went to Sick Kids today. geezes, so busy! well, the good thing was that i didn't have to get a holter! whew! i hate those, but then i had to do this excercise test, and it was terrible! but the guy who tested me (with the equipment and stuff) was hot! heh heh...anyways, that's not the point. =) so...yea, i couldn't believe it, i stayed there for like 7 hours all together! fucking hell that's long! i was like, so tired!
oh anyways...enough posting...gotta send audrey an email asking to how to get to her house! ack!

oh my gawd i think im going to die of boredom.
mom totally ruined all my plans today. fucking hell!! argg!! i was like, all really to leave and stuff, and one call to my mother to tell her im leaving and she's like "no, you have to work! practise! all your friends are working! blah blah blah!" oh dear god...i swear, if i die tomorrow, she's gonna regret not letting me go out. i mean, really regret...

Yuen, Karen, all u frenchy ppl, come backkk!!!! grr...no use posting it here. gotta go to the club. i guess instead of enjoying the beautiful weather, my own mother wants in shut in the house, sitting in front of the computer all day. well, good riddance!

i am like so bored right now, so i'm blogging again.
omg i saw Kaji at Canadian Tire. hahaha that was so unexpected
umm...i'm trying to post a picture of Cassia on the blog....urrgg...

ok well, it's not working...oh well.

came back from colling wood last night.
how'd it go?
not very well. nope. not for me. as a matter of fact, it was quite boring. enough questions.

anyways, something better to look foreward to is the trip to Maryland on friday. hopefully, that'll be better.

omg! i forgot to add that, when i was riding the RT back, i saw an albino woman! omg, it was so cool! cuz we learned about albinism in bio class....anyways, yeah! it was cool! she had like, red eyes!

so..about my trip downtown, i stayed at the condo, cuz that's the only place i could stay (obviously) so yesterday (thursday) jordan and kate came over to see the condo. well, before that, i woke kate up with my phone call, and then since i thought she'd go back to sleep, i wnet walking outside, and when i came back, jordan called me (for the 3rd time, he said) and i went to the subway station to pick them up. omg, there were soooo many groups of pilgrims outside! and they were all going the opposite way i was going (to exhibition place) so i passed by tons of people. and omg, tons of hot guys! i swear, it's like, a hot guy haven! *swoon!* and when i got to the station, i couldn't find harvey's, which was the place we were gonna meet! so i was like walking around stupidly for 20 minutes trying to look for the place! and wile i was walking around, i was also checking out all the hot guys, and believe me, there were many! besides them, there were hundreds of other people, carrying flags and, geez, they all have the same backpack! anyway, so i finally asked someone for directions, and i'm going up these staires to the main level, and right at the top of the staires, there's this group of pilgrims. and i was at the top and one of the guys there, who was indeed incredibally good looking, stopped me, and he's like "hey, where're you from?" so i'm like "from here." and he's like "here? oh! i'm from Italy!" so i was really friendly and and i told him to enjoy his stay here, and he grinned at me and we shook hands. =) that was the happiest moment of my day! *sigh* i should've kept talking to ihm. oh well...anyways, so i found harney's and after a while, kate nad jordan arrive and we had a huge hugfest, and then off we went back to the condo. we basically hung out for a while til mom called, and she told me to call bernard, cuz we wants to come. and i was surprised cuz i thought he was gonna go to WYD with his friends, so i call bernard, and we talked a while, and he said he was gonna come. so all three of us made popcorn, and then left to pick bernard up at the subway station again, and to buy lunch. so then we met up with him and then we all headed back to the condo again. we all hung out a little bit, with nothing to do. we were gonna buy a pack of normal playing cards, til bernard said he had the italian cards. the ones he played with matthew and, i think, daniel, when we were still at gabriel's place. so he taught us how to play Brisk, and believe me, it was confusing! after that, kate and jordan had to go home, so now we can't play brisk cuz there's only two ppl. bernard and i talked about what we were gonna bring for saturday, and stuff, and then he called his tae kwon do place. that took a long time, cuz he couldn't figure out where it was. we checked in the yellow pages and everything! well, actually, only the yellow pages. heh heh...so yeah...after that, we found out the street it was on but we didn't know where it was! so we wnet to unionstation again go look for a ttc map, which took forever! so then we finally found it, and we sat down to look at where the place was, and to see which place was closer. he finall concluded that going back home would be closer, cuz if he went to the dt location, it'd take him a long time go get back home. so then i saw him to the subway paying place, and then i went back to the condo,took a shower, and then went to chinatown to buy dinner--at this Vietnamese place, where they sell really yummy sandwiches. after that, i walked around and got Cassia a really cute chinese fabric-ed shirt, and then left Chinatown. i walked around Queen's and stuff, and at around 9:15 i headed back to the condo, where i ate the sandwich. actually, i was cutting it in half, and the knife was really sharp, and i cut myslef pretty deep-on accident, of course. it hurt!! and it was beelding!! oh well..so then this morning i cleaned up and packed and then i went home. it rained pretty hard, and i got soaked! mehh...so yeah...at least i got a cinnabon! yummm...=)

well, this morning i went to driving class. actual driving! not in a classroom! it was fun! well, at first, i was kinda nervous, right? but my instructor was really nice and patient and stuff. so...yea. and then we (or, i) started driving, nad i had to go on the main road! ack! i was like, "main road?!" and he's like "yeah". actually, after i got over my nervousness, i started enjoying it. driving is actually quite fun! and it's pretty easy, if you're careful and stuff. anyways, i'm used to driving a CRV, so this car was like, pretty low, and i almost couldn't see out of the windshield (yes, to all of you who asked me that question, there is finally a car where i can't see out of the windshield, happy??) anyways, it's not like i couldn't see it AT ALL, cuz i could, but just not very well. i had to sit like, really straight and stuff. and then my instructor gave me a cushion. hehehe!! i got taller!! yayy!! anyways, so yea, we were driving around, and omg! my right leg got so numb, i couldn't even feel the pedal underneath! that was pretty freaky...anyways, my instructor said i was really good and stuff, so...yayyy!!
and then i was gonna meet gajan today, but we went to different locations. grrr...stupidd...they shouldn't have TWO tim horton's in the same intersection!! oh my goodness....*sigh* oh well. maybe next week, i'll meet him.

anyways, gotta start packing for downtown. i know...it's late, but i'm going now. won't be back til...friday. i need to come back and check email and everything before i head off again to collingwood!
welps, that's it for now, ta!

so this is what i'm doing today: finishing writing letters to Quebec, start my fanfic, journal, zheng. and what have i accomplished so far? na-da! nothing! hehehehe!! i actually finished writing most of my letters last night. i feel bad since i'm not gonna write to everybody. i don't know what to say! oh well...and, omg! i have finally decided what i'm gonna write for my fanfic. the idea just popped into my head last night at 12:30! lol! it's pretty funny. i can't wait to get on with it, but i'm not sure how i'm gonna start. probably when they're in England, 7th year, graduation trip? omg i'm so excited! =) and Draco is going to be one sexy babe! hahaha!!
okay, anyways, more later...i need to do some work.
latah!

i am so boreddd!!
called kate last night. well, actually, she wasn't home the two times i called her and then she called me back cuz i was talking to jordan, and he told her to call me. so...yea. i asked her to come live with me downtown. planning on going wednesday-friday. well she has to work wednesday, so if her parents let her come then i'll pick her up from work, and then we'll go. omg i'm so excited!! we're gonna have so much fun! and omg...thursday is gonna be crazy packed downtown! omg!! anyway, i don't think i'm gonna go see the pope. the whole event is gonna be too religious for me. so i'll just stay far away...and enjoy being not religious. heh heh...

anyways, the ppl from the Healing Arts Center hasn't given me a reply yet! argg! it's been like two weeks! arggg! blehhh...anyways, that's all i'm posting. later gator!

yesterday: went to art class (my painting is coming out nicely and...rather slowly, but that's okay), went to lunch with my mom and brother, went home, went to see K-19 with mom, went home, packed, went downtown with my whole family, ate supper, went to condo, went out and walked, went back to condo, spent the night in condo.

ok, first of all, the movie--K-19 is a really really great movie, and i recommend everyone (of age) to see it!! (and Liam Neeson is hot! for an old guy...not saying i like really old guys....just saying...heh heh) i swear, i haven't seen such a good movie in a long time. it's even better than Road to Perdition (and y'all know how obsessed i am with Jude Law...*drool*...or maybe it's just me) anyways! it was so touching!! *sniffle sniffle sob sob* yea i cried a couple of times...but seriously it was REALLY good. *sigh*
and then...yea my family and i spent the night downtown in our condo. first time. hahah it was kind of boring, cuz there's nothing to do up there. the condo's really new and hardly anyone is living there. i only saw one family other than us. i don't know if we even have neighbours! but then we walked around in the streets and stuff. that was okay. kinda boring too cuz u know...my parents. bleh. they wouldn't even let me get a henna tatoo. and they were the ones who talked me into it first...grr...i'll have it done someday...maybe when i live there on wednesday.
so..yea...they were so slow packing up this morning i was late for my driving insurance class. i couldn't find a seat, or space, in the too-small classroom, so i just left. stupid....made me waste a morning. i could've slept in if i knew i wasn't going today! grrrrr!!!! so mad!! anyways, my art teacher lent me a cd she liked, and i lent her my Josh Groban cd. i don't really like her cd. the guy doesn't sing that well. at least not as well as Josh. i miss my Josh Groban cd...can't wait til next saturday so i can get it back! ha!
OMG!
i just realized i'm not going next saturday!! (collingwood--eugene's cottage) ahhh shit!!! oh my gawddddddd.....

hmm....what should i post? i don't have anything particular to write about. so hot today! ohmigosh! i wish i were in our condo downtown right now! it's so nice and cool there!! ahhh....
anyways, about world youthday. i can't believe it's such a religious event! geez...there are non religious youth too! grr...well, at least different religions, not only catholic. *sigh* now i'm having second thoughts about participating. it sounds so fun, but i don't wanna go if all they're gonna talk about is God. no offense to religious ppl who are reading this.
blehh... anyways, that's it for now.

geezes....my whole day wasted. trying to scan those pics, and only two of em worked!!! argg...and my stupid website...can't even get a stupid background on! arggg!!! friggin...*exasparated sigh*

ah well...goin to yvonne's tomorrow. so hopefully that'll be better than my shitty day today.

omg! i was gonna post again last night, but i forgot. grr...i actually had something REALLY important to say!
ah well, i'll just say it now:
MY VAREKAI TICKETS ARRIVED IN THE MAIL!!!!!!!! YEAHHH!!!!! i'm like, sooooooooo excited now! heh heh heh!!! yay! go Cirque du Soleil! lol =) YAY i'm gonna see the twins again!! and Icarus!! YAYYYYY!!! =)

aaannyways, went downtown today with my mom and my brother. hung out at our condo, and then went to violin lessons. well, it's way better than staying home all day, for sure. and- omg! i got a postcard from Lili, from New Brunswick! she's so sweet. remembered to get me a postcard! awwww...

ok, back to CDS, i don't think the hot twin will call me. dammit!!! i think he's scared. hahahaha or maybe i'm a freak and he doesn't wanna waste his time. seriously. i bet he's thinking "what a weirdo! geez i don't even know her and she's telling me to call her?! freak! better stay on the safe side..." lol oh well...*sigh*

anyways, went to see Road to Perdition with Billy yesterday. it was fun. i need to see that movie again, i missed the beginning...and besides that, i didn't do anything else all day. lol was supposed to practice my zheng and do that newspaper journal. oh well, at least i got my canvas! yay! now i can paint! i'm still looking for a picture though.

aaanyways, that's all i'm posting today. need to think of what to write for my dear hermy/draco fanfic.

OMG! wait! i just thought of something!! yesterday, i was looking through sites, and i found the Katharine Nicholson site (which is the girl who will play Pansy Parkinson in HP2) and omg, she dated Tom Felton (Draco) last year. lol that's shocking! and in the FAQ part, one person asked "Is Katharine a bitch?" lol! that was funny! but honestly, she kinda looks like a bitch. lol i'm not saying that she is...and one other very stupid girl asked Sean Biggerstaff (Oliver Wood) on his website: "How do i get to sesame street?" OHMIGAWD. what kind of question is that?!?! i swear, ppl are so dumb these days...
and i checked out the Tom Felton page, and you know what? he has this picure (two, in fact) of him and Emma Watson (Hermione) at some...place, and they look very cute together! =) awww...way better than Tom and silly-girl Katharine. ugh. i don't like her already! anyways, when i write my fanfic, i'm gonna get that pic, and paste in on. hehehe! fun! (well, i guess i'll ask first before i take the pic, so...you know...)

hmmm...i haven't posted for a while. argg...don't know what to say...right now i'm listening to Josh Groban again. i just love his vioce. it's so pure. after listening to the cd for a million times, my favourite songs (even though they are ALL very good) are Alla Luce Del Sole, To Where You Are, Alejate, and Canto Alla Vita. His spanish songs are magnificent! anyways, now i'm on the look out for posters. heh heh...but i guess he still new to lots of people. oh well...

i've sorta started on my fanfic. not really. i dunno. i don't even have a title! but i guess titles can be saved til last. i'm gonna write a hermione/draco fic. maybe add ron in. =) ahhh....ron...lol! and they're probably gonna be like 18 or 20, so- carmen, when u read about Ron, you'll know that i'm thinking of Ron. lol!

anyways, i have to go somewhere now, so i'll post more latah!

i bought my Varekai tickets last night! damn, they don't have student tickets on weekends! isn't that terrible? but it's okay, it's WORTH IT. i'm going on the 24th of august, cuz the (TWO) dates we wanted to go to were SOLD OUT. but on the 24th, we're all gonna be sitting separately. oh well...we won't be able to talk to each other anyways cuz the show is too good! i will be concentrating very hard on the set of twins (both sets...heh heh...but mostly the spanish twins) and...also Icarus (his real name is Anton) so...yeah! i'm sooooo excited! when Carmen gets back i'll tell her about it, and maybe she and Will can come with us! that'll be so fun! yayy!

and i've decided to write some of my own HP fanfics. i don't know the storyline yet, cuz many are taken already, and i want to be original...so...i'll have to give it some thought. It's gonna be a romance of course, and maybe a little mystery. i'm not sure yet. but draco will definately be a main character. and of course, hermione! i mean, c'mon!! heh heh heh!! omg! yesterday, i was watching tv, and they were showing different movies, and Harry Potter was one of them!! i swear, i think i've gone crazy in those couple of minutes! they interviewed Emma Watson (Hermy) Tom Felton (Draco, who is really hot, for a little kid!) and Chris Rankin (Percy) and even thought they didn't talk much, i also saw the Phelps twins (Fred and George Weasley) and Bonnie Wright (Ginny Weasley). Eeek!!

and i noticed my Wes Bentley pics aren't working either...arggg...

anyway, i noticed that my Blink 182 pics aren't working so i've changed them to Wes Bentley pics, cuz he's hot! yeah, he's the guy who acted in American Beauty.
i'm not sure if it works though...give it two days, at least.

wow...guess who was just on Oprah?

Josh Groban.

Isn't that incredible? he is such an incredible person and singer. i fell in love with him the minute i listened to Let Me Fall. (from Cirque du Soleil) and right after i decided to check him out on the internet, and buy his CD (which is a beautiful collection of inspiring songs) he starts being popular. heh. what a coincidence eh? but yeah...anyways, i love him.

anyways, my throat hurts like hell right now, cuz i've been screaming my head off at my stupid brother. he's so fuckin annoying! argg!! so....if anyone is planning to call me today (which i don't think anyone will...) please don't, becuz i can't talk right now.

Denny (my cousin) and his friend Lionel called me last night. Denny was like "Mandy, Mandy, my friend Lionel wants to ask you about ---" (sorry i'm not posting what it was about) anyways, i was like "WHAT?!" and then he put Lionel on the phone. anyways...to sum it all up, it had not been a good phone call, and i am really mad at denny right now, although he doesn't realize it, but i am.

Carmen and veronique sent me a postcard from Switzerland! it's really pretty. and, omg, carmen called me a couple of days ago. it was so cool cuz...she's aaallll the way in switzerland. must've been really expensive, but she said her calling card still had a lot of minutes on it. It was really nice talking to her--no one ever calls me. and especially now, since everyone's in Quebec. *sigh*

Going to Eugene's cottage on the last week of july- i'm really excited about it! but if anyone calls me for a job, then, of course i'll take the job, but y'know...bernard and his mom are going too. it'll be fun! and then the week after that i'm going to Anapolis to visit Audrey and Larry and Cassia! (they're my cousin, her husband, and her baby) yay! and the week after that i'm going to see Varekai again! oh man...i still need to buy tickets! the day i originally planned to go was on the 16th of August, but two nights ago i went on the net, and it was already sold out! so...one day later...august 17th. so....yea.

can't wait til NOVEMBER 15TH.
HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS! eek! i can't believe it's been almost a year already! well...it's good that time's going to quickly. that means i get more HP in less time!
oh, and i watched American Beauty yesterday. besides all the "dirty" stuff, which really wasn't TOO bad, it was a really good movie. i enjoyed it very much, because the story line was good, and it had a lot of meaning. i like movies with a lot of meaning. and the actor who played the guy who knew all the beauty was hot! (Wes Bentley) hehheh, well, it's true! anyways, i need to watch that movie again soon. i really like it. at the end, i was like "no wonder this movie got so many awards!" heh heh...

anyways, that's really all i had to post, so ta!

can life be more unfair?
got carmen and nique's postcard from switzerland. also got a letter from World Vision and Sick Kids. First of all, i;ve been waiting for the letter from WV for more than half a year, and it's not even in the language i can read. i can't work. i can't even volunteer! what the fuck?!

my family are being SO un-understanding, and everyone thinks i'm such a "little girl".

life sucks. i wanna die.

i went to my uncle's birthday dinner on monday--was so fun! took lots of pictures with purim and matthew and also some of bryan! he's so adorable! he liked me! yayy!! last time i saw him, he was scared of me, and wouldn't let me carry him. oh well. he so cute! omg--we had to sit at the same table with this family we didn't know, right? and--omg--i found out that the dad was the brother of thomas's dad! thomas, from OCYO! so the kids (two) were Thomas's cousins! the sister actually looked like thomas too, which was kinda scary. omg--it gave me such a fright to find out that thomas's relatives are my relatives, and i could be related to him! EWW!! but luckily, i'm not related to him. we just have the same relatives. (but on different sides of the family) WHEW!!! wut a relief!

anyways, on sunday, bermard, evita and eugene (and their families) came over for a BBQ. it was pretty fun. we watched two dvd's (Harry P. and The One) and played Othello and Chess. Evita kept beating everyone! grr...i don't like her--think she's so good and everything! psshhw! anyways, Eugene came really late. we finished eating already and then he comes! geez...but he's still very cute! heh heh...evita and i kept messing up his hair cuz he looked so much like a baby! hehehe! and yeah...he grew. stupid bum's taller than me now. grrr...
oh well...

anyways, guess what?! the woman from Yogen Fruitz at Sick Kids called me for an interview!! YAY! and i went already. she said that there's a couple (i'm guessing around 7?) of ppl who have been interview also, and there's only one position. or maybe two. she doesn't know. well, i really hope i get it, but i probably won't. the interview went pretty good. not REALLY good, but pretty good. argg...my foot's sore from walking so much today. =( and i want to sleep! *sigh* okay, signing off...