changed the font again. hopefully, this one will really turn out okay. *cross fingers*
well, lotsa hw, so post later!

why the hell are all my fonts messed up?! yes, i know there are blocks it's supposed to be a question mark and an exclamation mark
fuck i have to change it again

- got coat today (finally, after searching high and low)
- devin didn't wanna come to the semi formal cuz he "don't dance" and cuz he's too much of a "little white boy" (pshhh!! but that's what he said, so.... what can i do?)
- i hate chemistry!!!

i decided to change the font cuz the other one was pretty difficult to read. so....yeah. hope this one's better.

i'm back. orchestra was sooo boring. i played horribly. i suck. and i've been thinking about my other orchestra. well, mostly this one person from the other orchestra. and the semi formal. heh heh. well, like, i know it's super fun to go with friends, but it'll be super super fun to have a date and go with friends. don't you think? at first (like, two and a half weeks ago) i wanted to ask...a certain person to go with me, but then...i thought. nah, i doubt he'll agree. besides, margaret, or someone, i don't remember, said he liked someone else. so, forget it. and i don't know if he's going or not. and then i thought, what if i ask devin? like, i don't have a crush on him or ne thing (neverrrr willll), but he's really nice, and he's friendly, and i felt bad last night cuz he wanted a hug, since i was leaving, and i didn't give it to him. (yes, i feel really guilty) so...yeah. so i msged him on icq, and he hasn't answered me yet. (he's on N/A right now)

anyways. margaret gave me tihs note in Elvish this afternoon. and i still haven't read it. arggg...i really don't feel like deciphering anything right now. but i wanna know what it says!! grr...

ok now my brother demandes to use this comp, so i guess i'll post later.

oh yeah. the new song ms.walsh gave us, The Lord of the DAnce, it's really good! i took it home and practised like crazy! lol i know practically the whole song now! *beams* yay me!

i can't believe i really quitted TMYO. *sigh* oh well. it was a smart choice, and i don't regret it. yesterday, gabriel told this aszhole (in my section) that i was to move back a stand (i sit in the first stand. he sits behind me) and he was to sit where i sit. i KNOW gabriel told him to tell me. cuz when he was conducting, he didn't question why i was there. but the stupidest stupidest thing was that he told someone ELSE to tell me to move back, cuz he didn't have the guts to tell me himself! AND everyone in my section including gabriel himself knows that i can play oh so much better than that smelly idiot!! when he told me that gabirel told him to tell me to move back, i was gonna ask gabriel if he really said that. but i thought, meh, i don't care. it's gonna be my last time here anyways. so whatever. anyways, so we got new music, and i was the only one who could actually play it. not very well, mind you, but it was still better than nothing. and gabriel yelled at me. that fuckin bastard. i hate him so much. anyways, yeah... now i miss the ppl there. *sniff* except that smelly bastard. he's the only good reason i left. arg! can't stand that asshole! ugh! and eugene gave me his music. heheh! i haven't played it yet, cuz i gotta get it photocopied. and...yeah. i might actually be able to see him, even if i did quit this orchestra. cuz then my mom told me that his mom was upset that we'd be leaving, so we might invite them over someday, when bernard and evita comes over. yayy!! eugene's the best! so cute! (baby cute, not...you know...) *smile*
anyways, i didn't tell ne one i was gonna quit except for devin. and then mom told me to tell eugene. and then me and devin were talking and anton heard us. so he knows. no one else. (except for those secretary ppl and stuff) which is a good thing i guess. i didn't even tell gabriel. oh well. whatever.

school: skipped chem today. didn't even have time to do hw.so...whatever. me and jordan walked around and talked about....various things. heh heh. that was fun! and then i went to their vocal class for 40 minutes, which was also fun. and then i left cuz i was hungry. well, that's all, really. so i'll post later.

feels like i haven't been on in ages!
i learned Elvish yesterday (yes, i WILL call it Elvish, so don't try to correct me) and it was so much fun! at first margaret wanted me to write her something, so i did. it took me a freakin half hour just to do two lines!! crazy, ain't it? but now, i'm getting much better at it. i don't know the entire alphabet yet, but i'm getting most of it. :)
we got a new piece (well, two, but the other one doesn't count as much as the other one. And the one i got, that was important was from Lord of the Dance. it's pretty fast, but it sounds really nice. something similar to finddling. and then ms.walsh step-danced in class for us, cuz we were all pestering her. and then she got kinda embarrassed and said we'd laugh at her, and then we insisted that we wouldn't, so she danced. it was really good too! :)
aaannnyways, i'm actually looking foreward to English classes now, eh? it's fun! we're doing MacBeth, and it's so fun! well, if u read it by yourself, it's boring, but my teacher has the cassettes for it, and we listen to it, and it's really cool!! especiall the three witches, they're the bestest!
mike better be having his spikes tomorrow! i'm bringing ribbon!!! lol
going to gabriel's for tha last time today, made up my mind. it's taking too much time. i've got none left for homework. too stressed. wednesday- violin lesson, thurs- symph and gabriel's, friday- that chinese orchestra. i think thursdays are my most important day too, cuz every other week, i won't be able to do hw that's gonna be due on thurs. sooo...*sigh* it's gonna be hard leaving behind all the ppl i've made friends with. esp. daniel, cuz now, i'm actually starting to talk to him more. (he's tihs REALLY hot guy from the orchestra) and eugene's ever so nice, and alex and i are becoming better friends too. ( he's this other hot guy. not as hot as daniel though) oh well...anyways, that's pretty much it. i'll try to post tomorrow, since it's friday (YAYY!!) so...ta-ta!

u know what? i feel smart right now! i can do my chem homework!!! YAYY!!! yes, i got some help at lunch, and i actually did homework during lunch! *sigh* i feel so proud of myself! hehehe!! anyways, now, i understand! what a joy!!

welp, school was okay today. nothing really happened. chem was BORING. erm...actually, not as boring as the other classes we've had, but still boring. photo was okay. my hands smelled like chemicals after i came out of that class. it was cool. um...what else happened? it kinda feels like tuesday today. isn't that weird?
i had agincourt singers too. that totally sucked, cuz i wasn't expecting my school day to be extended on the first day, but it actually turned out okay.
and....umm...i was gonna say something....um...*thinks*...oh yeah!! i read jordan's blog, and it was so nice that he told his parents (finally) and that took a lot of guts and i really admire him for having the courage to do that. *smiles admiringly* so...jordan, if ur reading this, just lettin' ya know!
well, that's all i have to do my chem homework, which was supposedly due today, but oh well. ta-ta!

blehh...haven't blogged in a couple days...so tired. oh well
so...saturday, i went to Woodside, and they had this sale at this jewelery place, which was half price off everything, so i got a really nice ring. only 5 bucks! it's really pretty. =) and tam cheun's orchestra was okay, i guess. it's harder than gabriel's but boringer. the guy beside me kinda sucked. i sightreaded since it's my first time, and i was still better than him in the first song. in the second, though, this was not the case. it was a really fast song, and i suck at sightreading, so i sucked at playing the stupid song. and that was the only part where he was better than me! oh well. guess i'll have to practise. it makes perfect, doesn't it? oh, yeah, i saw yutat, andy (blech!), and adrian there. that was cool!
i watched Kate and Leopold (and Amelie, but i'll talk about that later.) last night. it was really good!! kate (my friend) said she didn't like it cuz it had her name in it. heh heh so cute! but i really liked the movie, it was really good! (not as good as LotR, but still good!) i recommend it to whoever likes time travel and love stories. so after it finished, we came out of the theatre, and my mom wanted to see Amelie, right? and it was in another theatre and it was just starting, and (lol are u ready?) we sneaked in!! hahahaha!!! i was trying SO hard not to laugh out loud! my mom was like "what?! are u serious?!" and me and my dad were just pulling her inside. LOL it was a pretty good movie too. well....not as good as Kate and Leopold, but still. you should all go see it. it's made in France, and it's in French, with English captions. some parts were kinda confusing (and, might i add, dirty) but overall, it was good! =) and then that finished, and we came out, and it was snowing! it was sooo beautiful i felt like dancing! heh heh! i suck at dancing, but anyways....yeah. so back to Kate and Leopold. i really like Hugh Jackman now, since i've seen two of his movies (this one and x-men) and he's really good! heh heh...he's charming in this movie. ;) and the story line is sooo good! especially at the end when he- oops! i shouldn't let anything out, in case any of you wanna see it. (and yes, i know i copied some of this blof from the crazies one, but i was just gonna talk about the same thing, so no point typing it all up again.)

*** (this means after a long time has passed, which probably mean i left my computer)

anyways. school tomorrow. ugghhh...stupid school. i'm not looking foreward to it at all. not even seeing my friends again. is that bad? i'm not into it at the moment.
I HATE MY BROTHER!!!! arggg!! i wanna run away!!!! bastard!!!

ok, i'm fine now.

everything is a-ok now. i feel much better. we just came back from lunch.
jordan (from summer school) just called me. frank, he pisses me off so much! bastard. well, he called just to see if i was free tomorrow. and knowing what he was up to, i said no. heh heh i'm so mean, but, whatever. i dun care. i hate it when ppl critisizes my friends and my plans for the future (that was what he did). he's always talking about respect, but the one who actually needs to learn more respect is him. so...yeah.
oh well.
i'm going to that chinese orchestra tomorrow, even though i don't really want to. but...the repertoire there is better than the ones at Gabriel's, though now, i've made some really good friends at gabriel's. oh well, can't have everything, right?
well, i've gotta go practise violin now, so post more later.

well, i've deleted my last post (for those who never got to read it, too bad) cuz i felt really bad writing it.

well, i guess i'm feeling better now, even though my life still sucks at this point. i won't write what the problem is on here, cuz it's pretty personal, but...oh well.

anyways, the bright spot for today is that i'll go driving again! yay!
ok, now im done. bye

im supposed to be doing my bio homework now. what kinda holiday is it when teachers assign homework?! i say we should all strike again.
no, im joking.
but i do hate homework. with a passion. :)
it's been a long day, with violin lessons and everything. i read some fanfics which maryam sent (my yahoo clubs)

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Who says 16 is the sweetest year in a teen's years?
i hate my life.

I DROVE I DROVE I DROVE!!!! yippee!!!! it was fun! hahaha
well, last night was fun! i though evita was gonna be horribly mean and stuff, but thank frank, she was okay. except she was trying to freeze me with her hands, and alomst punched me in the face. that was not good. bernard was fun! except he kept threatening me that he'll throw me outta my own house. but at the end i threw him out! hahah sucker!! and we all played Kirby's Avalanche and that was really fun! at first, Bernard, Evita and Henry sucked cuz they didn't know how to build combos, but near the end they were pretty good. and i showed them my Blink-182 poster (they all hate them. what's wrong with the world these days?!) and...yeah. anyways, gotta go practise violin now, ta-ta!