i only posted 4 days ago?
wow, felt like a long time. finally it's thursday, and i only went to one of my classes today. stupid psych.

lately, i've taken to good ol' journal pen-to-paper writing. it's good times.

katrina has brought me back to "real life"... back to my old depressed thoughts time. my happy utopian thoughts left for a bit. it really sucks. i was so happy before this week. like... unnaturally happy. i need a boost of motivation. damn katrina, that bitch. i despise her much.

anyway... i'm working in the MOFO in 25 minutes, so im gonna go grab some food now. ta-ta.

this weekend was pretty fun. olivier cmae down. went to kbbq and the bluffs on friday night with him, nico and mikey. it was so dark though.... i wanna go again during the day sometime.
wnet shopping dt with nico olivier and fanny yesterday, good times. ....
kinda...
haha...
ditched them at 4:30, met up with airick, and got my belly button re-pierced! finally! went to this place called lower east side's. it was pretty good. the piercer was very thorough. he talked so much, and so fast. i couldn't even ask my questions! bah. and he tricked me! it was kinda funny though. it was over so frickin fast. and no bleeding! yo... last time i got it done, it bled so much. so yea... this guy is totally legit. and tihs time i got pierced with a ring instead of barbell. at first i was like....ring, huh...?? but now i like it more than the barbell. it's different. and quaint! tee hee
it still is sore now (it's only been a day anyhow).
last night... went by karen's place to give her her present. i think she liked it! it was awesome catching up with her. missed her so much. i wish we could hang out more. :)

anyway.... goin back to loo in a couple hours. bah. stupid school.

btw... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!!!!

ok i'm done!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANY!!!
last night was fun. party at beth's... sex cranium... birthday wedding cake... it was fun hanging out with music people again. well... not as great as STRING parties...lol! kidding...
josh came by too! it was great seeing him again (met him at the spur last week) starlight was good times! better than last time i went with internationals. two of his friends came by, and they were super nice too. they're musicians, and i think one of them is hooking me up with thier band. exciting!!! i looooove modal music. but then they left after a bit, and josh went with them. so then i left soon after... bumped into nelson (again!) right outside starlight and went by his place to chill for a bit. things got awkward, and i got him to drive me home. yeahhh..... not cool.

anyway...all in all, it was a fun night.

now i just have to find a way to pull 7 pages of essay outta my ass.

no internet at home... sucks.
school has been going. starting to get motivation again. yiay, i suppose.
going to see skinnyphat tonight at the duke, can't wait! but i hope i don't see heidi there, bah!
yiay for life lists
where should i go on vacation this christmas?
where should i live and what should i do in january?
decisions decisions!
anyway.... that's about it.

heheh thanks BilyBilly :)

the past two days have actually been better.. went to the Duke last night with Klaus to listen to Chalkline. I miss JohnnyB. he got my number so we could hang out :) then we went over to the Rude (even tho i'm banned, but whatever!) and hung out with Shaughn and the closing bartender girl. it was good talking to him, and not txting. lol i asked him what happened last time with him and Nate, and he told me he was just messing around on Nate's phone. and the message i got when he told me to stop calling him (that one got me PISSSED OFF) was actually his wife! :O!! i knowww.... apparently, she stole his phone while he was sleeping and i guess she saw the messages and txted me. *tug at collar*
haha now Shaughn knows to delete the messages...haha.. oh well.

then he drove me and Klaus home. it was a fun night, it's been a while since i went out and actually had fun.

i'm supposed to be studying right now, but.... meh... i'm in the CAI lab.... just listening to music. and waiting for Fanny (my roommate) to finish work so we can walk home together.

anyway...nothing much else to post. ta-ta

What I did Yesterday:
-woke up, and showered
-met up with horn girls
-went to Cynthia's funeral
-cried
-back home, watched a movie on the couch
-thought about life and friends
-cried some more
-thought some more
-Rude Native to pick up my cheque
-went to wilf's with Johanna and a bunch of internationals
-listened to Craiggers
-went home, cried, eventually fell asleep

What I did Today:
-woke up, and showered
-went to my one class
-home, and got ready to take grad pics
-went to take grad pics
-MSNed in the concourse
-home, read the newspaper, and cried
-thought about life and friends
-cried
-moped around
-cried some more
-painted
-thought about life, friends, family, people from my past
-and now i'm back in the concourse.

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i fuckin did nothing productive the last two days. and i keep forgetting appointments and things i need to do. god fucking dammit. i have 5 weeks of school left, i can't believe i'm slacking so much. i should be working, but i seriously can't concentrate, or do anything.

oh, by the way.... i got banned from the fucking Rude Native. what. the. fuck.

2 yrs today that Aaron passed away. still thinking of him.

who the hell still reads this thing anyway?
well... whoever you are..... much love.
anyway.... i don't have anything else to say.