think he's pretty surprised and he said all this stuff...and now it's like *boom* reality check. i really need to get working...i have 3 months til the exams, then report card. my whole futur is going to depend on it...

why can't i be smart like veryone ELSE?!?!

iiiii aaaammmm sooooo boooorrreeeddd...

i should be studying for my bio test tomorrow, but you see, i procrastinate waay too much. i finally finished my English hw. The Crucible is a very good book, but the beginning of Act 3 is soooo boring. there's too many characters all at once, all at the same place. it's confusing!

anyways, i had a certain someone on my mind all day. well...one and a half certain someones. hee hee hee!

i don't really know what to post. i had a really boring day. kinda bad in the morning. we went out for lunch, and then something happened at lunch, with the ordering of food, and that got me really down. oh well...i'm designing this cool cover for my agenda with HP pictures from the new movie. omg!! that reminds me...when i was at the movies last night i got the free mags, and HP was on the cover, and inside they had a little blurb about the main characters (new and old) and that was the first time i actually saw the person who was gona play Lucius Malfoy! see, i tried looking up his picture months ago, but it was too early, and not many websites had his pic, so i stopped looking, and i forgot about it, until yesterday, when i realized "who's that? OH! it's Lucius!!" heheheh i still need to know what Colin Creevy looks like! aww i hope he's gonna be a real cutie! (he's supposed to, with his camera and all) and...who else? oh yea, that bitch (sorry!) katharine something. the girl who's gonna play Pansy Parkinson. sorry, i hate her already, even tho i don't know her. there are reasons, but i don't think i'm gonna share that with everyone. i think i have already, in one of the older posts. anyways...yeah. and i can't wait to see Sean Biggerstaff again! hahaha

ok i think i REALLY should go study...

oh..i know Nique reads this (since she asked me about Adam almost right after i posted! lol) so...HI NIQUE!!

well, i just came back from the movies...bastard newspaper...tells the wrong times! i didn't get to see Tuck Everlasting cuz the last show was at 6:40, but on the paper, it said 9:40. bitches!! anyways, i watched Sweet Home Alabama instead. it was the sweetest movie ever!! *sigh* i recommend everyone to see it! (unless if ur the kind of ppl who doesn't like sweet sappy movies)

anyways...is Yvonne ever gonna go online? i'm dying to tell her now! argghh...

i miss talking to the Netherland dude...he's so sweet! cuz u know (ok, u don't but now i'm telling u) how he's going to sea in a month, and he won't be back for 10 months, so i'm like, i won't be able to talk to you! (cuz internet on ship is very expensive) and he's like "i'll email u everytime we get to a new port" ahhh...ain't that sweet? so i'm like "yayy!!" and he's like "but you have to reply, or i'll be lonely" and then i'm like "of course of course!!"
hehehehehe

oh well...time for bio studying!

yesterday was friday....okay.
well, seems like yesterday was a REALLY good day! not only cuz of Stron, and all the funny stuff that's happened at school, but, that night in orchestra went pretty well! i could play better. it was still weird cuz Tam Cheun CAN'T conduct. he sucks at conducting. but i played the bass drum, and it was so much better than the cymbals! oh! but the best part ( i think) was when i got on icq that night...i talked with Adam, i asked him if he was going to formal (and he is) but his reply sorta didn't allow me to ask if he could come with me. (don't u just hate it when the reply is totally not what u were anticipating?) but instead he was like "yea, cuz it's the last time to see ppl like u, not that it's good or anything" and so i was like *gasp!* that was mean! u deserve a slap! and then, he was like, *recieves slap* and starts to cry. LOL and then we were talking about how i can't be mean to him cuz i'm only mean to ppl i hate (which is TRUE!! i think some ppl...*ahem* karen..yvonne...knows what i'm talking about...) and he's like--
hmmmmm...i don't know if i should post this part...hahahah i didn't even tell yvonne last night i was chatting with. her...lol well...if u want to know the rest of the story, you'll just have to ask me personally!
*grins*

anyways, i'm chatting with the Netherland dude right now. we're confusing each other. hahah it's not very funny, but then again, it is. lol his Prime Minister (YES, not president!) has this funny picture where he compares himself with Harry Potter!



omg, isn't this the best picture? it's hilarious!! =)
anyways...i'm watching Tuck Everlasting later on tonight...can't wait!! i'm waiting for Yvonne to go online now, cuz i promised her last night i would tell her about the Adam story today...(the ending) but she's not on...oh well...i'm having a great time talking to the netherland dude. he's hot, baby!! lol!!

anyways...time to sign off. nothing else to say...

i'm thinking of changing the url address for my blog. do u think i should? since i changed my icq name, i feel i should change this name too. u know, how before my icq name was gardenfairy? and this blog's url is gardenfairy. now i changed my icq name to simply faerie, and i think i should change this to faerie also. but then, everyone knows it's gardenfairy, and that would probably mess them up, and get them confused and then no one would come read my blog anymore. *sigh* decisions, decisions....
i'll make up my mind by....tomorrow. and i'll let everyone know if i will or not. good night!!

today at lunch was so much fun! well, not MUCH, but much better than other days.
so we're sitting at the round table as usual, and Yvonne's with us and i was talking with Pat about the music ticket. (he insisted that i take the one dollar he owed me, and i insisted that i treat him a dollar. lol so complicated) and then Yvonne goes over to Timmy cuz she wanted to learn how to play Magic (see?! this is what boys make us do...Magic...pfft!!). so she's playing (or, learning) and i'm sitting there, and then Pat has to leave cuz he has an appointment with his English teacher, so i take his place next to Ryan. and then he leaves for this other table, and i take his seat beside Jonathan, and then Ryan comes back and complains. and sits down in Pat's seat. and after a couple of minutes of fooling around (slapping each other...well, mostly me slapping him. lol) Althea comes over with cameras, to take pics of us for the yearbook. and the idea was to have the guys act like girls and the girls act like boys. but since Yvonne and i were the only girls, it wasn't fair. and Yvonne didn't even take part. she was so busy playing Magic with Timmy. but then Sarah came so there were two girls! (i dunno if Rebeca was in the pic) so i wore Jackie's sweater (which was really hot and ewwie!) and Omid (good lord, these are the funniest parts!) wore Yvonne's throw on shirt (it's the ones with the zipper and the hood) and (LOL) Sarah and i tied a knot on Shawn shirt, which looked really gay, and yea it showed off his belly. LOL! it was hilarious! and i think he was really embarrased too. Omid and i sat on chairs and the rest stood behind us. we tried to get Omid to cross his legs, but it didn't work, so he just sat in a girly way with his hand up, and Jon had the pose the way girls would do when they say "oh! please!" with his hand out, and Shawn has his tied up shirt and one hand on his hip. it was sooooo funny!! LOL omg, that pic BETTER be in the yearbook!! and then after the pic, Shawn made this reeeeaaalllly funny girly pose! it was sooo hilarious! omg i wish i had my camera with me. heheh monday...i'll bring it. =)

oh! we're taking the group grad pic on monday after school! ahhhhhh!! i can't believe it's our turn now! for 3 years i've seen them do it, but i never thought it'd be my turn so soon. *sigh*

anyways, i'm drinking frappuccino right now. the ones from starbuck's. they don't taste really good. i don't really like it. but meh...i'll finish it anyways.

so at lunch, i overheard the guys talking about formal, and i heard Omid's taking someone! awww! that's so cuuuute! hehehehehe!! i asked Yvonne if i'd told her my Netherland dude story, and she said yea.

*phone*

oops...i forgot what i was gonna say.....errrrrmm...oh ya! but before i said that, she was like "Adam?" and i'm like "what? oh...no...the Netherland dude." and she's like "oh..okay."
but yeaaa...i told her i'm gonna wait til he get's online. and Yvonne told me to ask him in person, and i'm like, NOOO! heheheh
i know what was a crappy story. but what the heck!

ok! another story: i was in last period (everyone was) in music, and the fire alarm went off. but at that time, we were playing a scale, and didn't hear it. and then at the end of the scale we stopped playing, and we heard a buzzing sound. lol mr. Pinhorn thought one of the cellos (Reid, in particular, cuz he's the "troublemaker") were still playing...and then we were like "huh? what's that sound?" and then it dawned on us...it was the fire alarm! lol katarina thought it was someone engraving something. cuz u know...they make that noise...yeahh...so then we opened the door, and it was loud! heheh but we seriously couldn't hear it in our class! i don't think the speakers were working...or something...anyway! so we all had to go out. and it was freezing!! i felt like such a loner cuz none of my friends were there, and katarina ditched me cuz rachel's sister came and then they walked away. but then James (the bass dude) and Stron (the reeeeaaaalllllly hot Woburn co-op student) were talking behind me, so i just started listening to them and James was talking about how his dad coached hockey...or something like that. i dunno...and then James said something like "it was a great game!" to me and Stron, and then Stron turned to me and said "yeah! it was a GREAT game!" and i replied "uhh...okay, i don't even LIKE hockey!" and Stron's like "yeah, i don't watch it either." and then James was like "yeah, neither do i. but my father coaches them!" or..somthing about his father and hockey. i don't think coaching was right. but anyways! the point was, Stron actually talked to me! yayyyy!! he's hot, baby! lol but then the bell rang so we went back in, and i didn't see him anymore. boooo...
my brother doesn't like Stron. he knows him, cuz they're in the same school, and they're both in the music deptartment. he's like "why are u always talking about Stron? who cares! i don't like him! stop talking about him!!" hahahaha whatever.

okay, here's another story: (man, i'm just full of stories today! i had a good day, what can i say?) so it's right after lunch, before music, i'm in the music office, try to give mr.lum the cheque for Pat's concert ticket, and mr.lum says something like "look, mandy's got all the ppl coming!" and i'm like "it's only one person!" and after 10 second's (while he's stapling) i'm like "yea, it's gonna be for Patrick" (cuz mr. Lum knows him. he used to be in band too) Lum: "Who?" Me:" Patrick...the flute dude?" Lum: "oh...oh yeah! ooohh...is he your friend...?" me: "yeeeaaa...but not my boyfriend!" and Lum says something about me being sweet and why don't i have any boyfriends. lol but that's not the funny part yet (that part wasn't even funny...what the heck) so then Katarina's in there too, and she's looking around Mr. Lum's desk, and she find Ms.Walshes old queen keychain! and she's like "omg! isn't this Ms.Walsh's?!" and mr.lum's like "yea...we're planning to cut it up in teeny little pieces and send it back to her" *gasp!* poor queen! it's the cutest little thing! lol ms. walsh opens her mailbox and there like, an arm hanging out of the envelope. lol! and then katarina found the snappy penguin toy mr.lum bought in montreal last year (this year, last school year. in april) so me and katarina started playing with it. and then mr. lum makes this angry look and takes the penguin away from me, and starts making the penguin sing. and then mr.pinhorn comes in the office, and mr. lum's like "oh! oh! remember on the bus...?" and he started making the penguin sing Dirait-On and when it's the part where there the long "ton" note, he made the penguin open it's mouth really wide. it's was sooooo funny! (it was one of those things there u had to be there to actually think it's really funny) anyways, after that, he kicked us out of the office cuz he had a class. and we had to go to class anyways.

and that's the end of that story.
i don't have anymore good stories...mikey tried to be pretty this morning. u know, how he swishes his hair? lol yeah...anyways...i think this post is waaaay too long, so i'll just stop here. i wanna go see The Ring with Yvonne!! stupid orchestra....grrr...

so afterschool today, i was at my locker and i was kneeling down to unload my binders and stuff, and yvonne was beside me at her locker, and then all of a sudden, i sense this shadow over me, and it's darker, so i turn around, and there was mikey! behehehe!! (he was blocking the light, that's why it was darker) he never comes to my locker, but there he was! lol! anyways, yea, we talked a little, and yvonne started touching his abs and his muscles. lol u know...cuz of the sexy body thing. so the two of us were like "ooohh...muscles..." and mikey was like yea, ok, but no looking! so i tried lifting his shirt up, but no avail. oh well...
and that's my story.

just came back from the Quebec universities fair. quite informative, i must say. they had it all in one whole presentation, like the ones we have at school, only each representative talks each time. after that, we get to ask general questions. nad after all that we split into groups, and ask them specific questions about thier university. that was when we were allowed to actually get off our seats and go talk to them. there were only 3 universities. (and on the pink sheet, it said universities AND colleges. damn bitches...) McGill, Concordia, and Bishop. quite interesting...oh yea, and Pat didn't come with me. he was like "i have too much work to do!" but i saw althea! and siya and connie, and some OAC dude.

i'm bored....i think i should study for my arch.design test tomorrow..stupid studying...stupid terminolgy....*mumbling*

omg! i was in spare today at the library, and kamla and i were talking, and yea, she told me she got her pictures back, and she was like "jordan told me where it was. first, Mandy had it, then jordan, then kate"
so...yea, i was found out it's okay. she really didn't expect me to have it though. lol oh well...

aaaanyways, i need to finish this post up so ppl read it! so, ta-ta!

**P.S. WHOEVER WANTS TO BUY ORANGES OR GRAPEFRUIT PLEEEEEEEASE TELL ME CUZ I NEED MONEY FOR THE CHICAGO TRIP IN APRIL!!!!***