you can tell when i'm bored if im posting twice in a day. oh man, Cassia is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO adorable!! she's such a good child. like, when you hand her over to someone else to hold, she doesn't cry. and oh my gawd....she is sooooo beooo-ti ful! like, Audrey (my cousin, and her mommy) took a picture of the two of us and at that point, she was like, whoa... and when i came down and saw her being changed, man...cute!! and, she didn't cry when she was being changed. y'know, how some babies scream their heads off? well, she just lies there and looks around and kicks her legs a little. AWWWWWW!!!

ok, i still haven't mailed my letter yet. arggg!!! i need to do it!! i'm so damn anxious!! hee hee hee! i wanna call jordan right now! he's at the music banquet. i wanna go! oh well. i actually would rather be here. hahah. i'm so complicated.
ok i have nothing to say....
i talked to jordan on icq. not jordan simard, but jordan, the guy from summer school. and....yeah. he's cool. not cool as in cool, but as in he's okay. he's pretty good at keeping a convo going. that's good. guys suck at keeping the convos going. well, at least the guys i know. *stupid yutat...*

i'm borrrred...ok, i'm gonna seal my letter. i'm really gonna do it this time!!

okay, my computer went down so that's why i didn't post for...11 days!! oh my frank....

so...let me see what i've done since then.did my bio slide test on the 22nd. it was so hard! i passed by one mark. how dissapointing. on the 23rd, i setted up the art show with carmen. it was so much fun! we were like rolling the fabric thingy around the pole instead of hanging it up like we're supposed to. and then we got dizzy and messy. on friday, our orchestra had the last rehersal before the concert. it was my first time playing snare drum with the ppl! also, the other percussion dude came. omg, he was sooooo nice!! i wish everyone was like him! but don't worry, my friends, who are reading this, i don't have a crush on him or anything. he's like, old. ish. but...yeah! he's really really nice and stuff. and when we played our stupid march song, i was SO horrible! we practised during break. he taught me how to play! it was cool! anyways, on saturday (25th) we had our concert. there were like 1100 ppl there!! scary...me and my stand partner did a pretty good job pretending to play! usually, we suck. we just sit there. but that night we were pretty good. and then the "encore". the drum part. i have to say, that went pretty good too. i mean, at the last part, i totally slowed down. i was going half the speed it was supposed to, but it doesn't matter, cuz it was cut time, and i was counting in 4/4 time, which is pretty close. i mean, beat-wise. and the whole thing (my part) sounded much better than the previous night. so...i'm glad.
on sunday, the ppl from the orchestra treated us to free lunch and bowling. it was fun!! at first, there were only two other ppl there, so i was really uncomfortable, cuz i don't really know them, but when bernard came, i just went up (to the bowling alley, cuz the adults were having dim sum) with him, and we got our bowling shoes and stuff. when more ppl came, we played, and then the really fun part began! i totally sucked!!! there were ten rounds, right? and the most you can get in each round is 10 points. so, my overall mark after TEN rounds was 17. 17!!! can you believe it?! man, i suck. the second time it was better- 21. but the last time, i got like 87! it was so cool!! and then that evening, i went to the madrigals recital. oh my frank, it was wonderful!! everyone's solos were also super-de-duper! jordan's solo was incredible. like, i knew he could sing well, but when he sang that first note of his song, i was just like "whoa...i never knew he was this good" like honestly, i was really shocked! and impressed!! and i really liked Witness. it was cool listening from the audience's point of view. you can hear like, all the parts equally.
on tuesday (28th) ppl from my english collage group came over to work, and have dinner. it was actually pretty fun. and yesterday, wedensday, we went to Lili's house. we made our paper mache eye, and had dinner and stuff. very productive. heh heh...well, it was! and today, i was supposed to go to TWO meetings: volunteer council, and art council, the new one. i'm applying for the Visual Arts Chairperson. i got the papers from Renee, and i told her i might be late, but i totally forgot! argg.g..and my mom picked me up from school, so, i guess that's sort of why i didn't go. *sigh*
but on a happier note, AUDREY IS COMING TODAY!!!! well, she's not here yet, but she will be, soon! and Larry! and Cassia! YEAAAYYYY!!!!! i can't waaaaiiittt!!! eeheeee hee heee hee hee! i'm hyper!
oh yea, forgot to mention, last night, i wrote to one of the hot twins from Cirque Du Soleil!! oh yes...heh heh...and i'm like, "so...you're coming to Toronto in August...when you have days off and you wanna hang out, please don't hesitate to give me a call! even though you don't know me...yet." and i left my number and email at the bottom of the page. so...i really hope he'll call me. REALLY. i'm like "i can show you around!" even though i have no idea where to go and stuff myself. i'm horrible at directions. *sigh* man...i hope he doesn't have a girlfriend or anything!! cuz y'know...i'm single...lol. and...he has a twin...y'know!! LOL!! anyways, i'm gonna end this post now, so i can seal it up and mail it. *grin!* ta-ta!!

wow, i haven't blogged in a looooong time!
ok, the spring concert was GREAT!!!! orchestra was so good! y'all should've heard us! especially Lord of the Dance!! damn, we were good! eehhee hehehehe!!! i regret the fact that i didn't have a chance to listen to any of the second half performances, except for the wind ensemble, because i was in choir. i really really wanted to! especially the sixtet and Roger's solo. my parents said he was REALLY good! anyways, i'm gonna go to the madrigals concert on the 26th, just so i can hear the sixtet. yay! i can't wait!
mrs. walsh is making us write this big report thingy that's worth 10%!! damn...i'm not good at writing. =( oh well... and she's forming these chamber groups now in our class and we're gonna have a recital in two weeks! tarrick and i are gonna do a duet! this is exciting! she'd better pick us a good song!! (cuz we don't get to pick)

i went to Ryan (Hua)'s party today. he's moving soon. anyway, it was pretty good. it was really uncomfortable at first, because, for like 3 hours, i was the only girl. but what was good is that i saw some ppl there i haven't seen in like, 3 years! Kyle, Johnny, Gavin...they all used to go to SAM, but they're not at ACI. tee hee! we played Mah Jong, and i didn't know how to play, and they were all teaching me (well, johnny and gavin) and it was fun! i sucked though. Ryan's puppy is soooo cute!! it's like, tiny and fluffy. i thought it was a pomeranian, but i eventually found out that it was a chiwawa (i know it's spelled wrong). and, omg, guess who i saw? Cameron! (that REALLY HOT percussion dude who used to go to our school? he was at the U of T concert) apparently, he's going out with Ryan's sister. *sigh* now im jealous. =(

argg...i wanna go to denny's house! (he's my cousin) i thought i'd be going around supper time, cuz one of my aunts is flying here from Hong Kong (i think), and we're supposed to pick her up from the airport and drive her to denny's house, cuz that's where she's staying. she still haven't arrived yet!!! bitch!! (sorry, i don't really like her)

anyways, i can't wait til tomorrow! i'm pretty sure i'm going to see Star Wars! yayy!! Hayden Christenson! he's hot!! tee hee!! and carmen said she'll come with me if she doesn't have to do her parenting project. i need to ask her about that...

anyways, that's all i need to blog about right now. argg...i'm so bored!!!
ta-ta-cheerio!

interesting fact#1: in the music video "Jaded" by Aerosmith, there are various performers by Cirque Du Soleil. apparently, the producer (i think, producer?) is a HUGE fan, hence...

interesting fact#2: CDS tickets for Varekai in Toronto is now on sale for the ppl who joined that club. (yay me!) tickets go on sale for the public on...damn, i forgot. i think it's friday.

interesting fact#3: they are staying in Toronto an extra 5 days! so, 10 extra performances! whoo hoo!!

OMIGOSH THIS IS SO EXCITING!!!!! i was just reading the discussion page (in my email, i get it by email) and this one person said if we wanted to write fanmail we could, and he/she posted the address!!!! ahhhhhhhHhhhhHHHH!!!!! i'm gonna write them a letter!!!! well, i think i'm gonna write Icarus a letter! or maybe the hot twins! hee hee heee heee!!! this is so exciting!!!

wow, the concert on friday night was AMAZING! we sang really really well, especially the last phrase of Witness! i couldn't stop smiling when we were getting off stage! =) and Neptune was pretty good too! well, we were all squished on the risers behind the curtains, trying to see Colin's face on the little tv screen. lol but everything went very smoothly. the last song, the tuba solo was incredible! it was funny at the end when that tuba guy went lower and lower, and then eventually went so low that we was laying on the ground. lol! AND that part where we dumped his spit (from playing) on that girl. lol nastay!! anyways, colin's conducting was excellent! the best i've ever seen! even better than gabriel -- and he's pretty good! i shook his hand afterwards! it was cool! =)
i noticed while i was reading everyone's blog, that jordan and carmen wrote the same thing in their blog -- the lyrics to Witness. hehehe!

anyways, after the concert, i was on icq, and i talked to that guy from a long time ago! (dingomanolove) i don't really know his real name. i haven't talked to him in like, i dunno...a LONG time. anyways, it was great! we had to much to talk about! =) he recently went to alaska, isn't that cool? and he's gonna buy an apartment soon and live with his mom. aww that's so sweet! well, he already has like, 2 or 3 apartments, and 3 (?) houses. i'm like "you're rich!" and then he's like "no, i need money!" or something like that. he's so nice! =) and then he's like "thats why i like you we're like two apples from the same appletree" and then i told him i hated apples, and then we had this big convo about fruits. i told him to try the kiwi jelly beans, cuz they are soooo yummy! and he said he'll try it. lol i also told him about the monkey on crack with a diaper rash thing. lol (i think he thought i was crazy...lol)

anyways..last night, i saw Spider-Man. it was really good! not REALLY really, but still, really good. =) confused? mmm....Tobey Maguire is so cool! hee hee hee! i love his name...=)

ok...well, i think i should go back to my homework now. stupid homework...ok well...ta-ta!

U of T concert tonight!! i'm sooo excited!! as i am typing, i have rollers in my hair. bahaha i look like a freak! buuut it's gonna look good (hopefully!) later when i take them out!

aaanyway, we're like 2/3 through our pig dissections. it's not as bad i thought it would be, which is good. our pig is so freakin small! and brown! well, at least it's not blue! (hahaha andy u SUCK!!) <-- he wouldn't read this so it doesn't matter.

so yesterday, i tried posting on the Cirque club for the first time, and i typed a pretty long post, and it didn't work!! arggg...i did copy it, but my mind was somewhere else and after i copied that, i copied something else, so my post which i copied was gone. blasted...*mutters* so i'm gonna try to post again tomorrow. i don't think i'll have time tonight. oh well...carmen and me are making plans to see Varekai in August when they come to Toronto! she said Will's coming back on the 16th from his Harvard Univ. trip. apparently, he want to go there. (tsktsk...smart ppl...) and the show that we're probably gonna see is actually on the 16th. well, we could see it on the 2nd, buuut...i dunno. i wanna go on the second. AND- i told my mom that Quidam was gonna be in Boston in August, and i REALLY wanna go see them! and i guess i thought Boston was in New York, so...a couple of hours drive, but no! it's aaall the way in Massachusets!! i can't even spell it!! i also have some family there, so, maybe we can visit them. my mom said she'll see. maaan, you have no idea how badly i want to go!! well, if my parents don't want to drive, maybe our group can go on a road trip and we can ALL go! what fun that'll be! *claps in excitement*

ok, i think i should go eat now...blog more...later!

wow, today's rehersal at St. Mike's College went great! two of the chaperons from the montreal trip was there, so was Cameron -- the percussion dude who used to go to our school. damn, he's fuckin hot!! tee hee!!
i didn't do any hw today. so pissed. stupid hw. and yutat. i'm really mad at him now. stupid....didn't even give me the movie....>=(
if i get a horrible mark, i'm gonna blame it all on him!!
so there!!

audrey coming on may 30th. can't wait. gonna be awesome! can't wait to see cassia and larry too.
went on cirque du soleil website, and in the club thingy (cuz i joined it). found out that Varekai touring to Toronto in August. in Ontario Place. maybe i'll go again...just because i love them so much. spent like 2 hrs on the club reading ppl's discussion posts. very interesting...John G. (the guy fixing the lightbulb in the show, with the feathers in his butt) was actually discussed a lot, which is good, cuz i like him (not that way. he's an awesome actor). no one talked about the angel, who, in fact, was playing Icarus, the Greek dude who made wings with wax, remember? yeah...damn, he's hot. they also talked a lot about the twins. not the super hot ones, but the other ones. damn, i wish i had a twin.
oh, well...
Draco Veritas still did not have chapter 7 yet. *sigh* i'm so anxioussss!! for those of you who don't know what they are, they are fan fictions. harry potter ones, of course! argg...i wanna read fan fictions!!

ok, better go do homework.

now, how can i start this blog?
there's so much to write, but they don't relate to each other at all. i'll just be jumping all over the place! alright. let me start by saying, jordan, you finally blogged! congratulations! no one blogs anymore now. everyone's ditched their blog. freaks...not implying that my friend kate, and margaret are freaks, but...i meant it in a general sense.
ok.
pig dissections are on tuesday. i'm scared outta my mind!! like, im anxious and stuff, but y'know how i am with cutting things up and stuff...ugh...i constantly have this cringe inside me when i do something like that. i mean, the poor fetus hasn't even had a chance to live life! that's just murder...just like someone i know. i won't mention who...but...murderer.
last night i practised Lord of the Dance like 3 or 4 hours last night, cuz it was soooooo bad, and, well, it was better in class today. it wasn't that much better, but...meh. E for effort.
at lunch, micheal (that guy from montreal) brought his pictures! omg, the one with adrian and...jonathan (? which one, im not sure) sleeping. lol from the angle he took the picture, adrian looked like he wasn't wearing a shirt! AND they were sleeping pretty close together! oh my...lol! and he let me take a picture from him. the one in the underground mall, where i had no film left for it. it came out pretty nice. his pics are all really clear. ugh. i'm so jealous!
stupid orchestra...i have orchestra tonight. i HATE it!!! i haven't been for 2 weeks though, which is good. the first week, i was at gabriel's concert (which was pretty good, by the way), and the second week was at montreal. (being chased by riots! haha!) and now i have to go back. but i don't have to go next week again! yayy!! that's because agincourt singers are gonna perform at U of T.
and speaking of performances, i'm really excited of all the concerts that are happening this month! well, only two, but they're gonna be good two's!! there's a rehersal this sunday for girls for the UT one. ooohhh...it's at St. Michael's College for Boys. heh heh heh...i can't wait!! we're singing with the toronto wind symphony. that's as good as TSYO! damn, we're good! LOL
well, i'd better get going. gotta eat and stuff. (grrr) ta-ta-cheerio!!

i got my pictures from montreal back yesterday! YAYY!! most of them came out pretty good, as in not underexposed or anything. but all the pictures seem to be in not-that-good condition. i think it was just the camera's fault. stupid APS camera....next time, i'm bringing my own! i dun care if it's big and bulky! it takes good pictures!! heh heh...anyways...yeah, i brought them to school today and showed, like, eeeverryone! even adam, since he is in two of them. that was good, cuz that gave me an excuse to talk to him. there was an uncomfortable pause between us yesterday, and part of today. i didn't like it. so...yeah!

ok, i have to stop talking about my trip...

so, yesterday, jordan, carmen, megan, and kate came up to my locker, and they were talking about the GPP in june. they're planning to gather a group of people (7?) and make each of us wear a certain colour. and then they're like "you're red." i wanted to be purple, cuz i like purple, but megan was already purple. and then i thought about it, and remember i always wanted to dye my hair red (well, i did, so there!!)? so i figured this would be an excellent oppotunity, so...i agreed! i'm really excited about it now! EEEE!!! hee hee hee!! i can't wait! im gonna take lotsa pictures, and be pretty, and get hyperrrr! yeaaaahhh!! *grin* i just hoooope my mom would let me go. she better!! heh heh heh!

anyways, today, the stupidest thing happened. the fire alarm went off at the end of school. maaan, it was freaky! i think my heart skipped a beat! *sigh* anyways, after that, i went to orchestra. i was soooooo bad. i've never played so horribly in orchestra all year! i seriously felt like i was gonna cry. *sigh* so i came home (after going to the dentist's) and practised like, 2 hrs. just that one song. it's a little better now, but it still sucks. i really want it to be good for the concert, because i really like this song, and i want us to play well so bad! urrrrgg...

oh, anyways, i'd better go now. maybe i'll practise some more...i've got a solo piece coming up too. stupid piano part...so damn hard...